My name is Kulia Beatrice. I am enjoying my second marriage so much I can't begin to tell you, but I will still try. I first met this delicious man many years ago while I was married to my first husband with whom I had 4 children. My best friend, Bwowa Suzanne had met a "nice young man" who was going to marry her and she asked me to be her best maid. As her "elder sister" I immediately agreed.
One Sunday afternoon after we had been to church Suzanne came by our house accompanied by her young man. Tall, dark and bespectacled, Ssentongo Thomas was employed at one of the foreign-owned banks in the City. He spoke in accents of one who had gone to the best schools in the land, the likes of King's College, Buddo where only the very rich could afford to take their sons. I felt a stab of jealousy for my younger friend, marrying an obviously much wealthier man, and so well brought-up. My children seemed to like him a lot too.
The wedding was unlike anything I had ever experienced before. The groom and his best man were dressed in brilliant white double-breasted jackets, black bow-ties, with trousers in a pale blue. The other groomsmen had suits in a lighter shade of the same blue. The maids' clothes had been brought in from the UK by one of the groom's sisters; a light grey, with what Suzanne told me was a sailor's neckline. Neither of us had ever seen a sailor in real life and we thought it was all very high-flown. Even the invitation cards were the first I had ever seen that were not sent in an envelope, but folded in on themselves.
They first built a 3-room wooden house, which elicited a slight stab of envy in me. We lived in a rented 2-bedroom house without hope of our own house, no matter how small. When they started putting up a stone house only 3 years into their marriage, I could not help but start nagging my husband about building us a house. In my heart of hearts however, I knew it would hardly come to be, what with his irregular income from driving a taxi between the city and the southern town of Masaka 160 km away and my own meagre teacher's salary.
Thomas had a way of looking at me whenever we met that made me weak in the knees. I would chide myself afterwards that he was my best friend's husband and I was moreover a married woman. The next time we visited them, or they us, it would happen again. He would seem to fondle my large breasts with his eyes and when his eyes met mine electricity would spark. I found myself always sitting across from him and the most unusual desire overtake me to part my legs just a bit for him to see more of my thighs. I could never understand what he was doing to me to give me such thoughts or desires. All night I would lie in my bed trying to chase those memories from my head, yet at the same time enjoying them and the frisson of fear should my husband beside me ever think I was indulging in fantasies about another man.
It was only a matter if time before these feelings erupted, tying the two of us in knots. Suzanne's class went on a school trip at Murchison's Falls about 100km from the city. Her husband called me on the Wednesday before the trip to invite me to have lunch with him on Saturday at the Hub. Afterwards we could go wherever we liked.
My heart was fluttering and I felt like I couldn't breath. "You know that is my washing day, Thomas!" I demurred.
That was my first mistake. "So is Suzanne's!" he shot back. "What she will do about her washing and cleaning, you can also, can't you?"
I sought an answer to this and failed miserably. He must have heard it in my hesitating, faltering voice. "She has a housemaid."
"Don't you also? Come to The Hub at 11:30. I will be waiting at the Four Seasons." And he disconnected the call.
I looked at my phone for long moments. It was true Thomas was younger than I, yet he affected me in a way I had never experienced before. But I was so afraid of my husband finding out anything, or scandal hitting the staff room if Suzanne got wind of what I was about to do.
'But what am I about to do? Lunch? He has not said anything more than that.' I chided myself. I spent the evening in a confusion.
"Did you intend for us to eat with our hands today?" my husband asked gently, when I thought I had served supper.
"Oh, I am sorry. Here are the spoons." I could only trust myself to make a simple meal in my scattered frame of mind.
Thursday and Friday passed in a haze for me. Several times the other teachers caught me in a daydream, like a little girl looking forward to her first date. In a way it was, for Brian had not taken me out since our first-born girl had come so many years ago.
On Friday, I overheard Suzanne tell someone in the staff room how she was going to wash her husband's shirts and her own better garments that evening, just as I was planning.
"I want to do th..." I wanted to finish, "...that too," before I caught myself. The others looked at me briefly before resuming their excited talk of the upcoming trip and how much fun they were going to have all weekend.
Normally I would have felt a stab of something, but butterflies were playing in my stomach instead. Something would happen tomorrow that would forever change my life.
I arrived at The Hub exactly ten minutes before the appointed time. I caught Thomas just coming from his car, but pretended not to have seen him, hurrying into the restaurant. I passed The Bistro, and Haandi, the Indian restaurant. Why didn't he choose any of these, instead of the one furthest from the entrance, I wondered. I entered Four Seasons and as I looked around for someone to seat me, Thomas walked in and I witnessed how the head waiter rushed to him.
"She is with me," he told that waiter.
"Please come with me," he told both of us. Thomas put his arm around me and his hand lay on my waist. Currents of electricity shot all through me. 'How long is it since I was held like that way,' I wondered.
We were shown to a table right up against a large window. As the waiter left to bring us the menus, Thomas pulled me into a hug that caused the needles on my body's meters to fluctuate wildly. "How are you Betty?"