Part One
Where is that Bitch Hiding
I'm Charles. A car rammed our car at a stop sign. My wife got whiplash, I got Post Traumatic Stress Disorder among other things; luckily our daughter and son was not with us at the time. The PTSD really fucked with my head. Subtle changes in personality occurred. Psyche traits that were minimally acted upon became prominent and features of my personality that used to be strong became less prominent like good character and humility.
My wife became moody and different too. We became angry at each other often, sad, striking out at each other blaming each other for all the bullshit. She kept going to her church and taking me too. That was bullshit. The pastor preached and preached and nothing happened. He suggested we come to Sunday school and help out with the services and such. My wife did that every other week; I did not.
One day we were walking around Portland, Oregon shopping and arguing. My PTSD kicked in and there was no way she was going to win. My attitude was fast becoming arrogant and without quarter. It was like this bitch, this fucking bitch didn't know her ass from someone else's.
"Fuck you, bitch. You don't know. You think you know."
"Charles, don't talk like that. Did you take you mental pill?"
"It's not a mental pill—stupid wife; it's a chemical imbalance. Come over here."
"I don't want to go into a dirty alley."
"I'm sick and tired of your hypocritical bullshit. Righteous Sunday school teacher, preacher's pet; get in here. See this cock; suck it. Make it hard."
"Charles, people will see—the police."
That first time I went way over the line I had to grab her hand and pull her down the alley near the shopping mall. It was around noon and I was afraid someone would see and think I was raping her, but she pissed me off. I told her a hundred times it's not a mental pill. PTSD is a chemical imbalance not a mental one. When we were down the alley a ways I pulled out my cock, took her by the hair and shoulder and steadily applied pressure till she was kneeing. "Now suck it Sunday school teacher. Think about all the little Sunday school boy's cocks and suck mine."
"Tell me if anyone comes."
"No I won't; suck, and if anyone sees they will know you are a slut. And maybe I will let them have some too. Shut the fuck up and suck."
See did, and every time someone looked down the alley I told her about it. "Tomorrow you teach Sunday school; won't that be interesting. You can remember what a reckless slut you are. You can remember that next time you piss me off you will really know what it means to be My Slut."
"Can I stop now? Someone is going to come down here."
"Shut the fuck up and make me cum. If they do it is your fault for taking so long. If they do come down here I will offer them a suck job from you, so hurry up."
She did hurry and she swallowed it all. That was when I realized she would do whatever I forced her to do. My cock got hard, and as we walked down the street shopping, I played with her ass and tits as I pleased. She hated it; but she didn't stop me. She loved me, worried about me, and was scared I was hurt more than the doctors knew. I was hurt just enough to not care about her anymore only about my sex and power needs. And she was the hot lady-bitch to help me play a one sided game.
Next day, back home, I'm dozing late, "Charles I going to Sunday school now I'll be back later."
"Yeah, fucking right. I bet you wanted someone to come down that alley yesterday. I bet. OK, so that is not your thing then." Out the door and down the street she did not hear but that's OK. I went to our attic looking for some of our daughter's old clothes; she's 14. Looking for my wife's next outfit.
I called my neighbor, Joe. He lives about two miles away. "Joe, think your boy wants to make 25 bucks mowing my back yard?"
"Absolutely. When?"
"Today."
"I know he is at Sunday school right now. Sunday school is over at noon. Have him to come over about 1. Should only take a couple of hours. If he has other plans that is OK, I will hold it for him." Just out of high school and no job I was sure he would go for it.