Hello again! Sorry for my hiatus, genuinely, but there is more where this came from. This is a little story about submission and (bi)sexuality. I hope you will enjoy. Thank you to LaRascasse and TRCIII for looking this over :). And, as always, all characters in this story are eighteen years old or above. All readers should also be eighteen years or above. -L
Dozens of eyes followed me and with nowhere to hide, I feigned confidence.
Suddenly, it was my first time in public. Certainly, my first time at any place like this. Everywhere I looked were people in various states of nudity. People in latex, people in collars, people in nothing at all. My only prerogative was to avoid making eye contact...with anyone. And in keeping my head high, I focused on looking anywhere but at the people staring lecherously at me.
To be fair, I hadn't been groped or hit on yet, only admired respectfully. Maybe the rules about consent were stricter here due to the nature of
kink--
at least the consensual kink that was promised here--but regardless, I needed to find a seat. And so far, I hadn't seen one. I made my way through the crowd, little by little, before I finally found a wall with booths and tables lining it...occupied tables.
Languidly, I dragged my eyes from table to table, searching in vain for an empty seat. But a seat is not what I found. Seated on one of the couches, I saw the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen. Even from her seated position, I could tell that she would tower over me. Dark, almost-black hair framed her face, her expression neutral. The woman's jaw was strong, her icy blue gaze even stronger. She was the embodiment of confidence; I couldn't rip my gaze from her.
She was engaged in conversation with two men at the table with her. One was tall and broad with muscle, the other blond and shorter. Aside from myself, he seemed to be the only college-aged individual in the building. I couldn't distinguish their relationship from my vantage point. Perhaps they made a threesome, the older couple as dominants with the blond boy as their submissive.
Whatever they were, they couldn't possibly be interested in me...or so I thought until I noticed the woman's focused gaze, focused on me. No smile was present on her features, only an arched, dark eyebrow and an unreadable expression. We stood for two minutes, watching and waiting. The man to her right tried to speak to her until he noticed what, or who, she was fixated on. Smiling, he took the younger boy by his hand, standing and leading him off to another part of the bar, but not before he patted the woman's shoulder. She smiled at him, telling him something before her gaze turned back to me. She still wouldn't approach me, it seemed, so I approached her.
As I came closer, her eyes didn't move from my form. She watched as I moved, careful not to look up into my eyes until I was directly in front of her. Finally, when I was, she looked up expectantly, her almost-black hair falling to her shoulders.
I cleared my throat, willing my nerves to relax.
"Hi," I began. "I'm Stephanie."
"Hello," the woman spoke simply. "Is there anything I can help you with?"
I froze. She had to have seen me watching her, and I swore I saw her meet my gaze. Her piercing blue eyes burned into mine and I felt myself shiver. My face flushed in embarrassment. "Well, I--"
"Sit," she ordered calmly, gesturing to the seat beside her. I couldn't tell if her lips were curled with amusement or annoyance. "You've never been here, have you, Stephanie?" she questioned, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder.
"No, ma'am," I affirmed, crossing my hands shyly in my lap.
"Sweetie, my name is Natasha. You will refer to me as such until I instruct you otherwise," she spoke softly. I couldn't comprehend how she did it, held so much power as she addressed me normally. If I didn't know better--
and I didn't--
I'd expect that the woman was a police interrogator.
"Yes, Natasha. I'm sorry," I pouted shyly. "My family is Southern."
Then, the woman smiled the most perfect smile I'd ever seen. She laughed a beautiful, full laugh to match. Her white teeth glistened in the dim lighting of the building, as she stroked my hair softly.
"That's fine, dear," she reassured, returning her hand to her lap. "As a dominant, however, I require different respect than you give to everyone else. You probably call everyone
'ma'am'
, don't you?"
I started to nod softly. Her eyes flashed with something and I wasn't sure if nodding was the best idea anymore.
"Rule number one, use your words," she spoke almost as soon as my movement began. It sounded almost too reflexive...as if she had been expecting me to mess up.
"I'm sorry. Yes, Natasha."
"Good," she affirmed. "As I was saying...in my opinion, a dominant should hold more importance than anyone else to their submissive. If you call everyone
'ma'am'
, then I want to be
'Mistress'
. I doubt that you call anyone else
'Mistress'
, do you?"
"No, I don't."
She smiled, "That was a rhetorical question, Stephanie." I blushed and she brushed a hand against my knee. "I've been meaning to ask...what brought you here in the first place?"
My blush deepened. I whispered, "Do I look that out of place?"
"Like a deer in the headlights."
I smiled. "My classmate, Daniela, invited me here tonight." Biting my lip, I continued, "and I've been excited about it; I've known that I'm submissive for a while now."
"I could have told you that."
I blushed and she seemed to appreciate it. Her smirk was telling. After taking in my expression, her lips pursed.
"So, your friend from college invited you? Hm. Good thing she canceled." Her hand moved further up my thigh. I shivered and I was sure she noticed. "It sounds to me like you need an experienced dominant to introduce you to your submission."
"So, you're..."
"A lesbian?" she finished, knowingly. "No, sweetie. I enjoy seeing a man on his knees as much as anyone else," she joked, though it was hard to tell since her face remained straight the entire time. "I do prefer women, however. Though men can be just as delicate, women are more...to my taste."
This, she said while licking her lips. What with the way she was looking at me, I felt like a piece of meat. I knew in that moment that I would do anything for her.
"Are you a lesbian, Stephanie?" she purred. Her words dripped like poison from her lips, and I had to fight the urge to kiss her.
I shrugged shyly. "Yes...I mean,
no.
I'm not sure. I've never been with a man."
She bit her lip, before releasing it with a hum. "Ah," she murmured, "that's the way things should be. Girls are usually the other way around."
"My neighbor was a couple of years older than me; she was a soccer player."
The memory of her was vivid in my mind. I was a freshman in high school, and she was a junior. She was butch, and I wore skirts every day. I did cheer, and she did me. The way she held me, kissed me, looked at me, still made me shudder.
I omitted that she was the last person I'd been with.
"I
see,
" she smirked knowingly. "So, she turned you early...
"Lucky, then. Less work for me."
If this woman wasn't who she was, I would have imagined that she'd wink after a statement like that. After talking to her, I was seeing her in a new light. A low, red light, and it made arousal stir in my abdomen.
"What do you say about letting me introduce you to BDSM, Stephanie?"
"I think I'd like that."
"Very well, then. How would you feel about coming home with me for an introductory session? No play, only so that I can show you my ropes," she smirks. "If all goes well and you'd like to experience a bit of what I show you, you have a return invitation for tomorrow. That is when we'll see what you're made of."
I shivered. "Okay."
"Okay, who, Stephanie?"
"Yes, Natasha."
"
Good
girl," she grins.
I needed to be with her, and as soon as possible. But I remembered the men at her table. Possibly her lovers, which would leave me as an accessory. I frowned and watched as her eyes followed the descent of my lips.
I cleared my throat, speaking softly. "I'm sorry to ask, but if you want to
play
...with me, then who were--"
"Oh, excuse me," she said. "Those were good friends of mine. They are a dominant and submissive couple. We come here together pretty often."
"Okay," I smiled.
"Are you ready to leave?" she asked, looking into my eyes. "Only if you're comfortable, do I want to bring you home tonight."
"I am," I said. "I'm ready."
The car ride was short and quiet, and sooner than not, we were at the door to her modern home. A wave of nervousness came over me. Like sobriety, not from alcohol, but possibly from lust. I suddenly was uncertain of my choice...of this woman's home and lifestyle I'd stepped into. I was wary of what she would tell and show me. I had the feeling that I was in over my head.
"Okay," she sighed, from the now-closed front door. "How about a tour, to start us off?"
The house was contemporary, in various shades of white and black. She showed me the kitchen, the living room, and a beautiful room upstairs that she explained would be mine if I were hers. Our next destination was a room hidden behind a glass door and white curtain at the end of the hall. She paused a moment to look at me before opening the door.
"The playroom," she said and revealed a spacious room with high ceilings and many glass cabinets. I noticed large wooden contraptions large enough to hold people, as well as chairs and a large bed. She watched my expression carefully, before swinging the door slowly back to closed.
"That, we can explore tomorrow," she smiled deviously. "Now, let's talk."