I was sitting alone and quite depressed after the first snowfall that reminds me too much of Diana. The snow was beginning to felt fast later on that day, while I sit in my tiny trailer house mourning with a shot glass in hand and a smoke hanging from my dry rosy lips and pondering over the lose of my true love three long months ago.
I wasn't ready to start dating again but my friends down at the plant was insisting that I do before I wither away like the passing of the four seasons. Sitting here in the shadows of darkness as I wait for the dreaded 7:00pm to come. Wondering if Diana could except the fact that I was starting over again.
Dana had arrived soon before I was ready and was deeply supportive of what I must do in order to survive this depression that she too understood and was willing to do anything to assist me in. Delivering signs of affection that I refuse to pick up on as I encounter her soft rump and small round breasts through the gray sweatshirt and skimpy shorts that sent a fair amount of hives streaking down the front of me.
"Please go now, Dan," Dana said, nearly shoeing me out the front door. "Must not keep a woman waiting," she adds.
"But—no butts except yours leaving on a date!" she interrupts, scolding me. Knowing my two kids Ross and Mary would be fine under Dana's strict guidance.
Soon after I'd bombed out on my very first date I felt sort of relieved and quite ashamed that I could no longer feel the affections for another woman. Dragging my feet through the trailer door where I discover in the dark Dana curled up in the corner of the love-seat and fast asleep. Her face was slightly tan, eyes of brown, and her body was just as petite as any angel over the age of 19.
Soon after I had checked on the two infants I went back into the main room to pour me a stiff drink. There I sat in my cozy recliner feeling lonely and despair, wondering if my failure would linger long after a 2nd or even a 3rd try at dating. But just when I tipped my shot glass, I suddenly felt something weird happening to me. I was feeling Dana's passion and desire through her body language that sends multiple confusion streaking across my pale old face. Dana dressed in a long sleeve sweatshirt and pair of old dingy shorts shifts her acute body weight prematurely.
"Mum," Dana moans gracefully. Then casually she opens up her charming legs as I begin to feel funny and weak inside, especially once her hand falls between her sprawled and limber limbs.
"Oh, god no," I softly said, feeling an erection coming on as I caught a glimpse of the silk green panty she wore.
Dana's eyes were still shut loosely when I begin to feel these affections and strong de-sire entering my brain cells. Tipping the glass several more times to evade any and all my visions and thoughts that were surfacing vastly.
Dana was a neighborhood sitter that would come over quite frequently to sit the two kids while Diana and I occasionally went out to catch a movie or simply a bite to eat, always polite and prompt.
"This cannot be happening!" I scold myself once Dana had allowed her knee to comfort-ably rest against the arm of the cozy half sofa.
"Please stop this madness," I cried up to the heavens above. Knowing this petite girl with brown shoulder width hair was half my age.
Suddenly Dana continues to dream, as I felt emotionally consistent with her lustrous acts and soft moans. A longing for some late evening delight that I don't really want to act upon, especially after coming home earlier than expected. Listening to her demands and a sense of shame in her eager to please voice.
"Mum, baby. I want you dearly," Dana moans with extreme desire in a passionate and seductive manner.
"No you don't," I whisper, feasting my weary eyes to the spot where Dana was touching that sent shivers down my spine.
"Mum, baby I need you inside of me." Lusting for someone to engage her delicate needs.
Suddenly my heart skips a beat when I felt too this desire and a burning sensation trapped between my legs and slumping posture. Weakening me further as I felt excited and exceptionally vulnerable to Dana's ability to scorn and seduce me in her dreams that my body was kindly wanting to except such hostile generosity. Lowering my eyes to seek more of what this young woman was offering me.