Cassidy was beautiful, but she was little more than a photo on Mick's computer. He was lonely as hell since his divorce, which still wasn't finalized. He needed someone to connect with, to ease the pain of the silence that his wife's departure had left him with. Cassidy was the perfect person for the job. She lived just far away enough that he was certain they would never really meet in real life. They had met on a dating site that he had been certain was more of a dating app than a hookup app, but he noticed that Cassidy wanted to talk about sex right away, unlike most women he had encountered online.
"Why are you so horny? lol," he typed in their first conversation.
"I like your aura. It feels like Cupid has a hand in this somehow."
"Cupid? Isn't that a giant baby with wings who shoots people with love arrows?" he asked her, knowing full well that it was.
"Yes, that's the one."
"Well, I'm not able to fall in love," he told her honestly. "My heart was broken by someone. I'm not sure I'll ever heal. I'm not emotionally available."
"What guy is?" she countered and he supposed that she was right. "It's okay. I'm not really in a place to be looking for love either. Sex on the other hand...I could use some of that."
"I can definitely get behind you on that one," he smiled as he typed. He could feel her smiling back as soon as he sent it.
"I hope you mean doggy style," she typed back. He laughed to himself. She understood him in ways most women didn't and he found himself exchanging nudes with Cassidy almost daily. They began to video chat and that led to them masturbating together.
"I wish you didn't live so far," he told her honestly as he watched her stroking her pussy with her fingers for him.
"I have a car," she said sarcastically. "I could drive to see you and sit right on your face."
"You would do that?" he asked, knowing the answer already. She would do anything he wanted, she had made that clear. He started to wonder what it would be like if they really met. He masturbated for her, making sure his webcam captured the moment when he came all over himself for her. She liked that the most.
"God, I love it when you make a mess all over yourself because you're so horny for me."
"Oh, Cassidy!" he moaned, breathless from his orgasm.
"Oh, Mick!" she cried, this time with no sarcasm at all. She was falling for him and if he was being honest with himself, he was falling for her too. He needed to see her but every time he tried to actually pin her down on a meeting date, he couldn't get her to commit.
"I have a confession," she said one night as they connected again via webcam. They talked like this for hours each night, masturbating together.
"Oh, this ought to be good!" He leaned in toward his computer, wishing he could crawl inside of it and come out the other side, in her world.
"I've always wanted to be raped," she explained. "I have a rape fantasy."
"You do?" No woman had ever said anything like this to Mick. He was shocked that he was hearing it from Cassidy now.
"Yes. I want to be taken roughly and I don't want you to stop until you are done, no matter what I say or do." She paused, looking through him until he said something.
"Okay..." he was at a loss for words. He couldn't tell her how into rape fantasy he was. He had always wanted to really fuck a woman who was struggling against him and begging for mercy. He imagined Cassidy this way and his cock got instantly hard.
"Your cock is hard again already," she smiled an evil smile that made him even harder.
"You noticed."
"So you like it too, don't you? You like the idea of taking me against my will."
"I do."
"How would you do it?"
He thought about it, his brain full of ideas that he wanted to execute. He was about to say something when he heard a rustling on her side of the connection.
"I'm sorry! I have to go!" Cassidy closed her computer, severing the connection between them.
"Cassidy!" he cried out, reaching his hand toward his own computer screen as if he might be able to pull her back. She was gone. He finished jacking off, thinking of how he would rape her. He imagined her spread out on the bed, her limbs pulled in four directions by ropes tied to each foot of his bed. He would fuck her roughly, taking what he wanted without regard for her feelings or desires. He would fuck all of his anger over his divorce out on her unwilling body as she fought against him. He would know deep down that this was what she wanted, but he loved the thought of pretending that she didn't and he couldn't wait to speak with her again.
Days went by and he tried all of their usual communication channels. She was nowhere to be found. He hadn't considered that she would just stop speaking to him the way that she had. Maybe she was embarrassed about her rape fantasy. Maybe she felt she had shared too much. Maybe she had a boyfriend. Maybe it was her ex-husband. He drove himself crazy, scouring the website on which they had met for her profile but it was nowhere to be found.
Months went by and Mick tried his best to forget about her, but whenever he would lay down to go to sleep he would hear her calling to him. He would think of the way her face twisted when she came. He would think about her sick mind, full of rape fantasies. Thoughts of her kept him up at night and he wondered what was wrong with him. Why was he hung up on some girl he had met on a dating site? Maybe Cassidy had been right from the start. Maybe Cupid did have something to do with this. Maybe he was actually in love with her. He thought about this as he tossed and turned. He fell in and out of dreams where he was punishing Cassidy for leaving him, pushing her legs further and further apart as she screamed and begged for mercy.
In time, he began to let go of the thoughts of her, realizing that she was never coming back. Surely he would have heard from her by now if she still wanted him. He had given up on trying to figure out why she had abandoned him and he had convinced himself that he had never really loved her at all. He was so close to believing it that when he thought he saw a woman that looked like Cassidy walking through the local farmer's market, he barely paid attention. He continued to walk, lost in his own thoughts when he heard the sound of her voice.
The hairs on the back of his neck stood up and his body stiffened. He found that his animal instincts were stronger than his desire to remain aloof and uncaring. If this was really Cassidy, he wanted to see her. He wanted to tell her how much she had hurt him and then he wanted to punish her for it. He walked toward the woman that he thought might be Cassidy but before he reached her, she turned around and saw his face.
Cassidy couldn't believe it! It was Mick! She had missed him so much and yet her circumstances had prevented her from reaching out to him. She had told him her deepest secret and that was when she realized how deeply in love with him she really was. She wasn't ready for it and it was unexpected, so much so that she had decided to just cut all ties and sever their connection before things got messy. She knew that Mick would really rape her and there was a part of her that wanted it and a part of her that was afraid, not just of being raped but of herself. She didn't know how far she would really go and it scared her to think of how good Mick was at pulling her perversion out of her and using it against her. She felt a pull to him now, one that she could not ignore.
"Cassidy? What are you doing here?" he asked her, his confusion morphing into pure joy. Here she was! She was alive and she was standing right in front of him.
"Mick!" she knew she shouldn't do it but she ran to him and let him fold her into his strong arms. She felt safe there like nothing could harm her and she realized that the love she was feeling hadn't gone away. She had run from it but somehow, Cupid had brought them back together and they were feeling the burn of his arrow as it pierced their hearts, joining them together as one. They were both shaking with emotion and they couldn't resist a deep, urgent kiss right there in the middle of the farmer's market.
"What are you doing here?" Mick asked again.
"I knew you lived in this town," she said slowly. "I thought maybe I could be closer to you this way."
"You drove four hours to come to my town and you didn't message me to tell me you were coming?"
"I didn't really expect to see you..."
"What happened? Why did you stop talking to me like that?"
"I don't know." She hung her head. "Can we maybe go somewhere private and talk?" She watched him carefully. She could see how angry he was and she hadn't considered how her decision to cut him off would truly affect him. She hadn't really imagined that he could love her but now, as she saw him heaving with emotion in front of her she realized her mistake. This man wanted to tear her apart. He wanted to destroy her and she could feel herself give way to his feelings. She waited, hanging on the moments as they passed, waiting for his answer.