I left your house heading for home, still thinking of how your written words had prevented me from being able to cum and how I still needed it so badly. I know that I am not suppose to pleasure myself today, and that with knowing that I wont be able to and the more I think of it in that way, the more desperately I want to cum. It was as if not being allowed to play focused my mind more on wanting to cum.
I wondered if my husband would want to fuck me tonight and if he did, could I cum while he did so. All you had said was think of me, did that mean I could cum at that time with the thoughts of you or was that meant to stop me from doing so.
Of course with thoughts of my husband, came the thought that I shouldn't be doing this, cheating on him. Yet, I felt that the needs were something I had to take care of and some how I knew that only you would be able to satisfy that need inside me. I needed what you could give to me, if only one time and I would make sure that you understood that it wouldn't happen again. I have always considered myself a good girl, and wouldn't ever agree to a long term affair. But just one time in my life I had to have you show me what it was like to experience the pleasure you seemed able to and willing to offer me.
The night seemed to drag on forever for me. I wait impatiently for time to fix dinner and getting the kids in the bath and ready for bed, for my shower, all the things that on any other night made it seem like a rushed evening, tonight seemed as though the time for me to do it would never come. I could only attribute it to being impatient for tomorrow when you would once again give me an orgasm like you had done before, it seemed so long ago.
My husband made it worse when he came home and was obviously as horny for me as I was for you. Every time he walked past me he would touch me, and on any other night he would have ignored the fact that I was in the same room with him.
Finally, it came time that we could go to bed, and I let him have make love to me, while I thought of you. Even if you hadn't told me to think of you, I'm not sure that I could have kept you out of my thoughts. While he rushed through the love making process as he always does, and my thoughts were only on what you may do to me tomorrow, I slipped into the fantasy of the remembered day when you had last spanked me and had tied me to the dining room chairs. I couldn't help the thoughts that flowed through me, of your touch, and before long, even unsure of whether you wanted me to cum with him or not, I came all over my husband's cock wishing that it had been yours instead.
As always, he fell asleep right after he came, and I got up for a drink and to get my thoughts together, about what I had felt while he made love to me. It was so rare that I could actually cum for him and then being able to do so with the thoughts of you; it confused me as much as earlier when I realized that you could control my orgasm with a simple note telling me not to cum.
I finally went to bed, more exhausted from thinking than actually sleepy and woke up early, anxiously awaiting nine o'clock when I would be at your house and hopefully beginning to understand what it was that you could make me feel. I was up and taking a shower before my husbands alarm clock went off, had breakfast ready by the time the kids were awake and I was dressed, both cooking and getting myself ready early, rushing the morning routine so I could usher everyone out the door and head towards your house.
The only time my morning became frustrating for me, was while trying to decide what to wear for you. I knew I wasn't supposed to wear panties unless otherwise stated but part of me wanted to wear sexy panties for you, a matching bra. Without panties, I finally decided to wear a dress, one that I hoped you would like. A dress with tiny flowers all over it, a tight bodice, which I decided to wear without a bra. I know that you will notice the lack of a bra before you know if I have worn panties or not, the material rubbing my nipples already making them hard, and I wonder if you will be pleased with my decision.
At eight fifteen, it was finally time for me to take my son to daycare, and then be on my way to meet you at your house. After dropping him off and knowing what was to come and where I was finally heading, I could feel my body responding as if you were already touching me. My nipples seemed to grow harder, with the caress of the dress upon them and my clit seemed to swell more the closer I came to your house. Anticipation of what was to come, settled inside me in the form of butterflies in my stomach, though I didn't feel like I was nervous. I felt no fear as I pulled into your driveway right on time, just an almost overwhelming need for you to take me and do what ever it was that you wanted to do.
I stepped out of the car and walked to your door on legs trembling in excitement and every step, seemed to be a teasing caress to my already swollen clit. I opened the door and stepped inside. You were sitting in the chair facing towards the door and the way you looked at me caused me to pause, as your eyes traveled up and down the length of me.
I consider saying something, but am not sure what I should say. I choose instead to stand there and wait for you to break the silence, the whole time my body responding to the touch of your eyes as if it were your hands instead. You leave me standing there for at least five minutes before you finally speak to me, breaking the silence at last with, "If you want to stop, now is your chance. If you choose to stay right now, I am in control. Do you understand?"
"I don't want to stop and yes I do understand." I whisper, slightly unnerved by your tone.
"Good, from now on, you will call me Sir when I do ask you a question, and you will do as I say. If you do feel that I am being to rough or am pushing too hard, say 'red' and everything stops. You will get dressed and go home, and will never have the chance to try again. Understand?"
"Yes, Sir." I reply, more nervous now than I had been all morning.
"Okay. What is the word?"
"Red" I answer.
"Red what?"
Blushing at having forgotten already I amend, "Red, Sir".
"Next time you forget, I will spank you five times."
"Yes, Sir. I won't forget again."
"Strip."
I am shocked that you would have me do that here just inside the door, and I think about protesting but when I see the look on your face I sense that this was probably the first of many tests to see if I was going to let you control me or not. I reach down and pull my dress up from the bottom and over my head, leaving me completely naked for you to view.
"Good girl but next time when I say to do something, there should be no hesitation."
"Yes sir." I reply feeling as if I have already failed you in many ways, even though you had said "good girl" to me.
"First, I am going to tell you that you are mine for the full day. When do you have to be at home?"
"I have to go by five, in order to pick up my son." I say and add "sir" as an afterthought.
"Good. Now, come here, kneel beside my chair."
I timidly begin to walk towards you, wondering over this new turn of events. I somehow had thought it would be us heading towards the bedroom. When I reach you, I kneel down on the floor beside you.
"Spread your knees out a little bit; rest your ass on your feet. I don't want your legs getting tired just yet." You say and I immediately move my knees further apart. "Good girl. Now one day this will be the position you are in when I collar you as mine. Today however, I am not going to do that. I am not sure that you have proven yourself enough for me to claim you with my collar, so we will wait on that. However, for today you will act as if you are collared, that is if you want to know what it is like to be with me. If you are still unsure, I suggest you leave before we go any further."
The whole time you spoke, I realized how my pussy seemed to grow wetter by the moment, just kneeling on the floor with my legs spread. My clit swelling as if hoping to reach out and touch something, and the longer you spoke, the more I knew that I could not get up and walk out of here until I had felt the power of your control. I would be able to be to be yours, with or without the collar, though admittedly wish you would put it upon me today even though I knew I wasn't ready for what the collar would mean to us both.
You interrupted my thoughts with, "I take it since you haven't got up yet, that you are still willing. In that case, you do as I say, when I say, and with out any question. The only time you should speak against it is if you are going to say 'Red' and end it. Since it is your first time with me, I will not gag you this time, before we do that, you will have no second thoughts. Since it seems you are not leaving as of yet, stand and follow me."
I stood on weakened legs, not realizing until then the slight cramp that my legs had been put into, and feet, tingling having fallen asleep while I sat on them. I assume you realized the problem that I was having, since you didn't make an immediate move to walk away, allowing me to stand and become accustomed to being on my feet.
The time that you allowed me to stand there and get my legs comfortable again, also brought back the slight intimidation I felt while standing there naked, while you remained fully dressed, even though it seemed I should be growing use to it by now. It occurred to me that this wasn't a normal "love making", since only one of us would be naked, for a while at least. I wondered how we would be able to have the foreplay needed for us both, if I wasn't able to see you naked. No doubt in my mind that I would be ready for you, considering my body was ready for you already, but I had to wonder how you would be ready if I wasn't able to touch you. I was about to question what you would gain from this, out loud, when you stopped me from doing so by walking in the direction of your bedroom, making me follow behind you.