She took her time drying herself, then dried her hair. She examined herself in the mirror. She was everything that modern society told men they should be attracted to. She was blonde with big tits. She was lean where she was supposed to be and curvy in all the right places. That is to say that her abs were toned and her hip flare was dramatic. She did not have the flat white girl's ass. Her ass was rounded, firm, a bubble butt with little to no jiggle.
This was all by design. She worked hard at maintaining a body that made most men accessible to her. She knew that would be important her entire life. Her mother was much prettier than her father was handsome. Initially she learned the value of money in that her father's wealth afforded him the luxury of marrying a woman whose physical appearance should be out of his reach. Then, later in life, she realized it was her mother who married above her station. She had her looks to thank for that.
These were observations, and resulting conclusions, that she arrived at before she was ten years old. The examples that her parents gave her were reinforced in many examples throughout society. She knew she needed to have money in order to not have to settle for an ugly rich man, or men. She knew she needed to be pretty in order to not have to be tempted by a handsome poor man. Both were equally important and now she had both; she didn't need to settle in either direction.
She had examples of both extremes under one roof she realized as she examined herself in the mirror. Ben was the ugly rich man, and Diego was the handsome poor man. Ben wasn't ugly, exactly, but he should be in her eyes. Life was easier for her when she had him bundled snugly in the ugly box her whole life. Not her whole life. He wasn't ugly to her when she was a child. He was a male figure in her life that she didn't bother to categorize by appearance. He was invisible to her in that way.
It wasn't until he forced her to consider him that way that she decided he was ugly. She was comfortable hating him for that. She was uncomfortable being attracted to him now, but there was no denying it. She wanted to fuck him and knew that she just couldn't. It was a self-imposed restriction. Fucking him blurred too many lines, it altered too much shit, and it rewarded him for being awful.
It was awful, right? Assuming things about her without verifying their validity with her before acting on them. What he did, trying to seduce her when there was such a disparity in their ages was awful according to everything she was ever taught. Implying that her acquiescence to his desires might, somehow, help her career in his firm was super-douchey. Not stopping when she made it clear to him that she did not want him; that was, or should be, the text book definition of unforgivable. Was that what she was doing? Was she forgiving him? Was two years under her thumb all the punishment his offenses merited?
She didn't know the answers to those questions. She knew she wanted to fuck him and that until she did, the thought of fucking him was going to interfere with all her other thoughts. He should be out there now, naked, waiting for her in the living room. She let him go off alone without the chastity device on. Did he have time to crank one out and shave. Would his dick still be hard when she went out there?
There was one way to find out. She brushed out the last of her long blonde hair. She slid her finger through the wetness between her pussy lips and smelled it. She liked her smell. It was not pungent like some girls she had been with in her life. She was earthy, sweet, her glistening finger dipped into her mouth and she sucked her juices off. There was barely a taste. The trace of flavor was hard to describe. It was good though. She could wait no longer.
He was in the living room as she ordered. He was on his knees with his hands behind his back. He was looking at the floor. His cock and balls were bare of hair. The thick patch above them was trimmed down to a manageable length. Short enough that she could see the tight pale skin underneath. There was a vein that ran down from his abdominals and faded into his pubis. That was hot.
His cock had lost some of it's belly slapping splendor since she last saw it. That was to be expected. The last time she saw it was a very sexually charged time. It still looked heavy, swollen, but hung down between his legs. His bare nuts were big, not doorknobs, but not grapes either. Golf balls, maybe a touch bigger, both hung heavily on either side of his fat dick. The weight of his soft dick forced them, in their now smooth bag, to balloon out to the sides slightly.
"Cut yourself?" she asked and forced a smile.
"No Lady Rachel," he replied without looking up.
"What you said on the way home today is fucking with my head. You saw how I turned on Diego?"
"I did Lady Rachel. I apologize."
"No, don't do that," she said as she walked around behind him. Her hand went out and caressed the hard muscles of his shoulder. "I told you to speak freely and that there would be no recriminations for anything you said. So there is no need to apologize. As a matter of fact, for making me look at things in a different light, I am inclined to reward you."
"Reward me, Lady Rachel?"
"Yeah, weird right? I have not rewarded you once, for anything, in the last two years. It never occurred to me. I thought I would abuse you until one day you ran away, or killed yourself, or fucked up so bad I turned over all the evidence I have to the police."
He didn't have a response to that. Or he didn't have one he dared to utter. She considered letting him speak freely again but thought better of it. She wanted to know his thoughts, his real thoughts, but right now, she wanted something else more.
"So how should I reward you?"
"Whatever you deem appropriate Lady Rachel."
"On your back then," she said and she forced a little steel into her voice.
He quickly complied and when he settled on his back his fat cock, it rolled on his thigh up toward his abdomen all on its own. Goddamn that was sexy and she felt her core heat up and secrete. She went and placed her feet on each side of his face.
"I think I will start your reward by letting you eat my ass. You did a very good job when you were cleaning me up earlier. I think I will have you doing that much more in the future."
"As you wish Lady Rachel," he said and his voice changed. It was less the submissive weak voice he faked and more the deeper, more assured, voice that came naturally to him when he was speaking freely.
She felt the familiar muscles flex as she squatted down over him. She did it slowly while reaching back and spreading her ass cheeks. She felt his nose first as it touched the crack of her ass, then his lips as she settle her asshole on them. She let out a groan as he pushed his tongue up into her.
"Oh, that's nice," she said. "You do a good job and maybe I'll touch your dick."
He did not reply because he had a mouthful of her ass. She felt him swirling his tongue around her puckered hole and it was exquisite. Diego had done this for her from time to time over the years but this was better. This was a grown man, a self-made millionaire, and he was licking her ass at her command.
She wanted to draw this out, but time was a consideration. Diego probably just arrived at the Lucky Wok. Hopefully he didn't think to phone in the order and now had to place it and wait. If he did phone it in though, he just had to pick it up and head back. She had maybe half an hour to do what she wanted with Ben before Diego came back.
Why did that matter? Why did she care if Diego knew? It wasn't like she was cheating on him by doing this. She didn't want to answer his questions. He knew why she hated Ben. Like a good friend, he joined her in hating him for the same reasons. She did not want to explain to Diego why that was changing. She did not want to admit to anybody that she was weakening. What she was doing now would have been unthinkable yesterday. Sure, Ben was eating her asshole for her pleasure, but she also knew he was enjoying it too.