[Note: This is a follow up to my previous story entitled: A Real Estate Attraction. After talking with the main character (did I mention it was a blend of fiction and non-fiction?)- she thought it was a bit too porn-esk. So, I offer the following to the fantasy woman I call Joan.]
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Okay- so the theory only worked partially.
With the intense memory of the encounter in the model house cemented squarely in our minds, we teased and cajoled our way through our relationship. It was like the pink elephant at the party- everyone knows it's there, but nobody is willing to talk about it.
We also knew the attraction can only be held at bay as long as both parties were willing to keep it that way- sort of like magnets with the same poles. The mutual attraction was just a turnover of one of the magnets away.
And so my mind started to do what it does naturally- think of ways to entice Joan- I can just let my mind go where I know in reality it can't. So as I saw it, the challenge was how could I create the intense, raw, passion (and have her actually feel it) without actually being physical? Is it even possible using just my voice and written word (via this forum and email)? I just had to find out because knowing I can somehow give her the ultimate pleasure was driving me nuts. And so this was my challenge- my quest.
I decided to invite her somewhere outside of our collective location (everyone knows her) for lunch- more for an apology than anything else.
...alright, so being near her was THE other reason..
I called her, and left a message- when she called back, I convinced her that I needed to see her. At first she was a bit skeptical, but then, reluctantly agreed.
And so the location, date, and time was set.
Driving almost 30 minutes away was nice because it allowed my mind to go blank and yet think about what I was to say. Here's this woman who's amazing in every way, that I made uncomfortable with a hard-core fictionalized representation of our relationship...
What do I say?
Should I have not even made the lunch date?
Why was she willing to meet with me when she can easily tell me to go "pound salt"?
I arrived at the restaurant early (not normal for me) and awaited for her in the parking lot. I realized that just to see her was enough and to make her know and see my resolve to keep this at arms length.
I think I finally got my thoughts in check about the whole blinding lust for her...
She arrived about 10 minutes later than me, and looked amazing (as was my memory for each and every time I saw her). I made sure she did not feel alone and ensured we arrived at the front door of the restaurant together.
I reached to open the door for her without her noticing me until the last second.
"Hey!" she smiled as she let me open the door.
"Hey back delicious woman!" I teased.
"Oh do go on!" she said partially blushing- (I LOVE to make her blush- amazingly sexy)
We were led to a table in the corner of the restaurant and sat down.
"So what is so important we have to meet so far away? and in a public place- you'd think we're breaking up or something!" she kidded.