I
Adam Bramley was already half-hard when she slid down the sheets.
It wasn't romantic morning sex. It wasn't desperate passion, stolen before the snooze timer expired and the day started for real. It was simply... routine. The quiet surrender of a bored couple doing what bored couples do: sleep, fuck, survive another year.
Melissa's red hair spilled over his thighs as she moved lazily between them. Her lips were painted, of course, somehow always painted, always perfect. Frustrated though she was, Melissa had her pride, and part of that pride was a bitter insistence on rising before her husband, making herself up as the object of desire she knew herself to be. Melissa, even at this hour, managed to look like a vintage pin-up, sprawled against modern disappointment.
She didn't say anything. Just pushed his pyjama waistband down and took him in her mouth.
Adam exhaled, eyes fluttering shut. Her mouth was warm, slow, wet... but distracted. She didn't make eye contact. Her hand wasn't even wrapped around him properly, just resting idly near the base of his cock while her lips moved rhythmically, thoughtlessly.
He reached down to brush her shoulder, hesitantly, debating clutching those red curls to push her deeper, still hoping to feel some spark, some hint of intimacy, but Melissa didn't react. She was somewhere else. And that, more than anything, was what made it feel lonely.
He came too quickly. Just a soft grunt, a buck of his hips, and a muttered "Sorry."
Melissa pulled back, wiped her mouth delicately, and lay beside him. She didn't reach for him. Didn't say a word. Her eyes stared at the ceiling like it might offer a better version of the life she'd ended up with.
Adam turned to kiss her neck, half-heartedly. "Are... you okay?"
"Mhm." A non-answer, a swallow instead of a response.
"Want to...?"
"No, it's fine," she interrupted gently, almost absentminded. "You're tired."
He wasn't. But he nodded anyway.
She stood after a few minutes, scooped her phone from its charger, and walked to the ensuite, already staring at the screen as the door closed behind her. The lock
clicked softly.
Adam lay back in bed staring at the fan, feeling the orgasm ebb as fast as it had come, the room suddenly silent except for the low hum of spinning blades... and his phone, suddenly buzzing on the nightstand.
Quarterly Earnings Call: 8:00 AM
Buzz.
Anniversary: Collect Gift
He sighed.
In the bathroom, Melissa sat on the edge of the tub, naked, phone in hand. Her legs were crossed at the ankle, perfectly still. Her lipstick had smudged where she wiped away her husband's seed. She didn't bother fixing it. Instead, she popped up her phone's browser and began to search:
"Marriage counseling loss of intimacy."
Scrolled.
"Reignite your connection with Dr. Mason Myers."
"Couples therapy with compassion from Lucy Bedwell MD!"
"Dr Hawley Cripps: Marriage and Conflict Resolution Specialist"
Her thumb hovered, only to back out as she typed again:
"Assertiveness therapy for women in relationships."
More scrolling.
"Empowerment and balance in marriage."
"Your voice matters: reclaiming your needs."
"God's plan for marriage: teaching women to love a patriarch. Webinar bookings now down to $499.98! Be part of Jesus' plan today!"
All wrong.
Melissa stared at her reflection, taking in the image that stared back: thick auburn curls still artfully tousled, the curve of her hourglass figure wrapped in a silk that clung to her hips and parted in the centre to reveal her magnificent breasts, so recently pressed to Adam's thighs with so little effect.
Her skin was porcelain-pale, flushed just slightly, the way it always got when she was turned on but never touched right. Her grey-blue eyes, so striking when she wanted them to be, looked tired in that moment. Not from age; from disappointment.
She looked like a woman men should worship. She knew that. She always had. She knew very well that she was capable of looking like sex incarnate. And yet still she felt... neglected. Like a song no one remembered how to sing.
Her gaze returned to her phone, her fingers tap-tapping again as she entered a new search, anger eating at her disappointment:
"Couples therapy" "assertive woman"
And her eyes widened as she took in the first result:
"Dr. Lilith Lane, PhD, Clinical Psychologist: Putting the power back into passion."
Melissa stared at the screen a long moment.
When she emerged from the ensuite five minutes later, her robe was cinched neatly at the waist and her lipstick was perfect again, with all trace of her oral service wiped away, the the soft coral-red freshly reapplied, restoring her timelessly elegant, desirable look with not a smear in sight.
Adam glanced over, trying to read her mood. She didn't look angry. Just... composed, like nothing had happened.
"You okay?" he asked again, softer this time.
"I said I'm fine."
She climbed back into bed and reached for her phone. The screen lit up with soft blue light against her pale skin, casting sharp shadows across her collarbone.
Adam shifted beside her. Then, after a moment of hesitation, he ventured "I could... y'know. Go, um, go down on you? If you want."
Melissa didn't look up from her phone.
Of course he offered. The guilt always made him generous for about ninety seconds.
And he would do it... technically. Dutifully. The way a man checks off items on a to-do list.
She'd lie back and spread her legs and he'd flinch as he always did, averting his eyes from her ginger curls and swollen lips as he lowered himself - in every sense of the word - to kiss and lick and maybe even hum a little, thinking he was clever for remembering something he read online about tongue pressure and the alphabet.
A. B. C.
An effort more than an offering.
D. E. F.
His fingers fumbling, his jaw already tired.
G. H. I.
His mind focusing on stock prices to blot out an act of love he saw as degrading rather than intimate.
F. G. H.
Distraction already eating at his duty.
And yet Melissa knew she'd feel... nothing.
Not nothing in the literal sense; his tongue was warm, and he knew vaguely where to go, but nothing that made her ache. Nothing that made her feel. Not the kind of dizzy, desperate pleasure she craved. Not the hunger she knew she still had buried somewhere under routine and polite disappointment.
And worse: she could tell he didn't want to. Not really. He wanted to be good, or forgiven, or whatever drove a man to mouth half-hearted worship between quarterly calls. But he didn't want her. Not her taste, her smell, her softness. Not the way she wanted to be wanted.
The resentment curled low in her belly like smoke.
She looked at him finally. His eyes were searching hers, unsure.
Her voice was gentle. Almost kind. "You've got your earnings call in twenty minutes, Adam. Shouldn't you shower?"
A pause. His hand fell back to the sheet.
"Right," he mumbled. "Yeah."
He slid out of bed and padded toward the bathroom, and the door clicked shut behind him.
Melissa exhaled slowly and turned her phone over in her hand. On the screen:
Dr. Lilith Lane, PhD, Clinical Psychologist
"Putting the power back into passion."
Her fingers tapped the link:
Book An Initial Consultation
without any further input from her brain.
...And for the first time in months, her body felt just the tiniest flicker of warmth.
II
The office was nothing like Melissa expected. There was no incense, no potted succulent, no cluttered bookshelf of worn self-help titles, no wall of certificates and qualifications. There were no sand trays, or soft lighting, or concessions to nervous clients. Instead, everything gleamed. Chrome, glass, minimalist furniture, sharp white overhead lights that offered nowhere to hide. The palette was restrained: whites, greys, a muted sage accent wall. The vibe the space gave of was less one of like therapy and more one of strategy, as if this were somewhere deals were made instead of traumas soothed.
Melissa sat with her legs crossed in the waiting area, one heel swinging idly. She smoothed her skirt again even though it didn't need it. Her phone buzzed in her bag, but she didn't reach for it.
The frosted glass door to the inner office opened with a gentle click.
"Melissa?"
Melissa looked up - and despite herself, her breath caught.
The woman who stood in the doorway wore a sharp, fitted navy dress that ended just below the knee, the softly structured shoulders giving her an almost militaristic silhouette. She stood tall in the doorway, taller than Melissa in her heels, carrying herself with a sleek, coiled elegance. Her black hair, streaked with a dignified silver at the temples, was pulled into a high ponytail so tight it might've been carved, possibly from the same olive-honey wood as her high cheekbones.
Behind her glasses were hazel eyes that clearly missed nothing.
"Dr. Lane," Melissa said, standing quickly and stepping forward to offer her hand, and Dr. Lane took it with a firm, dry grip. Not cold, but firm and unyielding. Controlled. Her eyes stayed firmly locked on Melissa's, as if drinking in her secrets.