So... I'm bi now. I mean, shocker, right? Most people that know me have assumed that at some point or another, but I knew I never tried anything with a guy. Until that kiss with Tommy.
I must admit that I was actually jealous of how well Eddie and Tommy were getting along. They met each other under terrible circumstances, but also pretty cool ones, and then they were all buddy with one another in the space of two weeks. That only happened with me. But yeah. Now I know that I also found Tommy really fucking hot, and I wanted to know what they were doing without me. Not that they were fucking, Eddie's too straight for that. Well, not 'too straight', but he has too much catholic guilt and duty up his ass to ever let a man even near that area. And believe me, I would be the first one to try to shove anything up Eddie's ass, or have him stuff mine. But he would never, and I'm not waiting for him either.
Back to me being a bisexual. Yeah. I should have known since I've always been so into tasting my own cum, licking my dates pussies just after fucking them and liking girls to play with my ass in the past. One girl back in the day, during my trip to Peru when I was around 20, even wanted to try a dildo on me, but I told her I wasn't prepped for that type of fun. I didn't even say 'no' to it right away, I just didn't want to make a mess. And yes, I know there are straight dudes that like having toys up their ass, but knowing how open I'm to try anything, I should have known I wouldn't mind having an actual dick inside me. Which hasn't happened yet, and I feel like I really want to.
Today, I'm off work, and I will be for the next 2 days. At 2 pm I have to pick Christopher up from school, and then head to Eddie's place. Eddie has repeatedly told me that Christopher no longer needs to be babysat, but that kid is like my own (but emotionally and legally speaking), so there's not much I would rather be doing. Except probably asking Tommy to have sex, but the guy is working today too, and he doesn't seem to be to into me. He told me I didn't know myself enough to be with a dude yet, and he might have a point, but I'm horny. The fact that I now know that I like dicks is kind of making me crave one so bad. A smoking hot girl could come my way, begging to be fucked, and I would probably ask her to introduce me to her gay best friend.
After a quick jerk-off session, that lasted a solid 30 minutes of me rubbing my dick but not wanting to come, because I'm a sucker for edging, I decided to head into the Diaz residence earlier. It's only 9 am but I prefer to be there. Eddie has the new Hades, and I want to play it so bad.
On my way there, my mind wonders off to Eddie being so hot. I have known he's good-looking since forever. I openly say it, to him and everyone else that is willing (or not) to hear it. But, again, since my eye-opening make-out session with Tommy, and a few dozen hours of jerking off to the idea of Tommy or Eddie, or both, having sex with me, my mind seems to be in a constant gutter whenever the other two are not around. I might be a horny motherfucker, but I'm not a creep. I can die without fucking any of the two, but God do I want to.
I need to see Eddie's bulge growing on those tight pants he likes to wear. I can normally see the roundness of the bulge, when it's relaxed, because that's how tight those pants hug Eddie's junk, or he's just massive. But, man! I want to open that flier and release his cock. I want him fully dressed, because being a fireman myself doesn't erase the erotic feeling of a person in uniform. But I want his dick to come out, fully hard and reddened from being trapped while fully erect. I don't even want to touch Eddie, or his dick. I just want him standing there all hunky and hot, see that look on his face he makes when he's teasing me, while the tip of his cock glistens with precum. I wish to see him jerk-off slowly, while standing and I'm sitting down, just watching him. I would signal Eddie to get closer to me when I see the head of his cock fully drenched in precum, because I want to lick it clean. I want to grab his cock by the balls and suck just the tip of it, savoring his juices. I would use my other hand to pull de foreskin up and move my tongue inside of it, cleaning the entire surface, and then swallowing every, single, drop. Right after this, I would put his length in my mouth, even make space for him if my throat if needed. MY nose would press against his navel, and would let him fucking use my mouth as a fuck-hole. I would be his personal fleshlight, and I would not make a mess, since he would shoot his entire load down my throat.
I would also need to accelerate since the traffic light is no longer red, and the car behind me is honking at me. I can feel my short tightening as I think of the ways I would enjoy Eddie fucking my mouth, at least to start. I didn't have enough time to fantasize about my best friend rearranging my guts. I should also stop doing it because I'm five minutes away from his place. The shorts I put on today are light enough that my boner would be as though covered by a piece of cloth, and all of his neighbors would be able to see it. Maybe they would like it? I don't want to find out today. Much less when I'm going to babysit a 12 year-old. If there's one thing I will not do, and no one should ever have that idea in their heads, is to do anything sexual with minors. Hell no!
As I park in Eddie's driveway, my boner is mostly just a big bulge. I can give that with my hands and my hoodie. I get out of the car and make a quick run towards the front door, unlocking it an swiftly getting inside. As I let out the breath I was holding due to not wanting to look like a weirdo, I inhaled the smell of this home, which normally brings me peace and calm, sometimes even more so that my own apartment. But today it also made me really, fucking horny. Somehow the smell of Eddie's perfume still remains in the air, and it got me bricked-up right away. I put my keys on the dinner table, and let the hoodie that was hiding my now rock-hard dick on the chair. I palmed myself through the layers of fabric and realized that this was not a 'it-will-pass' type of boner. I need to do something about my guy down there standing up in attention.
The first thing I think about is to head to the bathroom and get it over with. It would be the first time I wank in Eddie's place, but he might already think I've done it before. But, as soon as a walk through the hallway, and sense Eddie's smell coming off from his bedroom, I knew that this was the location of my jerk-off today. I quickly ran to the front door to make sure it was locked, since Eddie's girlfriend could come in anytime, even though she was also at work today. My dick was so hard, and already leaking precum, that it didn't even bounce on my quick jog to the main and back to Eddie's bedroom. I got in and also locked the door behind me. It all look tidy and put together. Fucking Eddie and his order. I want to make a mess of it all. I want him to know I was here, cumming while fantasizing about him.
But I didn't do such a thing. I strip of my clothes and laid on his bed. I went to the right side since he always sleeps there and it smelled of him. I was rubbing my shaft fast, because it felt like all of my senses were heightened and I could feel everything multiplied. I felt like this orgasm was going to be monumental. But, I also wanted this ecstasy to last longer. I started playing with my nipples and squeezing my pecs, which is something I love. I'am a boobs and butts man, doesn't matter the gender apparently. I collected the precum from my tip with my fingers and licked it, imagining it was Eddie's. I started playing with my asshole, teasing the entrance and using my precum as lube to put a finger in, getting myself ready in case Eddie walked in on me jerking-off on his bed. I got on all fours and angles my spread ass towards the door, so Eddie could get a full view right when he got in. Knowing he's an ass man like me, and being confident that I'm a thick motherfucker, I know he would love the view. He would taste my precum once he got on his knees and started eating my ass. I just know his thick stubble would scrap my ass cheeks so good.
As I started to imagine Eddie pressing the tip of his dick to my entrance, I felt like I was close to cumming, and it was too fucking soon. I started fingering myself hard, not touching my dick, and moaning as I inhaled the smell of my best friend on the sheets. I thought of the dildo I bought recently to try and get myself used to being fucked, and how I would love to have it here with me, but I didn't bring it. My fingers would have to do for today. When I went back to my apartment I was going to leave my ass gaping after how hard I was going to fuck myself with that dildo. I could also use my fleshlight with it, to have the ultimate jerk-off session.