I fucked up.
Really hard.
My ass throbbed and tingled as I knelt down in submission. A large butt plug was nestled deep inside me. My master and long time love hovered above me, speechless with anger. I could see the look of disappointment evident in his ocean blue eyes and it made my heart sink and shatter to pieces, made my stomach churn and my eyes water.
I'm sorry...
"I'm really disappointed in you, Nina." He finally spoke, using my name instead of calling me Whore or Slut. It made things more personal and his frustration more sincere. It broke me apart. "What did I do wrong to deserve this from you?"
I only bowed my head down in shame, thankful that I had not been given permission to speak, for I didn't possess the words to justify my actions. My heart suddenly galloped faster as Master commanded me to look up at him.
"Maybe I've created such an insatiable whore who desperately turns to other men for pleasure. Or maybe I've been too kind with you, leading to you becoming a useless, ungrateful piece of shit!"
I flinched at his aggressive tone, my vision getting blurred gradually by hot tears. I tried to wipe them from my eyes, but then remembered my hands were bound tightly behind my back. My clamped nipples screamed in agony as I struggled with my restraints. I wanted to scream 'No! It's not your fault!' but I knew it wouldn't make my situation any better.
Martin crouched to my level and pulled my hair roughly, eliciting a helpless yelp from me. "Do you know what other Masters do to their sluts? They share them with strangers, they humiliate them in public, they make them drink piss and lick shoe soles. They have no consideration for the dignity or limits of their whores. Do you want me to do that, Nina?" He asked, every syllable accentuated by a pull on my hair until my scalp burned with pain and my face streamed with tears. "Do you want me to treat you like a fucking pig?"
I shook my head furiously in protest when he let go of my hair. 'No, please! You're the kindest Master on Earth!' I screamed in my head.
"Then WHY?!" He seethed, chest heaving furiously. "Speak, Whore!"
"I-I'm sorry, Master. I really didn't mean it. I drank too much and I-"
"So when I drink it's wrong, but with you it's perfectly fine, isn't it?" He questioned, and I swallowed hard, unable to compose a proper defense. He rose above me and again I bathed in his menacing shadow. "I gave up drinking for you, Nina. I never laid a hand on another woman. For seven goddamn years I've been sober and faithful. And then you just fucking go ahead and fuck that asshole, Phillip!"
The air was thick and tense, the silence piercing and the guilt unbearable. I was now crying rivers, doing my best to maintain eye contact with my master as the shame burned me. "M-may I p-please speak, Master?" I sobbed pathetically, receiving a single nod of approval. My lungs expanded as I inhaled deeply in an attempt to relax myself before speaking. My ass burned, my nipples cried out and my clit throbbed with desperate need. "I really don't know how to explain myself, and I don't even expect you to forgive me. But I want you to know that I'm willing to do anything to let you have your way with me. Even if you are going to let me go. I'm unworthy, Master and I need to be punished." The words poured out as if I had been rehearsing them for a lifetime, but they simply stemmed from my heart. I really wanted to do anything to earn his forgiveness, though I doubted he would ever trust me or love me the same anymore.
"You're mine, Nina. I don't like sharing. No one gets to see or use your body but me. Do you understand?!" He yelled, grabbing my face with a forceful grasp. I quickly nodded, sensing a flicker of hope that he wasn't to let me go. "However..." He started again, pacing slowly in front of me.
However what?!
"Your punishment won't be easy. It'll be long, painful and humiliating, unlike anything you have experienced before. And after that we'll see if I let you go or not. Understood?"
"Yes master!" I replied quickly, as quickly as my heart was beating and as quickly as my mind started formulating possible scenarios for my retribution. His words did nothing but unnerve me. My punishment will be humiliating.
"This punishment will expand your limits, expose you to new treatments, defile you in new ways, and... test your loyalty and obedience to me, your master. Understood?" Master explained further.
"Understood, Master." I quietly replied, taken aback by his warning.
"You can come in, Jason." He called calmly, looking degradingly at me. My eyes darted to someone emerging from our kitchen, and I gasped in horror as I realized it was our best friend Jason.
No! He can't see me like this! Instinctively I tried to conceal myself behind Master's legs, but instead of shielding my body he stood behind me, pulled my hair and pushed my back to present my 34D breasts to our spectator. "Say hi to Jason, Whore." Master whispered.
I opened my mouth but my tongue froze. Jason looked at my body uneasily, like he was uncomfortable doing this. I couldn't believe he was seeing me in this situation: naked and vulnerable, nipples clamped tightly and hands tied. Master also called me Whore in front of him. My cheeks radiated heat and took a dark shade of crimson that spread all the way down my neck and above my aching breasts.
"Wake up, Whore!" My master shook me out of my thundering thoughts and into my inescapable reality.
"No please, don't do this to me, please. I beg you." I sobbed, my eyes focused on the carpet beneath my knees, never daring to look up at our guest. Master only replied by wrapping his strong fingers around my neck, completely cutting off my breathing. I mouthed several no's that came out faint and weak. My body shuddered at the thought of Jason witnessing this humiliation, and to my horror I found my sex throbbing and swelling harder. Why is my body betraying me?!
I finally gave in, quickly nodding my head when I felt that my oxygen was depleting. My neck was finally released and my chest heaved heavily, grateful for the air once more. I gulped and slowly raised my hazel eyes to meet lusty green ones. "H-hi, Jason." My voice trembled as I spoke.
"So tell him, Nina. Why are you being punished like the filthy slut you are?" He pulled my head further. "Look him in the eyes. And call him Sir."
Martin was right, the punishment was so humiliating I just wished the Earth would simply crack and swallow me to its deep confines. So many times I had stepped over my pride and ego for my master's pleasure, but never like that. I only let go with him, I trusted him with all my heart. We were both very possessive of each other and we knew that sharing wouldn't work for both of us. "S-Sir, I'm being punished because I got too drunk on a night out and... then slept with my ex. I-I broke two rules, Sir. Never drink excessively without my... Master, and always be faithful... no matter what."
"So you're a cheater?" Jason finally spoke out after a heavy silence, his British accent sending chills down my whole body. A sadistic grin was starting to form on the tips of his lips.
"Y-yes, Sir. I'm a cheater." I felt weak and worthless. My stomach formed knots. Why was I doing this? I could've merely jumped up and put an end to all of this embarrassment. I had the power to, but I chose to give it up to Martin. My love for him was so deep that I accepted to be humiliated before the eyes of our best friend.
"Come on do it." I heard Master's voice behind me directed to Sir, who reached in his pocket and revealed a black Sharpie pen. He crouched to my height and I suddenly whimpered when he started writing something across my chest. Although I saw it upside down, I knew what the word sprawled across my breasts was. 'CHEATER' in block capitals.
"Where are your manners, Whore? Say thank you." Master ordered, and I shamefully obeyed. By then I had given up, my tears had stopped and I accepted my dark fate. The heat from Master's body promptly disappeared, leaving me alone and naked at Jason's feet. Martin left for our bedroom, and my eyes instantly lowered to my lap, too afraid to meet Sir's eyes again.
"You know I've always known you have nice tits, Nina." The air grew even heavier after his rude remark. He slowly stepped closer to me to the extent that I felt the warmth radiating from his bulging crotch. My hair was suddenly pulled up and my hazel eyes were trapped in his emerald ones. Does Helen even know about this? Does she know that her husband is harassing me this way? That he will soon share his cock with me? Aren't we all betraying her like that? "This is a dream come true, love. To have you bound and naked at my feet like that. I've always envied Martin for having you. I can't wait to use your sexy little body-"