I feel as though saying that I like pretending to be kitten with my boyfriend would be quite a big confession. He thinks it's cute and it turns us both on. He's one of my best friends which is why I feel comfortable enough to do this with him. We probably seem like a very normal, stable and happy couple to our friends and everyone else. And we are. But in private we play games. I like to be submissive to him, and I like to be his Kitty.
Unlike most 18 years olds I don't masturbate or watch porn. I read erotica instead, and create my own fantasies. They tend to be BDSM. Our relationship isn't BDSM, I only allow him to dominate me in the bedroom, though we also have vanilla sex. It's always good though.
The Kitty thing is quite recent, and it's given me a renewed love of cock sucking. Or maybe licking is a better description.
When I'm Kitty, he goes from being my boyfriend to my master. As Kitty I love curling up in his lap, naked, while he strokes my back and hair. It's not entirely sex, it's also about being taken care of. I've always felt very pampered when I'm being submissive - even if I'm not allowed to cum.
When I think about being Kitty that's always how my fantasies start. Naked, curled up and cosy. Though I can feel him start to get hard, and he can see me starting to get wet. Not that he needs to look, the amount I mew and nuzzle him he already knows I'm horny. I've already got my collar on, with its little bell so it jingles with every nuzzle. I've got cat ears on as well - I love it when he tickles behind them.
He tells me to get up, kneel on the bed and wait while he gets the things that take our fantasy from relaxation to sex. The door is locked. Out of the draw he takes my clamps, my tail and some lube.
"What do you want first, Kitty?" He always asks me.
"Tail, please Master" I tell him with my high pitched cute voice.
"Bend over then Kitty"
I turn around and bend over so I'm on fours and crouching down, giving my arse to him. I feel cool lube being rubbed into my hole gently and I shiver. As it warms I quickly relax for what I know is coming.
"Are you ready?"
"Yes Master"
I slowly feel the plug being pushed inside me, the soft fluffy tail brushing against the back of my thighs. I groan quietly as I feel it fully inserted. I mew happily and shake my butt at him, happy with my tail and loving the feel of it against my legs.
"Bad Kitty!" he tells me and lightly swats my butt. I know he loves seeing me as his happy kitty though.
"Turn around and get ready for the next part." He orders.
I quickly kneel up and turn around. I put my hands behind my back, pushing my boobs out and open my legs for him.
"Ready Master"
He takes the two shorter chains out of his hands and clip them on to my collar. I can see the two clamps dangling between my breasts, making the bells on them jingle quietly. He then takes the longer chain and clips it onto my collar in the middle. He drops it and I watch the clamp drop between my open legs, there's also a bell on that. He brushes up my sides and across my breasts, giving my already hard nipples a light pinch. He takes the first clamp and attaches it to my left nipple so that it's only just not painful, and then he does the same to my right nipple.
I'm trying to keep still, to stop myself from squirming because I know that if the bells make too much noise he'll spank me for being a bad Kitty. Even though being bent over your lap is exactly where I like to be, he knows that I like that so he won't let me cum - and then he'll be sad that I've been a bad Kitty so soon.
I can feel myself getting wetter and I gasp when he slowly slides his finger between my legs, finding out exactly how wet I am already. He holds his finger in front of my mouth, and I lean forward carefully to suck it, tasting myself on him. He pulls his finger out of my mouth and slowly drags it down my body. He takes the clamp, and tease my clit with it. I start mewing. It's very difficult to stay still with him doing that.
He pulls a chair up so he can see between my legs better. He opens the clamp and starts brushing my now very sensitive clit with it again. My mewing gets louder as I struggle to stay still. He blows cold air on my clit, and my mewing turns into a whine. I hear his quiet laugh at seeing me so desperate.
"Do you want this?" He asks, showing me the clamp.
"Yes Master"
He goes back to brushing it against my clitoris.
"If you want it, beg for it"
"Please Master, please clamp your Kitty, I want to feel it Sir, Please Master"
"Tell me where you want to be clamped Kitty"
"I want my Master to clamp my clitty, Please Master" I beg, still with the cute voice.
I feel the tight pressure on my clitoris as you attach the clamp. It's such an intense feeling and I moan out loud.
"Good Kitty" he tells me, and leans in to kiss me. "Do you want to play a game with me Kitty?"
"Yes Master"
Being Teased
I watch him, and I can feel myself falling into that place in my mind that makes me want this. Sub space, where I stop being me, who I am, and become your sub, your kitten. The space where it doesn't matter that he is my partner and friend, he is just my Master. And it's not anyone that I let what is about to happen, happen. It's you.
You move around me on the bed, and place a pillow next to me.
"Lay on your back Kitty" You guide me so I'm laying back over the pillow, making my back arch and meaning that my tail hangs down instead of being pushed into me. "Good Kitty"
You open my legs wide, and tie my ankles to each end of the bed so I can't close my legs. Then you move up to my arms, cuff my wrists together and tie them to the bed above my head.
"Now Kitty, the name of this game is 'stay still and don't cum', if you cum, or you move too much and the bells make noise - I will punish you."
"Yes Master"
"Good Kitty, now close your eyes."
I obey, and wait for what you're going to do to me. I'm getting wet already, soon you're going to have to get a towel in case I make a mess for you. With my eyes closed everything takes much longer, it's so difficult to be patient when I need you like this. I feel the urge to move my hips but I know I can't. I start mewing, just hoping that you'll touch me.
"Lift your head up"
I do, and you slide a blindfold over my face. I mew again, this is worse than keeping my eyes closed. I hear you laugh softly, and then feel your breath in my ear. "You like this don't you Kitty? You like feeling helpless."
I mew again and nod. You pull on the chains for my clamps and I cry out.
"Yes Master, I like being tied up and helpless"
"Good Kitty" and you tweak one of my clamped nipples, making me whimper.
You wait to do anything else, I don't know if you're getting something else, watching me or even if you're in the room anymore. I keep mewing. It probably hasn't been very long, but every second lasts forever when I'm like this.
I feel the bed shift at my feet. Your hands gently massaging my feet to get me to relax - my mewing turns to purring. Your hands then travel slowly up my legs, lightly tickling the backs of my knees, up the insides of my thighs. You stop right at the top, and start lazily drawing circles there. I'm sure I can feel myself dripping at this and I pull at the restraints above my head.
"You're so wet for me, such a good little Kitty. I think I need to test if you're really a good girl though"
Then I hear the sound of the vibrator. I tense and moan before you've even touched me with it. I hear you chuckle.
"Remember, stay still and don't cum."
I feel it gently around my lips, I so want to push into it, have it inside me. You leave it lingering at my entrance, knowing about my urge. I'm so tense trying to stay still and resist it. With the blindfold I can't see what you're doing but I'm scared I know where you're going to put it next. I keep pulling on the restraints. This is torture, but I never want to escape.
You very slowly slide the vibrator up, getting so close to my clit and I'm scared and excited for when you do finally touch me. I'm so turned on I think that just that one touch could make me cum, but I know I'm not allowed. You leave the vibrator just nearly touching my clit for a few seconds, then move it away. I relax automatically, relieved and disappointed.
But then I feel it slowly pushed into me and my hips arch. The bells jingle with the movement and you instantly turn the vibrator off. I whimper and become still again.
