My eyes opened onto a room of pure white, sun shining in the windows, and the fresh scent of flowers. I wasn't sure where I was for a moment and I turned my head to take in my surroundings. A small table sat next to the bed and held a lamp with a lace shade. In the corner was an armoire that matched the style and colour of the side table, and the curtains were a light cream. The bed itself was softer than mine and the duvet was mauve with streaks of white.
Suddenly I became aware of breathing beside me. I turned my head and was met by a mass of dirty blonde hair. I moved one hand up and gently brushed some of the hair to the side.
"Mmmmm, let me sleep will you" I heard and with a thump she had turned her back to me. I froze and a smile ran across my face as reality pushed aside the cobwebs in my head.
Beside me lay a woman, but not just any woman. This was my ideal woman, the one woman that all others were compared to. I could not believe what had happened last night and I was equally shocked to find her in bed beside me. More times then I care to admit I dreamed of waking up beside her and now that it had come to life I was even more afraid to move in case I woke up. The woman was in her early thirties and had had two children, but her body was as beautiful now as it was when we first met in school. I was a little disappointed that she had turned over because her smile was my favorite part of her. She had laughing eyes and a white smile that gave her an innocent and naughty look all at the same time.
I pulled the covers down and her nude body came more into view. She was tanned and had several moles that broke up the soft skin. I ran my fingers lightly up her back and shoulders. She was so soft that I was afraid to hurt her with my clumsy hands. She moaned as my fingers circled her shoulder blades. I was not sure if she was awake or in that sleep like state that you enter when morning comes. She moved slightly exposing more of her back and neck. My fingers traced her spine as they moved towards her ass. I wanted to make love to her again, but I contented myself with softly tickling her skin. As my fingers moved in a circular motion on her hip I widened the movement so that I could touch her cheek on one side and her soft curly hair on the other. When I moved to her legs she quickly moved so that I could not touch her pussy. I smiled and continued caressing her legs, ass, and back.
She shivered, so I pulled the blanket to cover her and moved closer. She snuggled back into me and I felt her body touching mine. I was already hard by this time and I felt myself being squeezed against her ass. I leaned over and softly kissed her neck, my hands moved through her hair and I licked the end of her ear. "Mmmmm", another moan escaped her and this time I was sure she was awake and responding to my touch. I kissed her neck and then moved to her shoulders and back to her neck. My hand ran down her side and circled up once I hit her ass, I moved over her tummy and stopped, cupping her breast. I could feel how hard the nipple was and she moaned as I gently pinched it.
"So your not asleep" I said.
"What makes you say that" she said, and I saw the smile I love appear.
I smiled back and increased the pressure on her breast. My cock pushed against her as I held her tight. My mouth found her neck and I ran my tongue over it. She pushed her ass into me and I felt the tip of my cock slip between her ass cheeks. She reached down and grabbed my cock and slowly started masturbating me. I pushed my cock through her fingers and whispered into her ear.
"I love you" I said, but her reaction was not what I expected.
She released my cock and slid out of the bed. I could see she was crying as she ran into the bathroom. The door slammed behind her and a minute later I heard the shower start.
I leaned back on the pillows and sighed. I knew better than to say that, but I couldn't help it. I had been in love with her since Junior High School and the passage of time had only strengthened the feeling. But she was married and had two kids and I was divorced. What we had done was not right, but neither of us had cared at the time. But now my slip had brought reality back to her and I felt the hurt she carried. I thought back to our younger days and the fun we had had. Walking to the store, talking, and writing notes when we should have been paying attention to the teacher. I could not think of those times without smiling, at least until I got to the part where I started going out with someone else and she ended up getting pregnant.
The water stopped and the door opened. She stepped into the room in a hotel robe with her hair in a towel. I finally realized that I was in a hotel room when I saw the robe. She sat down on the bed and looked at me with a mix of sadness and fear in her eyes.
"I'm sorry" we both said at the same time.
"What are you sorry for?" she asked.
"It was my idea to get this room and spend the night".
