The year 2005 had been hectic and full of many disappointments for Deana. The man she thought she would spend forever with her, suddenly becomes distant, withdrawn and uncaring. He spent long days at work, was always busy during his time off and never seemed to care if she was even living in the same house. She was believed nothing could help her disastrous marriage.
You see her marriage was slowing down and beginning to become a boring hum drum sexless relationship. No matter what she did or said, there was no sex, no love and certainly no communication. She loved him dearly and did not want to give up, but she was running out of ideas.
One day she went out to lunch with a girlfriend, LeAnn. Deana played with her food and barely uttered a word. LeAnn, asked her if everything was ok. She held back the tears and told her friend that her marriage was no better. Adding that since the last time they talked, her sex life had been virtually nil. Deana could count the times she was fucked last year on one hand.
LeAnn, ordered them a couple of drinks. Then she looked Deana straight in the eyes and said, "Honey, you cannot go on like this, it will make you sick! I know what you need and that is some hot sex. You know the kind that leaves you breathless wanting more? Hey, I have an idea, why don't you go online to one of those dating sites and look for a sex starved male in the same predicament as you and go have yourself some sexy fun? I joined one of those sites and I love it. You can join free and have fun getting what that deadbeat hubby is not giving you."
Deana replied, I thought about it, but I am just too shy. I could never do that. Beside that, if hubby found out he would kill me."
LeAnn replied, "Honey, he would even know who it is. Let me help you with your profile, we can spice it up so it don't even sound like you. Come on, you have to get out of that house. Let your hair down and get laid!"
Deana agreed she had to do something. She would tell her hubby that she was going over to her girlfriend's house to help her plan a surprise dinner for her son in law that Saturday.
It seemed like Saturday would never get there. Finally she was at LeAnn's house on her computer, joining the date-swinging website.
She started chatting with the people there and they convinced her to confront hubby and ask him what was going on. So, one day she did just that and asked him what was wrong. She almost passed out when her hubby told her he did not love her anymore and only married her because his mother thought he was gay. Now how good is that for breaking Deana's spirit, she felt like her world just came to an end.
However, as her confidence grew, Deana slowly began to see her life could be better. She had to be the one to change things and improve herself, no one would do that for her. As for the deadbeat hubby, she divorced him.
A couple years had passed since then and Deana chatted more and even dated a few men off of the website. Some of the men even had sex with her, like she never had before. She even had a couple of relationships with men which she thought could be long term. However, they turned out to be brainless wonders who would not know a good woman if it was pointed out to them by their mom.
She thought seriously about deleting her profile, because she was not getting much of a response anymore. Then she remembered how fake most of it was and decided to update it. After all, deep down she knew she had done the right thing. Not only had the website kept her from going insane, it kept her body well primed for sexy pleasures.
Deana also tried her hand at writing erotica. The responses to her stories told her she had made the right decision. She still immersed herself in her work and spent most Christmas holiday's, working so others could spend the time with their loved ones.
Then her life changed again. Not only did she move out of state, she got a different job. Deana acquired a whole new mental attitude and outlook on life. She has a new life, a healed heart and a kinky sexual attitude.
Deana's new rule for life is; "Why not have fun? Life is too short to sit and whine about the "what ifs." To her the size of a person did not matter. It is what is on the inside that counts.
She also feels that if the man needs to boast about the size of their cock, it's not worth talking about. It is what you do with your cock that matters.
Deana went into things with an open mind and felt she was a sexy full figured woman. She wanted a man who was honest, had a sense of humor, plus a strong but gentle hand. Oh hell let's face it, Deana wanted to have sex with the right kind of man now. She even contemplated calling the local fire department and yelling, "Are there any males there that can light my fire?"
Deana continued to chat, cybered, and even went out with a few good men,but nothing ever became serious. Until one day when this guy named John, emailed her.
Meet John, a lonely man in his fifties. Since the death of his wife, all he does is sit around the house, thinking about how bad his life has become. He thought the woman he married would spend all eternity with him. But after four short years of wedded bliss, she died of a massive heart attack. So to occupy his time, he joined an online dating-swinging site.
As it turns out, it is the same site that Deana is on. John was surfing through the new profiles of women who joined the site, when a sexy full figured redhead caught his eye. Her shoulder length hair, her luscious rose colored lips and seductive green eyes, seemed to say, "Kiss me, if you dare."
As he continued to read her profile, he felt a stir in his crotch he had not felt since god knows how long. He then said, "Hot-damn, she is as pretty as a picture." John immediately sent her an email, hoping she would agree to at least talk to him.
As Deana sat at computer reading her email, she received one from a man named John, in the back of her mind she said, "Here we go again! Time to paste on a smile as I bet this is another wanna be phony!"
Deana went on at looked up the guy's profile. It sounded to her like he was trying to impress the dead poetry society. When she looked at his picture it left a lot to be desired, not only could she not see his face, his body filled the whole thumbnail picture.
She snickered and uttered to myself, "Oh god, Baby Huey has joined the same adult dating sight as me!" She did not even know where that town in Tennessee was. She figured it was probably some redneck with a mean streak. She emailed John back.
"Dear John, Thanks for writing me. First of all let me tell you a thing or two, I have been through hell and do not want a serious relationship at all. So please if you don't mind, do not even mention about meeting me, in your next email. As I never go out with guys that I do not know. I could only get to know them through email, then I decide from there. Mainly, because all the previous ones I have met online were phony. Feel free to write me back if you dare. Deana."
You see, she loves giving a guy a hard time to see if he has the balls to handle a real relationship. If he replied after that, then maybe he might be worth getting to know. One thing she was never in the mood for was, momma's boys, immature men, or those caring a truckload of emotions everywhere they go. If John wanted to, he could email her, but I doubted he would because like 80% of the men online, he is a phony. I can just bet that John will be like all the rest of the men and run with his tail between his legs.
John was speechless, how can such a sexy thing write those hateful words. In his mind he decided someone must have really hurt this woman. That was really uncalled for, because women were made to be loved, not to hurt. So he took a deep breath and wrote her again sealing the email with a kiss and a prayer. He hoped this time, she would reply with a kind word and at least get to know him better before passing judgment.
"Dear Deana, I assure you honey, I am no phony. However, you will not know that for sure unless we chat and get to know one another. In my opinion, you cannot know someone through email either. It is rather impersonal. Talking by phone is a nice way to break the ice, but still you will not see the real person. You will not be able to get to know them for real, unless you meet them face to face. Email me, chat with me and give me a chance to prove it. I promise I wont bite. What harm can it do? Write me back and I swear you will not be disappointed. Sincerely John."
