The day has finally arrived for U/us to be together once again and i have begun my ritual of preparation. Comforted and settled by the knowledge that i will soon be back home in His arms. Time seems to pass so slowly as i sit waiting to leave when my phone rings.
His name appears on the screen i answer it immediately i hear in His voice disappointment as He informs me that He must cancel O/our plans. There has been a family emergency and He has to take care of a situation involving His brother.
i am disappointed by the news but i know that life has it's disappointments and i must be willing to put aside my desires and support Him during a difficult situation. i reassure Him that it is okay and let Him know that if i can help to feel free to call. i am available to serve Him in whatever fashion He needs.
Though i feel a sense of disappointment in the change of plans there is a sense of pleasure at being able to be of emotional support to Him during this minor crisis in His life. i feel a new depth of closeness to Him in providing Him a loving shoulder to lean on and comfort to ease His difficulty. This new level of unselfishness to put His needs before mine brings me a comfort i relish the experience to serve all His needs not just those in the bedroom.
To help carry His burdens and make His day easier is now a task i wish to embrace completely. i find my desire to bring peace, joy, and serenity into His life in every way possible to be a fulfilling purpose in my life. As i go about my day waiting to hear from Him i am at peace.
my phone finally rings as i am laying in bed He is driving back home and begins to share with me His day i listen as He decompresses from the stress. i feel honored He trusts me to share these burdens with me. The pride i experience in being a soft place for Him to land grows. He shares with me the details of the day and His concerns of the situation.
i can hear relief enter His voice as i listen and reassure Him and O/our discussion changes to how much enjoyment W/we find in each other. Unburdened He tells me how He wishes i was home waiting for His arrival from such an arduous day so that He could embrace me. i wish for nothing more than to be waiting for Him after a difficult day to assuage His distress and provide Him with whatever release He needs.
As He finishes sharing His desire to have me in His arms He says those words that previously bring forth a response of panic triggering me to run "I love you". my breath quickens at the statement and i wait expecting to feel the normal response but that is not the case i respond for the first time with "i love You also". There is no panic there is no hesitation or uncertainty, i am completely in love with Him with every fiber of my being i know the truth of this statement.
He is shocked for a moment at the revelation of O/our love for each other the ease in which He had stated His love for me. i too find the depth of such emotion only knowing each other for such a brief time indescribable. The truth is undeniable though logic dictates a slower pace W/we realize that logic has no bearing in this equation.
O/our love is not dictated by time it is destined to exist and cannot be denied. W/we have spoken the truth openly and without any reservations to each other and it is perfect. i didn't ever realize anything was missing from my life till that moment and now i realize that though i was complete alone i am completed by His love and my love for Him.
W/we make arrangements for the weekend He is going to come to my area. i am excited anticipating the next encounter and the blossoming of O/our relationship as M/s. i am learning that not only is He creating in me a better woman through His skillful Mastery but my submission to Him is developing Him into a fuller man.
The journey W/we share in this growth is amazing and has no bounds it is infinite in its nature. i am excited to once again be on His arm enlarging my submission to Him. i eagerly anticipate watching the evolution as His dominance grows and with each encounter i see Him grow into the Master of me He was always destined to be.
With His arrival at my home i stand ready for His inspection, i have prepared myself in a short black knit dress with black suede thigh high boots. As He exits His car i see the smile of pleasure grow on His face before He takes me into His embrace. Holding me front of Him to fully view me before taking His hands and firmly grasping me by my hair pulling back my head engulfing me in His kiss consummating His pleasure at what He sees with a kiss.
W/we enter my house where He bends me over the table exposing my bare bottom gently caressing it with His strong hands before He imprints each exposed cheek with His handprint setting the tone for what lies ahead. He has arranged a hotel room for O/our night together. On the drive to the hotel He tells me that tonight He will be exerting more dominance over me.
i am excited and anxious at meeting the new challenges He has in store. i wish more than anything meet His requirements and to exceed His expectations. i am given direction that i will no longer open my door and will stand and wait for Him to open them for me. He will control my entrance and exit from this point forward. W/we arrive at the hotel and i sit patiently in my seat waiting for Him to allow my exit from the car.
He retrieves O/our belongings from the vehicle and than opens the door for me to exit. As W/we approach the entrance to the hotel i stand to the side as He pulls open the door for me to enter into the lobby. i stand to the side as He checks U/us in my breathing begins to accelerate as the anticipation builds for what He has planned for me next. As W/we ride the elevator He grabs me pulling me close to Him kissing my mouth i can feel Him swell against me He exerts His command of my body and my entire being responds to His dominance.
Upon entering the room He directs me to remove my dress and hang it up neatly for use later. i follow His commands and remove my clothing leaving on the boots as He has directed. He retrieves the ice bucket and informs me to wait for His return i instinctively kneel with my legs spread apart and my arms behind my back to wait for His return. When He enters the room i present myself to Him on my knees exposed for His inspection with my back arched so that my breasts are thrust forward. His smile expresses the pleasure that i have waited for His return in such a fashion.