Here is Chapter 3. Enjoy the chapter and the crossover with one of my other stories, Her Daddy, Dom, and Neighbor in One.
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Jacquelynne
I mentally cursed and castigated myself as I flopped down on my bed. Pres and I were fulfilling my dreams and fantasies only to have him stop.
To know that he wanted me-until he remembered I disgusted him-was more than I could deal with.
A ping of my phone alerted me to an e-mail that I hoped would be a distraction. An email advertisement for the Kinkster's Ball filled the screen of my phone.
Rebellion pumped adrenaline through my veins. Pres didn't want me? Fine! I WOULD go to the Kinkster's Ball and find a Master who accepted and wanted to explore my darkest desires.
My fingers hovered over the "Buy tickets now!" button as my eyes scanned the message.
"Master Scott and Master Ryan seek willing and adventurous subs to participate in a slave auction. Go home to the dungeon of a Dom of your dreams for a week (minus the time requirements of your career)!"
Did I dare? I heard groaning next door that stiffened my resolve. Let the Dom who bid on me see how truly depraved and slutty I could be. I instead clicked the "Auction Me!" button and began to fill out the form.
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Avoiding someone is remarkably simple if he goes out of his way to steer clear of you, as well. In the days leading up to the Ball, I saw Pres very little. At work, he was locked up tight in his office, putting out a metaphorical fire that one of our competitors started. At home, well, he was never home. He returned to the domicile after I fell into an uneasy sleep and left before I awoke every morning.
Saturday dawned, sunny and full of promise. Part of me wistfully lamented that I was giving up on a chance of Pres and me happily ever after, but the realist in me plunged that fantasy deep within me where it belonged and forced me to look forward to the possibilities of tonight.
Maybe Master Right did not exist, but I sure hoped for Master Right Now.
I scanned the list of Do's and Don't's for auction slaves tonight at the ball.
All hair other than what is found on the scalp must be removed. (I had scheduled a spa session for today for a touch-up.)
Dresses must be no longer than knee length.
All garments and accessories would be removed prior to the auction. (Gulp!) All auction slaves will take the stage naked, save for ankle restraints and wrists handcuffed behind their backs.
Yes, number three gave me pause, I'll admit. I am not comfortable with my body. Too pale. Too many curves. And to be presented with no way to be covered, no concealment from calculating gazes?
The woman in me shrank in fear. The submissive slut who craved degradation? My panties were permanently wet because of her.
In that good girl versus wanton submissive masochistic slut competition, the slut won overwhelmingly when it came to dress choices.
Strapless and white, providing an illusion of innocence, the chiffon babydoll dress flared just beneath the sequined band at my breast to flirt mid-thigh. I ratcheted up the naughtiness, foregoing panties and leaving my freshly waxed pussy vulnerable should I bend over.
After all, I reasoned, I would be standing on display before the entire assembly, completely nude, within two hours after my arrival. Quickly, I squashed the nervous jitters that reminder caused.
Taking a deep breath as I handed my keys to the valet before metaphorically squaring my shoulders and facing the hotel where the ball had already commenced, I repeated my mantra to myself. Tonight was about finding a new Master, about moving on. From the videos. From Matt. From Pres.
My fascination, in the wake of the makeout session earlier that week, had become an obsession-one that needed to stop immediately.
As I entered the ballroom and presented my ticket only to receive a bracelet designating me as one of the auction slaves, I felt eyes on me.
I turned and furrowed my brow as I tried to place the man staring at me, walking toward me, even. This man did not merely walk; he sauntered as if he owned the place.
With a start, I recognized the truth about that statement. Ryan Smith, the Master Ryan of the email invitation, owned the hotel we presently stood in. And, while not as close to me as Pres and Jase were, he was once our friend before he moved away when he and Pres were going into the seventh grade.
I knew he had moved back, but I had not made the connection until this moment. HIs smile wolfish, he savored his approach. "Jacqui," he breathed.
"Ryan," I murmured. I'm sure my eyes were agog. I could do far worse than Ryan, if he were offering.
My old friend had grown up-and cleaned up-nicely. Tall, nearly Pres's height, his formerly wild red hair now was a deep auburn, controlled and tamed with a sleek cut and style. Every move he made bespoke control and elegance. An untamed wolf who kept his wildness in check by a force of will. Gray eyes burned me with their icy coldness. This was not the laughing jokester who helped me prank Pres and Jase unmercifully.
"It's Lynne, now," I again murmured sedately.
He chuckled, the mirth not quite reaching his eyes. What had happened to turn him so bitter? "Pres mentioned that when I saw him awhile back. If it's okay with you, I still will call you Jacqui, in honor of our old friendship."
Nodding distractedly, I latched onto something he had said. "Have you seen Pres recently?" My attempts to sound casual rang false even in my ears.
Ryan nodded enigmatically. "Fairly recently. He should be here soon, in fact."
"Here?!" I blurted aloud before I could stop myself. "This is hardly his scene!"
If ever a glance thrown my way were sardonic, Ryan's was. "Of course not. But he can meet some very lovely ladies here this evening." Ryan winked, not entirely lightheartedly.
His gaze traveled over me, lighting on the bracelet at my wrist. "Take you, for instance. The belle of the ball, literally, in this case. And an auction slave, too. Although I don't look forward to Pres's reaction when he sees you take the stage nude."
"Pres doesn't own me or control what I do," I snapped.
Ryan raised his eyebrows but didn't respond to that remark. "You are here to be auctioned, though, correct? You do realize it's not a game or play, I hope, Jacqui. The Doms bidding expect complete submission for a week," he cautioned.
I seethed. "Yes, Ryan. I do know what it means. I wore a collar for a year before my last relationship ended."
Placing a calming hand on my cheek, Ryan bent so that his lips brushed my earlobe. Willing myself to feel arousal, I felt instead nothing beyond an irritating tickling.
"I know. I found the breakup video link, and I sent it to Pres. What Lester did to you-a Dominant should never do that to his sub. Not what he dished out, necessarily-you were craving the humiliation and degradation. But ending things the way he did was wrong."
Shaking my head, I sought a chance to explain. "I betrayed him; I wanted another."
Two fingers on my lips stopped my explanation. "That is not how it's done. What he did to you? That caused him to be blackballed tonight and at every event in the foreseeable future in this community. You weren't the first sub he tried to destroy."
The knowledge that there was that measure of protection-that I wouldn't see Matt here tonight-dissolved some of the anxiety I felt.
"Chin up, Jacqui. And know that I will be bidding on you," he muttered, his lips drifting across mine as he spoke.
As he stepped back, putting air and space between us, I again felt eyes on me or, more specifically, Ryan and me.
Pres. Absolutely devastating to my senses in a tuxedo. The searing stare burned me, stripped me bare, and flayed me alive. The crowd parted as he approached us.
Not for the first time, I wondered if he could possibly be a Dominant. His bearing right now made that thought, for once, difficult to argue away.
But whereas Ryan was all cold control, Pres's dominance-if it were truly there-was molten destruction, to my senses, at least. Realizing that my thoughts were babbling nervously, I paused, taking a deep breath.
"What in the fuck are you doing here, Lynne?" Pres's words whipped at me, attacking me.
I stupidly went on the defensive. "What do you mean, what in the fuck am I doing here? I, at least, belong here!"
His eyes blazed, banked, then blazed again. Whatever he was about to fire back would never be heard because a middle-aged woman, matronly dressed, approached the microphone on the stage.
"Would those lovely auction slaves please meet Claire at the end of this stage to prepare for your bidding?" With a flounce, I turned, ignoring Pres's openmouthed stare as he finally understood what in the fuck I was doing here.
I approached the Nordic blonde that the speaker had gestured toward. "Name?" she barked, her voice sharp as she noted the silver around my wrist.
"Jacquelynne Andrews," I whispered. She checked her roster.
"You are the fifth slave to be auctioned this evening. Move over there," she directed to a group of anxious men and women.
Just as I neared the group, Claire called me back. "Yes, Sir," she responded to someone talking to her through a headset. "I understand. If that is what you wish, it will be arranged."
Claire glared at me. "It seems you have attracted the notice of one of the event organizers. He insists you be auctioned first."
That was so sweet of Ryan, I mused as I returned to the group. He could tell that I was worried and made sure I could go to the auction block first. Then, I remembered Ryan's words and sobered. "And I know that I will be bidding on you."
A few of the girls looked over at me, venom in their eyes. "Ryan Smith was a friend of mine growing up," I explained. They sniffed and turned away.