As I was standing there I could feel his hot breath on my neck. It felt so good just to have him near. There was always that thought, right in the back of my mind. What if? What if this happened, What if that happened? I always managed to put those thought away from my mind. Especially when he was near.
"Are you ready?" he whispered in my ear. The feel of him pressing against me from behind gave me chills all down my spine. "I'm always ready for you." I urgently replied. He always got me hot and bothered and then stalled... I hated that.
I felt his fingers slowly reaching around my body and he turned me around with one gigantic twirl. I loved it when he did that. It always was better when he was telling me what to do and making me do it, then when he expected me to know what to do.
I always enjoyed it more when he was slightly rough. He always seemed more masculine when he was that way. Of course there was usually only one way to make him behave that way... I slowly slipped down to my knees. As I slowly unzipped his pants I heard him moan just the slightest bit. I could tell it was from pleasure. I glanced up just enough to see that his eyes were already closing. I smiled and took him, all of him, into my mouth...
I woke with a start on that Friday morning. That’s when I realized that it was all a dream and none of it had happened. Damn, I thought to myself as I got dressed and headed downstairs, where my roommate Angelina was already making breakfast.
"So, how did you sleep, sunshine?" she asked in that "way to happy to be morning" tone of hers.
"I slept fine until I had another one of those dreams again."
"Don’t worry you'll find out soon enough who he is." She replied. I knew she was just trying to be helpful. But, between you and me, it wasn’t helping one bit.
It all started the month before. April 21st to be exact. I was running to my locker to get my books for lit class and there it was pinned to my locker door. A note, with a white rose pinned to it. White roses are my favorite. The note wasn’t signed so therefore it intrigued me even more. I began getting them everyday after that. All the notes were in the same handwriting. And, they were all equally "dirty",
Yet in a way they were romantic. This guy sounded like the guy I had been looking for my entire life. But, I finally had to face the hard truth when I never found out who he was.
After that I began having these dreams about how he might be. My dreams were always close to the same thing. Him touching me in exactly the right spots and in exactly the right way. He always took control, yet was still gentle enough not to hurt me.
So, I bid Angelina goodbye and headed out the door. I was always late on Friday's. But, I finally made it to Lit class and the professor was over halfway done with his lecture. I took notes on what I could and borrowed from other people to copy what I didn’t get.
I finally made it home late that night, still thinking about the note I had received that day. I changed into my blue lace nightie and jumped into bed dreamy eyed. It wasn’t much more then ten minutes and I was fast asleep.
Sitting there in my bedroom at my desk I couldn’t hear anyone come in, but it wasn’t long before I heard a whisper in my ear. "Why don’t we get wild tonight, you have some fun we don’t usually have?" I turned around and there he was completely naked except for his white with red trim ankle socks and his gorgeous smile.
He leaned down and kissed me softly on my forehead. It gave me the chills instantly. He loved giving me the chills and he also loved receiving them.
"I thought I would surprise you tonight. I don’t do that very often and I thought tonight would be a good chance." He said as he casually sat down on my bed.