Part 6
"First Use"
The Weekend When Everything Changed actually started on a Thursday. I remember this because I remember everything about the weekend. How it started. How it suddenly twisted into something different. And how the end of it turned out to be just the beginning.
In a few minutes, a bunch of other people will be learning the intimate details about the Weekend When Everything Changed. They won't have to listen to me tell it, trying to fill in all the details. They'll be seeing it, in full, living color, on a 60-inch TV in the middle of our family room. They'll be watching what happened to me on that weekend. And watching me as I watch. And when the show is over, another performance will surely begin. One in which I'm sexually used and abused by a group of people who had once been my friends, but are now my masters, mistresses and tormentors. A group of people who, according to my owner, will be so worked up by what they've seen that they'll want to recreate it. To put me in the same humiliating positions. To treat me with the same disregard for my personal wishes. To relieve their engorged cocks and pussies of the urgent need to orgasm, using my body and discomfort as the stimulation they need. The thought makes me tremble in trepidation. But, the thought also makes me hot.
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I remember that Thursday as being different in a lot of ways. For one thing, my owner hadn't used me for his perverted sexual pleasure for any of the five previous days. In fact, the last time he'd been inside me had been on the previous Saturday, when we'd made love, the old fashioned kind, with no orders or kinkiness or anything. I remember that it had left me feeling strangely underwhelmed. He came and I didn't come close. I remember feeling kind of like "is that all there is?"
Anyway, he hadn't ordered me to do anything perverted for four days. No blowjobs on the outside deck. No ass fucks in the kitchen. Not even an order to put on a lingerie show for him. Oddly, it had left me feeling a little adrift. After the intensity of the previous three months, I'd become a bit reliant on the adrenaline rush that I felt whenever he ordered me to debase myself for his pleasure. It was getting to be a huge turn-on. So much so that I couldn't orgasm without it.
I wondered, too, how he'd been able to contain the pent-up urges he should've been feeling. His doctor had given him those new, experimental pills that could not only keep him erect for hours at a time, but also kept him in a highly volatile state of sexual excitement. I'd discovered over the past few months that they also had the side effect of making him more aggressive, more sensitive to perceived slights, and less inhibited by society's rules. When he was on those pills, which was almost all the time, it was like living with a sexual time bomb that could go off at any point. And who better to assuage those urges than your live-in slut wife? Living on the edge like that gave me butterflies in my stomach. And kept me as wet between my legs as a cheap whore on a navy dock.
For those reasons and more, that Thursday began with a feeling of change in the air. I got finished with my work in record time, closing the door to my home office by noon. Around one o'clock I received a text from my owner/husband: "Holiday tmrw. Leaving early today." That was to be expected. Almost all of corporate America leaves early on the day before a three-day holiday weekend. And his office was more liberal about it than most.
Despite reminding myself that I wasn't a new bride who was addicted to the touch of her new husband, I almost danced around in rapt expectation as I waited for the next message, the one I imagined would come soon. That I was actually hoping, nay, praying, that he would come home and do nasty things to me would've been shocking just a few months earlier. Now, though, it was a treat to me as anticipated as a day at the spa, or finding a gorgeous dress on sale.
I'm certain he made me wait on purpose, playing another of the many mind games he uses to keep me enthralled and compliant. I know I'm being played, but it still works. The sound of my phone announced the arrival of another message: "Get ready." That was it. What I'd been waiting for. Those two words sent me into a frenzy of activity. First, a shower. I'd done that in the morning, but this would be more thorough. Every crevice, every crack scrubbed and scoured. Hair washed and perfumed. Asshole reamed clean. Pussy cleansed inside and out. A shaving of the legs, armpits and anywhere else a stray hair might want to grow. A thorough inspection of my pussy patch, shaved to a mere half-inch wide strip that narrowed to arrows on each end. I actually inspected it twice, because he would brutally rip out any stray hairs outside that area with enough force to bring tears to my eyes. And then spank me harshly for the transgression. It was a punishment for pain's sake, not pleasurable at all. So it was worth the extra effort.
His next message came as I stood in the bathroom after the shower, my skin burning brightly from the incessant scrubbing, my pussy tingling in anticipation. "Box 32," was all it read, though it held a world of meaning for me. I walked nude into the adjoining closet. One whole wall is covered in small cubicles, each filled with a shoebox. Each shoebox is numbered. Inside each shoebox is a pre-assembled sex outfit, usually lingerie, stockings and sometimes shoes. We'd spent the last few months putting these together to suit any mood he might have. Much easier than his trying to describe what he wanted me to wear over the phone. And yet another reminder that I was his property, to be dressed however he wanted.
This box contained a black leather teddy, with three significant attributes: it was cupless at the top, so my tits would be in full view; it zipped all the way down the front, so he could expose as much of my front as he wanted, ending with holes at the bottom, exposing my mound and asshole; and it was held in place with just straps across the back, so I was almost completely exposed back there. In addition to a pair of black fishnet stockings, the box also held three pieces of paper. The first indicated that I was to wear a pair of black knee-high boots with tall stiletto heels we'd recently purchased. The second indicated that I was to wear a certain black dog collar, with the tag that read "Bitch" on it. Nothing too unexpected. It was the third paper that got my attention. He'd clearly added it recently. Because on the third, it said that 30 minutes before his estimated time of arrival, I was to locate the butt plug with the black tail on it, and then insert it into my ass, leaving it there until he told me to remove it. Just reading the note got me horny. There were so many things he could do with a well-stretched anus. So many nasty, manly, ugly things.
I prepared for the upcoming adventure with the care and attention to detail that other wives might give to creating a gourmet meal. The house was perfectly clean. An easy-to-make and eat meal was ready in the refrigerator. And in the teddy, stockings and boots, with my breasts jutting out and the nipples lightly powdered, I looked just like a call girl. A very high-priced call girl.
I'd just finished wiggling the butt plug into my anus and checking to make sure the tail hairs weren't snarled when I heard a knock on the door from the garage. Was my owner home early? My nipples tingled at the thought. But why would he be knocking? I admonished myself to stop asking questions and just let it all happen. It's much more enjoyable that way.
When I opened the door, expecting to see my owner, I was met instead by another, older, more worn face. Hans. I tried to keep my disappointment out of my expression, as Hans often makes "suggestions" to my owner that usually end up being extra humiliating and painful to me. I needn't have worried. Hans' gaze was fixated on my exposed boobs, the black leather below it, and the mounds of my pussy peeking out from the leather between my legs. His eyes never strayed up past my neckline. Without a word to him, I turned around and headed back into the kitchen, giving him a good look at the butt plug and tail trailing behind me. "Looks like he's finally started treating you like the bitch you are," he called after me, lugging his camera equipment through the door. I resisted the urge to stick out my tail-adorned ass at him. It would've proved his point.
Clearly, Hans' appearance meant that my owner wanted to record part or all of the evening's proceedings. Fine. I could deal with that. Just closing my eyes took care of most of it. My problem with Hans was that he insisted on sharing "great" ideas with my owner, usually about how he can better train, use or punish me. Hans has been taking pictures of dominant/submissive couples for a long time. He's seen a lot. Much of it more intense than I had been ready to do right away. Or ever. At first, my owner had given in a lot and done what Hans suggested. Lately, though, he'd been refusing those suggestions. My hope was that we'd be without Hans soon. Not soon enough, though.
My other problem with Hans was a deal that my husband had made with him a couple months earlier. In exchange for recording our activities, I was to give Hans a blowjob. Not to put too fine a point on it, but Hans would be the first person to get a blowjob from me other than my husband since I got married. That's right. No cheating, so far, for this newly activated whore. And if I'd been given the choice of all the people on this earth that I'd like to service, Hans wouldn't make the list. Giving Hans a blowjob would likely be a harsh, brutal and ultimately painful act, filled with many tears from me and many perverted orders from him. And surely ending with him spraying his jizz all over my face and tits, and probably making me scoop it all up and lick it off my fingers. Something I normally don't mind. But not for a man like Hans.