I left his loft with a kiss that tasted of coffee. Every step I took to my tiny, book-crammed studio reminded me of the night before. My skin bore the marks of my thorough spanking, and the fabric of my skirt brushed against the bruises. My hips swayed just a little more than usual, head held high, shoulders back - the walk of a woman who has gotten what she has wanted. This was not a walk of shame. It was a walk of fierce pride.
The warmth of the sun filtered down through the sparse leaves, kissing my skin, as my thoughts percolated in my head. Out of all the women he could have chosen. Me. Mousy, quiet, awkward me, who almost dropped a book in her soup. Admittedly, most women would not cherish bruises as I do, most women would not beg for their own degradation. And yet...
There are two sides to that coin. Most men will not give me the bruises that I want; they are squeamish, afraid. Most men will not make me beg to worship their cock, giving a me a twist of humiliation with the inherent sweetness of oral. Perhaps this was the end my streak of unsatisfying partners. The thought of holding his hand on my pleasant walk wormed its way into my mind. I quickly pushed it away.
"Oh Cecelia, you've been here before. Don't get your hopes up." I said aloud, to the squirrels busily burying their bounty in the dirt, aloud to no one.
As I was climbing the stairs to my third story walk up, I realized I hadn't gotten his number. He only had mine. It was completely in his control whether or not this happened again.
My stomach sank as I realized my phone hadn't buzzed once this afternoon. Not a peep from him.
I sighed heavily as I locked the door behind me. I just wanted a hot shower to wipe away the sudden nagging doubt I had.
I peeled off my clothes in my bedroom and dropped them on the floor. The sun streamed into my windows and the welts on my ass caught my eye in the full length mirror. I cupped my breasts, arched my back and admired the way the light hit my body, then burst into laughter. I muttered to myself, "Right. You are such a sex kitten. Don't forget to take off your glasses before you get into the shower."
I plunked the tortoiseshell frames down on the sink vanity and turned the hot water on. It started to fog the mirror as I stared and sighed at myself. I stepped in the shower and scenes from the night before washed over me, unbidden. I really didn't want to think about it, but couldn't help myself.
I couldn't help but think of the way his hands felt on my hips, the way his voice sounded in my ears as I lathered up the washcloth. The rough fabric trailed over my skin, and left it slippery and clean. My soapy hands and the cloth rubbed over my full breasts and I reflexively squeezed my nipples, a gasp escaping my lips.
My hands slid over my bruised and tender ass, causing me to grimace and exhale sharply in the cascading water, wishing he were there behind me, pressing up against my sensitive flesh. Reaching between my legs, just like my hands were doing... "Ah! No! Stop! Just get clean!" I scolded myself, feeling myself blush at how easy it was for him to have gotten in my head. "It was just one night. Keep it together."
I tried to be all business from there. I rinsed, and stepped out of the shower, and toweled dry, though one part of me seemed to stay wet, despite my scolding.
I picked up my clothes from my floor to put them in the hamper, and brought them to my nose and inhaled deeply. They still smelled of him. An exhale, and another slow inhale. I noticed stiff fabric, smears of his cum on my skirt. My already swollen cunt gave a pathetically needy throb and I swore under my breath.
I tossed the soiled skirt on my bed and could feel how I was giving myself over to a man who wasn't even in the room, who probably wouldn't even call me again, slipping into submission...
Giving in, with only a little reluctance, to the ache between my legs, I opened my bedside table and picked out my favorite blue dildo.
I laid back on my bed and spread my legs, imagining him in the doorway, watching me. I slowly eased the toy inside my wet pussy, exhaling slowly. I grabbed my skirt and brought it to my face, rubbing the stiff fabric against my lips, then up to my nose. Closing my eyes, I breathed in his scent again. My clit started throbbing and I pistoned the toy in and out of my sopping hole faster and faster, obscene wet noises and gasps filling the room. I left the skirt next to my head, grabbed a vibrator with my free hand, and turned it on against my sensitive clit.
I tried to keep my moans quiet, for my neighbor's sake, but I couldn't help it. I was so turned on. I started begging quietly under my breath, "Please fuck me, please fill me with your cum, please."
My hips twitched against the vibration and the steady stream of dirty talk coming from my mouth, my poor abraded skin rubbing against the blankets. My other hand resumed pushing the toy in and out of me, filling my pussy so deliciously, angled up, rubbing against just the right spot, over and over.
My mind racing, I could almost feel him over me, kissing a sore nipple, (so close to cumming, so close) then whispering in my ear --
Suddenly my fantasy was interrupted by my phone ringing, a contact not saved in my phone. Oh god! Oh fuck! I threw my dirty skirt across the room in a panic.
My pulse raced and I almost dropped the phone with slippery fingers as I tried to answer it, the dildo still firmly lodged inside me. I tried to collect myself as I answered. (I failed.)
My voice, shook and trembled. "H-hello?"
"Hello, my baby girl."
My pussy involuntarily tightened around the toy, and I couldn't help but moan.
He knew almost instantly what he had stumbled upon, then. "Ah, I remember that sound in your voice, the way it shakes when you're close to orgasm. Don't let me stop you, please continue."
I laughed, and balanced my phone on the side of my head. I resumed fucking myself with the blue toy, but now his voice was purring in my ear, spurring me on. "Come now, little one. Don't be shy. Tell me why you needed to come so soon after last night."
"I-I noticed my skirt had your cum on it," I said between moans and gasps, my hand moving the toy quickly between my slippery lips. "And," I moaned as I turned on the vibrator again, "I couldn't help but admire the bruises you gave me. It turned me on so much."
"Good girl. Cum for me, Celie. I can tell you're close. I can hear how much you need it. Greedy little girl. Cum for me now. Say my name as you do."
I groaned at the extra aural stimulation, and how quickly his words coaxed me over the edge. My pussy quivered around the toy and my hips rode the orgasm. I moaned his name again and again, and he just kept murmuring "Good girl, Celie. You're my good girl."
A few moments passed while I collected myself. He spoke. "First, you may have noticed I have not been calling you by your name. I have decided you should have a name that only I call you. To me, you are my Celie."