It was only a little knock but I felt so shaken afterwards I couldn't move. I stood at the side of the road in the pouring rain just staring at the folded trim on my car. If the other driver hadn't taken me by the arm and led me to the passenger seat of his car I would probably still be standing by the roadside now. He spoke softly, whispering reassurances that the damage to my car was minor and nonexistent to his car. He reached out a hand which encompassed mine and gently squeezed and reminded me that no one was hurt and everything was fine. His voice was so deep and reassuring I calmed down immediately. I looked up into his friendly face, his eyes were dark brown with soft folds at the corners when he smiled and his dark hair was flecked with grey at the temples. He offered me a lift home as he thought I shouldn't drive and I gladly accepted.
As he pulled away the stereo blared into life blasting my favourite AC/DC track which I started singing along to. An amused look passed across his face.
"Aren't you a bit young to be a classic rock fan?" he enquired.
He was so easy to talk to I found myself telling him my name was Anna, that I was 22, a hotel receptionist and a classic rock geek ever since my dad took me to see Marillion when I was 3. He told me he was David, 48, divorced with two sons who were a few years younger than me and that I had the music taste of a middle aged man, which made me laugh. It didn't take long to get back to my flat and conversation was flowing so easily it seemed only natural to invite him in for a coffee.
As soon as we walked into the living room I saw something on the coffee table and cringed.
"I haven't seen a copy of Forum for years!" David exclaimed.
I nearly died of embarrassment I stood there blushing and stammered out an explanation of why I had a copy of Forum sitting in the middle of the lounge. I'd bought it as a joke present for my friend Fran who was getting married but then I'd forgotten to take it to the hen night and it had been sitting on the coffee table ever since. I think he enjoyed my embarrassment and he joked that I must have read it cover to cover which was when I began to really blush. To hide my humiliation I began to babble admitting I'd leafed through the magazine and read one or two of the stories. He smiled again and asked me if there was a story I'd particularly enjoyed. He asked in such a frank manner that I found my feelings of shame fading and I wanted to answer him in the same frank honest way.
I told him I'd enjoyed reading a story called "Daddy's little girl," which is a fantasy tale of a young woman in love with an older man who by day treated her as his daughter and by night used her for his perverted sexual pleasures. David just frowned and didn't say anything and for the first time I felt an awkward moment between us. I excused myself to make the coffee and rushed to the kitchen. When I walked back into the room he had the magazine in his hand and I was sure he was reading "Daddy's little girl." He looked up at me over the pages and took his coffee.
"Well Anna, what would you say if I told you I have done all of the things that happen in this story?" he asked quite seriously sipping his drink.
I felt shocked at first, he looked so respectable but I was excited by his admission. I looked into his eyes
"Are you dominant?" I wondered aloud.
David explained that about 15 years ago he and his wife had looked for something to spice up their flagging marriage and had encountered bondage, dominance and sadomasochism. It hadn't taken them long to realise they both naturally enjoyed playing sexually dominant roles. His wife felt she needed to express her sadistic side and he gave his blessing for her to explore her sexuality with masochistic male friend. Six months later she handed him divorce papers citing irreconcilable differences as she walked out of the door. Since the divorce he had had a few submissive girlfriends and rather more submissive playmates. He had been shopping and socialising at several fetish markets and enjoyed the occasional evening out at kinky clubs.
"What about you?" he asked.
I told him I'd had a few boyfriends and rather less one night stands. I'd no experience of being submissive and the kinkiest that I had ever been was using one of my vibrators to bring myself to orgasm whilst I imagined being the girl in the story. I couldn't believe how exciting it felt talking so candidly to a relative stranger. He teased me for letting my coffee go cold and asked if there was something else on my mind. I broke his gaze and stared into my coffee cup. He moved suddenly reaching for my hand and drawing me towards him. When I didn't resist his advance he directed me to stand with my back to him so we could both look in the mirror hanging on the wall. He wrapped his arms around me and told me he saw a beautiful young woman in the mirror. He told me he saw a look of unfulfilled hunger in my eyes as he talked to me about his experience of dominance and submission. He told me that my body looked so fragile in his arms it made him want to control me. He wanted to use me as his toy and train me to feel pleasure when he inflicted pain.
He asked me to kneel at his feet. I thought it was a strange for a moment but I was lost listening to his hypnotic voice and complied with his request. He explained that I had been a careless girl causing the car crash and that I needed to be punished so that I would remember to drive more carefully in the future. He asked me to come forward and bend over his lap with my bottom in the air. His lap felt warm and comforting and I felt safe with his body pressed against mine. As he pulled at the hem of my skirt I felt excitement shoot through me. I was wearing hold-up stockings and a black g-string under my conservative work skirt and I wondered what he would think as he exposed my buttocks.
He lent forward and whispered in my ear "You are a dirty little girl."
I moaned. The idea of being his little girl made me melt inside. His hand caressed and kneaded my cheeks. Then he pulled away and sat up straight and I knew it was coming.
First I felt the heavy weight then I felt the sharp sting of his slap. I reacted instinctively and flinched. His left hand came down and twisted in my hair holding my head firmly with my face pressed to his leg. He told me to relax and that I must take my punishment which I deserved for being a careless driver. Deep inside I knew he was right, I had been reckless and deserved every smack he gave me. His right hand collided with my bottom again this time he gave me six quick slaps to each cheek. I held my breath and gritted my teeth trying to control my natural instincts. He began to spank me in a slow steady rhythm alternating buttock with each slap. The stinging sensation from one slap wasn't gone before he struck me again. My breathing was coming in short gasps and the heat was building on my buttocks I couldn't help but wiggle my hips to try and soften the impact. As I wiggled I felt the bulge in his trousers against my stomach which excited me even more.
His blows were slowly getting heavier and I didn't know if I could remain silent much longer. The weight of his hand on my bottom seemed to knock the air out of my lungs and I made a low hoarse cry.
"Good girl, take it for me," he growled.
He struck the same cheek again heavily and the sensation was beyond pain. It was heat rippling like an earthquake through my body. Every nerve was on fire my belly felt full and hot tingles were rushing down to my pussy and up over my chest and nipples. Again he struck and my body was filled to bursting with his energy. And again his hand fell and I screamed. No stifled moan or sob this time a real guttural shriek of desire and longing.
His left hand pulled at my hair lifting my head and bringing me back to a kneeling position.
"Are you alright little girl?" he asked softly.