For several years I had been having increasing trouble sustaining sexual excitement, poor or absent erection and difficulty reaching orgasm. I had or attempted sexual activities with several women, over that time, but it became progressively clear that something was amiss. I visited my physician and he did a thorough exam, a bunch of tests, and told me to return in a week. At my return visit he was at a loss.
I don't find anything physically wrong and your tests have come back normal. I am going to refer you to someone at an institute that specializes in this type of problem. I have had good results with similar cases in their hands.
Week 1
I took the referral slip and the next week arrived at the indicated address. It was a three-story Brownstone in a nice residential street with no indication that it was an office of any kind. To my surprise the door was answered by a very attractive woman who appeared to be in her mid-50s.
Come in please, you are right on time. I am the Director of the Institute. She led me up the stairs to the second floor and we entered a room equipped much like a physician's exam room. Take off all your clothes and have a seat on the table indicating a typical doctor's examining table.
She offered no gown or other covering and immediately left the room. I began removing my clothes although it felt somewhat strange to be sitting completely in the nude. In any event I thought, it will be clearer when the Doctor comes in. The door opened and the same woman entered.
Well, let's have a look at you. She began the same process of examining me thoroughly much as my physician had done. Finally, she said, I want you to turn around and kneel on the table with you face down on the surface. That's right, now move your knees a little wider apart. I felt very strange in this position with my ass up in the air, in front of this strange woman I had never seen before.
We need a sample of your prostatic fluid, she said as she slipped a glove on her right hand. I am going to place my finger in your anus and massage your prostate so we can collect it. She placed a paper towel on the exam table between my knees directly beneath my suspended penis and squeezed out some lubricant onto her gloved finger. She spread it around my anal orifice and then I felt the fingertip begin to open and penetrate me. Despite my total embarrassment I began to feel my cock swell and react to her finger and the sensation increased as she began to rub directly over my prostate. After a minute or so I was aware that I was leaking pre-cum onto the towel below. Finally, with her left hand she took my cock and stripped it back and forth several times to extract all of the fluid before slowly removing her finger. By that point I was almost entirely erect.
I'm sorry, I stammered totally embarrassed, I didn't mean to. Don't give it another though, she said gently, it is a normal reaction, for someone of your type. (The last phrase uttered somewhat under her breath.)
You may get dressed now, I will just send this off to the lab and be right back. I dressed quickly still very chagrined at my obvious sexual reaction. She returned in a few minutes. I would like to see you again in one week. We will have the initial results back though we may have to do some further testing.
Week 2
The following week I again appeared at the Institute, and the door was opened by the same woman. She led me up the stairs and again instructed me to remove my clothes. This time she did not leave the room or give any indication that she was going to, so after a moments hesitation I began to strip and sat on the table as before.
She explained, Last week's test was inconclusive so we will need to extract a more complete sample today. Please assume the same position on the table, on your knees with your face on the table. Then, she placed gloves on both hands and lubricated my anal opening. Once again, I felt her gloved finger slowly open and impale me, pushing inside to the limits of her reach. Today I am going to need to stretch you a bit more so I am going to use a second finger, it may feel uncomfortable at first, but you will quickly accommodate to the extra size.
With that I felt a second finger push its way along the first, widening my anal opening. The sensation was intense, a combination of pain and a deep visceral pleasure that was almost shocking. Despite my determination to think about anything but sex, my response was almost immediate, and my cock began to twitch and swell uncontrollably. When both fingers were fully impaled, she began to slowly move them in and out each time pressing over my prostate.
In almost a whisper she said, Some call this the male G-spot and I can see that it definitely is for you. Her left hand grasped my now fully erect cock but this time her hand was lubricated and rather than just stripping it she began to slowly stroke me in rhythm with her plunging fingers. In a soft soothing voice, she whispered in my ear Today we need a full specimen of your ejaculate, so I want you to cum for me.
I could not have done otherwise for in just a minute or two I was shooting thick gouts of cum between my legs in the throes of the most intense orgasm I had had in months if not years. Finally, her hand slowed its stroking, as she finally stripped the last bit of cum from my still erect penis and slowly slid the two fingers of her other hand from my anus.
Taking the specimen she said, You can clean up in the bathroom there and get dressed. In a few minutes she returned and led me down the hall to a well-appointed office. She looked at me thoughtfully and said, I think we now have a full understanding of your condition. But you haven't even sent off the specimen yet? How could you have the answer already? I questioned.
Actually, my diagnosis comes not from an analysis of your semen, but from your reaction to having your anus penetrated, or more precisely in your case your mangina. That is the term we use for a man's anus when it possesses the erotic characteristics of a woman's vagina or pussy. When I penetrated you with a finger it caused a sexually response. The second penetration with two fingers, which would have been more intense, produced and even stronger and more immediate sexual reaction than that which you had from one finger. Presently you are in the state of a Forme Fruste. Your anus is a source of highly erotic pleasure, much like a woman?s vagina is to her.
You require stimulation of your mangina to reach your full sexual arousal and pleasure. Yet in your current state, you still need a woman to initiate and participate in the stimulation in order for you to be accepting of it. In order for you to fully realize your sexuality you will need specialized training. I am going to have you do three sessions with my associate who will begin to train you to accept your needs as well as explore other aspects of your sexual makeup that may be important. You didn't resist or protest when I told you I was going to penetrate your anus or when I began to stroke your penis. There may also be an element of submissivness that we will need to explore. I want you to return in one week prepared for a one-hour session.
Week 3
The following week I arrived at the Institute's door at the appointed time and it was answered not by the Director, but by a quite attractive younger woman in normal business dress. Come in please, she said, I am your Trainer, and I will be conducting your session today, let's go down the hall to my studio. We entered a room pleasantly decorated with a couch, chairs and a large King-sized bed. She led me over to the couch and we sat.
Today?s session is about getting you comfortable with your needs and the things that create and sustain your arousal. In short, we are going to kiss, explore each other's bodies and have sex together. I am highly sexual, and I assure you that I will enjoy everything that we do, and I will do my best to see that you enjoy it as well.
With that she leaned forward and gave me a long, lingering kiss on the lips and within a few moments her tongue was exploring mine as our bodies entwined. We gradually disrobed bit by bit as we each began to explore each other bodies. Her's was beautiful with large rounded breasts, a flat stomach and long legs. Her hands and mouth were constantly roaming my body in a very talented and skillful way. Eventually, naked, we made our way to the bed and collapsed upon it. I rolled on top of her kissing her all the while. That should have been the moment when I slid a very erect and needy penis between her luscious lips and thrust it deeply inside her. However, we were both quite aware that I was not at all up to that that, at that moment.
Just relax, I am going to do something to help get you in the mood, She whispered. She slid a hand under the coverlet and withdrew a small dildo, already lubricated. Grasping one of my buttocks in her hand, with the other, she began to probe my crevice with the tip of the dildo until the tip touched my anal orifice. At that moment she activated the vibrator and the sensation went through me like an electric shock. She began to probe with the dildo and with a bit of searching penetrated my anus and slowly began fucking me with the dildo. With her free hand she found my cock and gave it a stroke or two until it was hard and dripping precum. She guided it into herself and thrust her hips up to receive it with a deep moan. I began to fuck her hard and deep as she kept up the violation of my anus with the dildo until suddenly, I was cumming hard inside her. For several minutes we lay together stroking each other gently. Then she rolled me over so that she was on top.
In a tone that brooked no disagreement she said, I haven?t cum yet. But I?m going to and I'm going to use you for my pleasure. And with that she lifted up and straddled me, sitting on my chest. I could feel the wetness of her pussy against my skin. She began to slowly slide forward inch by inch until her pubis touched my chin. I am going to ride your face and I want to feel your tongue deep inside me, I want you to drink from me as I flood your mouth, first with your own cum and then mine. She said looking down at me.