My hands are slightly shaky as I fetch the bag for the weekly drawing. It has been eight weeks since my last orgasm, and the mere chance of getting some long-awaited release is enough to make me incredibly horny. My erection does not escape your notice.
"Aww, are you excited? Do you think you'll actually get lucky today?"
"I really hope so."
About six months ago, you decided on a new, randomized way to limit my orgasms. Every Wednesday, I get to draw three glass beads from a bag. The beads have different colors, and the color I draw determines my fate for the week. Today is Wednesday, and I am about to get this week's draw.
"Ready? Let's see what your allowance is for this week."
I draw the first bead, it has a rosy salmon color.
"Nice!"
"Haha, so excited about just a little bit of fun."
When I draw a salmon colored bead, I am allowed to masturbate for 10 minutes at some point during that week. You supervise this sessions to make sure that I do not go over the time limit, but you do not participate (other than through teasing and taunting me verbally). Given my current arousal and state of desperation, 10 minutes of play time seem like heaven.
"Go ahead, draw the next one."
I draw a second bead and put it next to the first one. It is completely transparent, a wasted draw.
"Much better. I was already worried you'd get to have too much fun this week. Now, draw the last one."
I reach into the bag once more, and get the third bead. My eyes get wide when I reveal it to be red.
"Hahaha, that's funny. Better luck next week. And maybe that'll teach you to behave better in the future."
I groan a bit, but do not otherwise complain.
"Thank you, ma'am, for your strict guidance."
The red bead is a punishment. It cancels all other draws for the week, which means I also lost the 10 minute session I thought I had earned. I also have to wear a blindfold whenever you let me pleasure you during the week, but sometimes you also just make me leave the room instead. You add red beads to the bag when I misbehave, but also sometimes randomly if you just want to be mean.
"Mhm, that was another fun draw. Maybe you'll finally get your orgasm next week. What else is left in the bag?"
I empty the contents of the bag onto the nightstand. There is another salmon bead, and four transparent ones. I also have two blue beads, which you know are my favorite: They result in a teasing session in any way that you choose. Most of the time, these sessions involve you touching my body sensually, but also pinching my nipples, maybe some hits with the crop, and massaging my balls, and often culminate in a hand job or play with a toy. Of course, "teasing" means that I am not allowed to come.
That's what the lone green bead is for, which is taunting me from amid its brethren. When I draw the green bead, and there is only ever one, I get to have an orgasm that week. You still decide how and when, of course, and you have teased that you might ruin it at some point, but so far the few times I got to come have been amazing. However, after my orgasm I have to wait as long as it had been since the last orgasm for the green bead to be added back to the bag. When we started, all these months ago, there were only 10 beads to begin with, and I got the green bead and my orgasm after only two weeks. Then I had to wait two more weeks for the bead to go back into the bag before there was even a chance that I could draw it again. It then took me two more weeks after that to draw it, resulting in four weeks of denial. That, in turn, meant that the green bead wasn't added back to the bag for another four weeks after. You are very generous, though, and add it before I draw for the week, and I actually managed to get it right away that time. However, it was still four weeks before it became available again, and the next time I was not so lucky, and only got it three weeks later, after an agonizing seven weeks of denial. And then, last week, which was seven weeks from my last orgasm, you added the green bead to the bag again, but I did not draw it then, bringing me to my current eight week stretch, which will last for at least one more week.
This rule, that the bead is not added until the same time has passed, virtually guarantees that my denial periods are growing longer and longer (although you have hinted that you *might* add a second green bead once we reach 15 weeks of denial). I look up from my reflections with a thought.
"Um, ma'am, what happens if I draw a green in the same week as a red?"
Since the red bead cancels everything, I do not have any hopes I would get to come in such a scenario, but I wonder what will happen to the green.
"Hmm, good question. Obviously you won't get to come. But I think the green should just go back into the bag. At least for now..."
"Thank you, ma'am, for your generosity."
I let out a relieved sigh, since I just noticed that there is also another red bead still waiting in the bag. There is also one silver bead, which I am still not sure how to feel about. You like to describe them as "bonus chances" to come, but that is not how they've played out in practice. When I get a silver bead, you give me a "challenge,"
and if I beat the challenge I get to come. If not, I get spanked. (As you put it: "You like getting spanked. So either way, you win!"). So far, I got three challenges, and failed all three:
The first was to come in 15 minutes using only a vibrating butt plug.
The second was to come with only 100 strokes. I thought I had that one in the bag, until you declared that you were the one administering the strokes, and you alternated between 10 super slow and 10 very fast strokes, which was not enough to make me come, despite my desperation.
The third "challenge" was perhaps the meanest of the three. You cuffed my hands behind my back, tied my feet together, and had me lie face down on a towel on the bed. Then I had 10 minutes to come. While I was doing all I could to hump the towel, you played with yourself using a vibrator and laughed at my futile efforts to get any stimulation, but only one of us ended having an orgasm. As an extra incentive for me to pass the challenges, though, you said that they would also count for the purposes of the greens, meaning the challenges are the only way to reduce my denial periods again.
