The penultimate chapter! One more to go. Let me know what you think, and there just might be more to come.
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There was a shift in the relationship with Jason after the Saturday when she had let him linger about doing chores. Dr. Michaels knew it, and hated it, but couldn't help herself from going along.
Overnight, it seemed that Jason practically lived in her apartment. She let the sad little child hang around more and more after their games, doing her laundry and cooking her meals. Michaels knew she shouldn't tolerate it, and wasn't supposed to be even bare it, solitary creature that she was.
And yet...
Yet Michaels soon found that she liked having the boy around, in a general way. He truly was becoming a pet, a reliable fixture of her home that was always scurrying around trying to please his master. It didn't take Michaels long to become addicted to the kid's puppy-dog eyes, gazing up at her with adoration and pleading for some new way to make her happy. He was an annoying, clingy little brat. But he was also adorable, and Michaels just couldn't resist. And so for well over a week she let the pet hang around almost every single evening, cleaning, doing laundry, and cooking her meals.
Naturally, it was the cooking that served as the core of her addiction. Jason wasn't fancy in the kitchen, but he sure knew how the hit the spot. One night was spaghetti and meatballs, the next a shepherd's pie with homemade mashed potatoes. Even though she still had trouble sleeping at night, Dr. Michaels began going to bed pleasantly stuffed every night. And it wasn't only dinner—the kid soon started packing her lunches in little brown bags that he would deliver to her in passing on campus. Big, fat sandwiches, a piece of fruit, and a can of coffee...the boy knew her tastes, and Dr. Michaels would occasionally thank him for it with a tongue in the ear after class.
Yet the changes went even deeper than that, as Dr. Michaels realized with a twinge of dismay one afternoon after having spent most the day with Jason without having sex with him at all. The pet had answered her summons as normal, stripped, kissed her feet, and was eating her out while Michaels idly flicked his face when he suddenly started blubbering about failing his Math 2 class. After a few hard smacks, Michaels had sent Jason to get his books, and spent several hours with the naked boy sitting on her lap, helping him with his homework, her chin perched atop his taut shoulder, her hand guiding his, her lips murmuring encouragements against his ear.
It was all down hill from there. Oh, the games and the sex still took precedence, but suddenly Michaels found Jason loitering around for hours on end for no good reason. Aside from the chores (and the massages, and hair brushing, and foot rubs), Dr. Michaels suddenly found herself doing nothing more with the boy sometimes than talking with him while she petted his head, resting on her lap. They spent an entire evening this way one lazy Friday, watching The Thing on TV together, before it occurred to Michaels to give the pet a belting and fuck him speechless.
She even brought the boy with her on errands a couple of times, under the guise of taking him to the store to buy groceries for her meals. And he was a very good boy on their outings, managing to keep his desperate little paws off her (though Michaels herself couldn't help the occasional pinch to the boy's ass as he bent to fetch something off the bottom row). Back at home, the kid seemed determined to teach her to cook, coaxing her into the kitchen more and more to explain the basics—salt and oil the water when boiling pasta, layer vegetables in an even, shallow row to ensure they roast up crispy, blah blah blah.
The kid was cute, but he could be exhausting.
It wasn't until shortly before the end of the semester that Michaels' coziness with Jason truly sank a barb into into her spirit. After a long morning of helping the boy polish an article he intended to submit to the campus newspaper, Michaels dozed for awhile on the couch while the pet got a jump on lunch. She awoke, drowsy and excited by the savory smells coming from the kitchen. Michaels wandered the living room a bit, marveling at how spotless it had become. She thought she didn't care about cleanliness, yet all this fresh, open space felt right.
And then Dr. Michaels noticed the window.
The window above her shoddy desk, that she always kept draped.
The window was wide open, and despite the tight knot of fury that blazed hotter and hotter with every step, Michaels couldn't help but approach the open window and gaze out, and scrunched her eyes closed with a choked snarl.
The old table was still there. Of course it was.
It was a sad, old Gardenridge reject, rusted and rooted into the soil like an iron shrub. Yet it was still sort of beautiful, a mass-produced cluster of metal petals and thorns completed with a trio of matching chairs. Michaels had no idea who put it there, on the far edge of the apartment complex's lawn, beneath the fringe canopy of a patch of woods, but she had taken advantage of the spot often the first couple of years of her residence at the Jacksonian. Most evenings and weekends, Michaels had camped out at the old table to grade papers and do other assorted work, sometimes with a little cooler full of beers, always with a fat pack of cigarettes.
It had been a deeply calming experience, hours on end of smoking and getting lightly buzzed while getting acquainted with with her students through their writing.
And then came a late summer's afternoon well over a year ago, only a few weeks before the beginning of the Fall semester. While sitting at her rusty table, reading a book of letters by Mary Shelley, Dr. Michaels had noticed a striking man approaching.
He had the light, dirty brown hair of someone who used to be blonde, and the build of a man who was fond of sports. Michaels had found her ability to concentrate on reading increasingly impossible as the man drew close, eventually closing the tome over a finger and declaring, "Can I help you?" as the pretty man stopped near her table.
"Sorry to interrupt," said the man. "It's just, I've seen you reading out here a lot ever since I moved in a couple of weeks ago. I'm a reader myself, and I'm curious about what has you so compelled."
Ha! The guy had probably rehearsed that line all day. He was obviously some kind of tool trying to pick her up, so Michaels had answered, "Shelley," and pretended to go back to reading.
"Oh?" said the man, scooting closer. "Boy Shelley or girl Shelley?"
That had given Micahels some pause. The man knew there was more than one?
"Girl."
"Nice." The man nodded with approval, and took a seat at the rusty table without being asked. "She never really lived to be the kind of feminist her mother was, but her creativity still sets her apart from just about any other woman of the era.."
"Yet Girl Shelley also destroyed Boy Shelley's first marriage, and possibly drove his wife to suicide," Michaels retorted.
"And a century and a half later, a perfectly lovely woman is still spending a beautiful Saturday studying her words."
Dr. Michaels had chuckled. The man was obvious and cheesy. Who talked like that? He was trying too hard, but the man knew literature, and Michaels had liked that he was trying at all. And he was just such a pretty man.
They ended up chatted that afternoon almost until sunset.
The very next day, Michaels had set up camp once again, this time in the shameless hope of luring out the pretty man. And though she felt desperate and foolish before lighting up her first cigarette, the trap paid off within minutes when the beautiful young gentleman cam traipsing from the apartments to join her at the edge of the woods. And once again, they talked books, joked, smoked and flirted until after dark, locking eyes by the light of fireflies and the glowing tip of an American Spirit passed back and forth.
This became a lovely routine for almost two weeks at the end of that summer. Michaels sat at that old table every afternoon, and almost every day the pretty man appeared with a smile, ready to spar with her on literature and make her laugh. He was hilarious and sweet, never missing an opportunity to compliment her while unafraid to tease her when she deserved it. And he was so gentle and innocent, in the best possible way, refusing to hate anything outright, always sussing out the good in any argument battling shamelessly for optimism. Yes, the pretty man wasn't always the smartest guy she had encountered, but he was maybe the wittiest and most charming, and always listened to what she had to say and took her opinions seriously.
Perhaps most importantly, Michaels was almost totally comfortable with the pretty man in a way she hadn't been comfortable in years. He was utterly genuine, and Michaels knew she could actually be herself—her real self—with him, without judgment or rejection.
It wasn't that she fell in love with him. Well...not only that. Yes, she was plenty attracted to him, and had certainly flirted shamelessly enough. But it was something deeper than any of that for her.
He was a friend. A real friend. The best friend that Michaels had found in years.