I don't gym. It is not an activity I enjoy nor is it something I would make time for by my own volition. I don't have to spend hours there to stay lean, and I prefer to take advantage of that. Unfortunately for me, however, it
is
a requirement. Just because I look fit doesn't mean I am fit, and since my ass belongs to him, he wants to make sure it is reaching its full potential. He assigns my workouts ahead of time. He expects proper form. If he can't be there, he watches me from his phone while he works in the office. I am corrected as needed, but I try my best to do it right the first time. I get a rush when he tells me it looks good. Then I end up pushing myself a little harder, even though it goes against every fiber of my "anti-gym" being. I keep a soft tape measure and log my measurements; the changes are proof of his control of my body and my obedience. He has to work out of town this week, but my routine is to be maintained so having my gym clothes is also a requirement.
As I am walking into the hotel, I feel my phone buzz. He is closing up his project and heading back. He wants to meet me at the hotel's fitness center, so I get changed and head toward the elevator. Loose-fitting clothing is not allowed. It's unflattering and unsafe. Caged-pants are preferred. The cutouts on today's pair go all the way up the thigh. High-waisted pants are necessary because worrying about plumber's crack during squats is not a thing. This also means I don't have to worry about a shirt— solid bonus. The elevator stops and the doors open. I head toward the mats to warm-up.
About thirty minutes into the workout, he walks in. The fitness center here is a little on the ridiculous side so it takes him a minute to spot me. I feel a twinge of despair when I feel his eyes land on me from across the room. I have to make myself presentable but even with a full face on, I still feel gross-looking after a high-impact set. I steel my face quickly, knowing that any proof that I've been putting in the effort will earn me his favor. He approaches me in mid-set on the leg press. He eyes the weights to make sure I'm following his instructions. I pause while I watch, waiting to read on his face that he is pleased. He catches me.
"Don't stop. Finish up," he says.
I bring my knees back to my chest and push the platform back up with only the
slightest
hint of swiftness, but it doesn't go unnoticed.
"Stop there, and wait." I do as I am told and roll the lock bar. He adds more weight, then kneels down next to me.
"Let's see if you can handle that." His voice is so even, almost stoney, I can't gauge him. God, he smells good. The added weight was a shock to my quads, but I'm determined to impress. I take a deep breath and push. The effort I needed forces the most pathetic sound to escape my lip as I struggle to push the platform. That sound is a trigger for him; it's not something I can fake. He leans in and tells me how much he loves hearing me whimper, just before furtively licking the side of my face, rolling the lock bar into place in the same quick but fluid motion. A surge of electricity rolls across my skin radiating from the chill coming off the wet spot he left on my cheek. I definitely have an idea where his head is at now.
He tells me we're going to cut it short, do a few sets of deadlifts and then cool-down. I get excited by this; I want his hands on me so badly it's hard to think. We head to the mats. I can see him behind me in the mirror, taking me in.
"Take a step back and plant your feet." I do as I am told. As I bend over to reach for the bar, I feel my ass just barely graze the front of his shorts. My eyes widen. I didn't realize he was standing so close. I shake the thought and raise my upper body, lifting the weight; brush past his crotch
again
on my way back down. Not as light this time.
He must have leaned in!
He is toying with me. I catch his face in the mirror. He is perfectly stoic, giving no hint as to the game he was playing. Ugh—my need for him is starting to intensify. This wasn't an accident. I am starting to get the game, but this isn't exactly private.
Would they kick us out if someone noticed? No one could notice it from a few feet away, right?
My mind races from the excitement. I finish the sets, but I'm starting to feel a little light headed. I am grateful for today's reprieve. I start my stretches— legs apart, hold for 10 to the middle, then each side, then walk it in. I get my feet set and lean forward, my fingertips pushing back against the floor.
"That's your form? C'mon. Get serious," he scoffs as he moves behind me. I stand straight again as I turn toward him and wait for his guidance. He slides his foot along the inside of mine and gently nudges its out, spreading my legs slightly wider. He grips my right hip, placing his other hand on the small of my back.
"Now bend," his says, his voice low but firm. I lean toward the ground. His hands stay firmly on me. The stretch releases tension from the muscles in the back of my legs, but his touch is creating tension in the muscles between my thighs. I can feel my pelvic floor retracting as the muscles forming my walls contract. The void in between my thighs is begging to be filled. I need to get out of this gym.