The sound of a key being pushed in the door lock and the heavy clunk as it opens cause me to inhale deeply and try to clear my mind.
"Relax," I think to myself "She's here."
I can hear a bag, or a coat? being placed on the table near the entrance, and then the clack of stiff souled shoes or heels on the wooden floor before the sound disappears to almost nothing as she transitions on to the carpet.
I can sense her presence in the room with me, observing, deciding what she will do.
Eventually there is movement, and she moves closer, the scent of her perfume reaches me before her hand does
Fingers gently push my chin up and my mouth is covered by hers, lips waxy and warm, her tongue slides across mine, her breath carries a slight scent of raspberry.
I yearn to bring her closer to me, to pull her into an embrace and never let go, but the restraints hold fast to the back of the chair.
She pulls away from me after what felt like nanoseconds, but was in reality a few minutes, and I hear the sound of fabric rustling.
After a brief moment something warm and soft is placed under my nose, the scent musky and slightly salty.
"Can you tell I've been looking forward to this?" She asks, a hint of mischief in her voice, an unseen smirk flashes across my mind as I imagine the look she's giving me.
I nod, and before I can say anything I feel the fabric drop to my crotch, draping over my excitement.
"I can see you're looking forward to it too" and suddenly I can feel her hand squeeze the fabric around me, soft at first, then harder, and then softly again.
This already feels like too much, but not enough, not nearly enough.