On Friday nights, we eat dinner late, just the two of us. He works out of town all week, and comes home late Friday, sometimes on Thursdays, but almost always Fridays. I always cook dinner at home for him, and eat with him when he gets in. Itās a nice tradition, and we have so little time together, it allows us some private time. Itās not especially fancy, but I do cook something I know he likes, and I always make sure the house is clean, and Iām clean and freshly shaved, and dressed the way he likes. In the summer, thatās generally a sundress with nothing underneath. Our relationship reminds me sometimes of something from a 50ās sitcom⦠we have those clearly defined roles. Itās also something we both enjoy, although I suspect my more feminist friends would be shocked at how we live in private. I donāt think that the 50ās sitcom couples had the kind of kinky sex we do, though.
While heās gone during the week, I still have tasks to do, some of them routine, and some he specially designates for that certain week. I keep an online journal for him, that he can access anywhere, and in it I record what Iāve done or havenātā done for his review.
This week, he got home late, after 10PM. He had called me about an hour before to let me know his route and when to expect him. I spent that last hour working on dinner, and checking through the house, picking up and getting ready. When I heard him pull into the driveway, as always, I turned down the stove and slipped out barefoot to the driveway to greet him.
I can see him climb slowly out of the truck, his body stiff from hours on the road. My heart races, even in the dim light heās still so incredibly handsome. He spots me, and smiles, holding his arms open, and I fly into them, lifting my face expectantly and he twists his hand into my long hair, pulling sharply as he kisses me, his other hand roaming across my body. I moan into his mouth, hungrily returning his kiss. Slowly he pulls away from me, and nods towards the house. He carries his bags in and drops his suitcase in the laundry room, where tomorrow morning Iāll wash the weeks worth of dirty laundry and repack his bags for the coming week.
He glances through the pile of bills and correspondence Iāve set aside for him, weāll deal with this later in the weekend in more depth. We chat easily and freely, as I make him a drink and bring it to him. The oven timer chimes, and I busy myself serving him dinner. I sit beside him at the table; weāve never gotten into my eating separately or on the floor. He eats heartily, complimenting the meal, and Iām filled with pleasure at this. Amidst everything else, he is the center of my world, and pleasing him is my constant goal.
He motions for a second drink, which I bring him, and I clear the table. With just a few dishes to wash, I decide to do them then, rather than let them sit until morning. Suddenly he stands behind me, pressing against me, his lips gentle against my neck. I shudder with pleasure, and he lifts my dress, slapping my inner thigh when I donāt spread my legs fast enough for him. He runs the tip of his finger down my slit, feeling the wetness, and raises his finger to my mouth, watching as I softly lick my own juices from his finger. My body hums with need, and I arch back slightly into him, feeling his hard cock straining against his pants. My very favorite part of Friday nights is the reconnecting sex we have, after a week apart.
His voice rumbles low against my ear⦠ā It looks like youāre definitely in the moodā he remarks, and I nod, leaning back.
ā Too bad youāre not going to be enjoying yourself toniteā he continues, pulling back from me. Iām shocked for a moment, and then it hits me⦠heās read my journal entries for this week, and knows Iāve not done half of what I was supposed to do, and broken several of his rules. I know full well Iām very spoiled, quite often he allows me leeway on things, and I have gotten into the habit of assuming that Iād get away with anything. My breath catches in my throat. More than the idea of not having wonderful reunion sex is the disappointment at his being upset with me.
When he speaks again, his voice is hard. ā Finish the dishes and then I want you upstairs, naked, and across the bed⦠you know what position.ā I swallow hard, fighting back tears already, and whisper my request to have a cigarette first. He allows that, but gives me a 15 min time limit to be as heās ordered. I know far better than to be even 10 seconds late with this time limit tonite. Heās left the kitchen before Iāve rinsed the last of the dishes, and I quietly slip out the back kitchen door to the side porch, watching the match flare in the darkness in my now trembling hand. I think to myself⦠I hate this⦠why do we do this?
I smoke quickly, and slip back into the house. With my son gone for the night, the house is silent as my bare feet pad up the stairs, and I enter our room apprehensively. Heās been here, and left, his shirt and tie draped over the closet door, and a quick glace at the clock shows I have three minutes left. I slip my dress off and hang it up, and walk slowly to the bed. I gather pillows from the head of the bed, stacking them in the middle, and climb onto the bed, lying over the pillows, which jut my ass higher in the air. My hands clasp together over my head, and I reluctantly spread my legs wider. I hate this position, I think to myself, itās so exposed and makes me feel even more vulnerable. I hate waiting in this position even more, it just prolongs the agony of the whole experience, which Iām sure is why he does it. The minutes seem like hours as I wait for him.