'Can I hold it?' I asked him, looking at the sharp blade in his hand.
'You want to hold it?' He asked, laughing, turning it over in his hand as he exhaled a cloud of smoke.
'Yes, can I?' I asked, licking my cherry-balmed lips.
He extended the katana to me, as he sat there in his lazy boy bare-chested, where barely an inch of skin was visible, for the mass of ink etched across it.
Taking the katana, I ran my thumb and forefinger along its length carefully. He'd been sharpening it moments before as I had laid on the sofa in a post-coital haze of his smoke and bliss.
I didn't want to ever leave, I felt like I belonged right here where time stood still, where I didn't have to be anything to anyone. I was free too to be exactly who I was, I was safe to lower my mask.
He poured two glasses half full of neat Jack Daniel's and pushed one toward me, despite the fact it was only 11am on a Wednesday. Still clutching the katana in one hand, I knocked back the whisky with the other and felt the warmth of it spread throughout me.
'Bring my pussy over here.' He said, patting his lap for me to come over.
To be honest, I didn't know if I could handle it. I was still sore from the last round of our sex, he had an insatiable appetite for me which was almost impossible to keep up with. It wasn't often that we got to see one another, and he was always keen to maximise the time we did get.
As I made my way over to him and lowered myself down onto his lap, my legs straddling him, I thought about a different time, a time when it would have been more acceptable to be in this situation. His brooding, dark eyes bore into mine as I began to grind against him, my pussy bare under my dress and still wet from his last load. I always let him fuck me raw, I always let him fill me up, I needed to carry a part of him for as long as possible once we'd parted.
He placed his hands on my hips, pushing me harder, firmer, down into his crotch, his grey Moncler tracksuit bottoms grazing against my clit. I still had the katana in my hand yet he didn't seem remotely concerned, not once did he look at it, and not once did he question my ability to handle it properly. His eyes remained focused on me, inhaling the scent of me, getting high off of the proximity of my sex.
Taking his hands off of my hips, he gently grabbed my wrist of the hand which held the katana and lowered my arm, so that the blade was between our faces, either side of the metal pressing gently into our cheeks.
Unable to continue to grind against him, I stayed motionless, feeling the hardness of him up against my clit. For what seemed an eternity, we were locked into one another, I could smell the whisky on his breath, the metal between us. I was sure he could hear my heart hammering against my chest.
My breathing quickened, as the anticipation for what was about to happen built. I was almost fearful for the sheer velocity of pleasure that was about to surely engulf me, it was almost too much for me to bear. He pushed against the blade with his cheek ever so slightly, so that blood ran down the sheath of the blade from his cheek and mine. I watched as our blood merged near the base of the blade and ran down onto the tsuka (the handle of the blade)
I gasped as he slowly released me from his hold and deftly taking the katana from me in one swift movement, he threw it across the room, where it clattered against his glass coffee table and fell to the floor.
Standing, he effortlessly lifted me with him, my legs now wrapped around his waist. He carried me to his bedroom and threw me on his bed, blood was still running down his face and as he pinned me down, it dripped down onto me, onto my face, into my wound.
'Baby.' I purred, running my tongue along my lips where some blood had collected, mine or his I wasn't sure.