I'd been attending the therapy clinic for almost a year. Once a month, I'd turn up routinely for a punishing session to loosen my tight hamstrings and associated athletic ailments.
For an hour each visit, I was putty in the hands of Darla, a therapist with strong fingers and an even stronger will. I'm not sure if they trained sadism at massage school, or if therapists are just born that way, but for an hour I'd get elbows, fingers and even knees ground into the most sensitive parts of my body.
Darla would chat during the consultation and I'd try to talk back, but usually I'd be grimacing, and sometimes whimpering like a baby. We'd achieved a connection through time, but it was of a professional nature and we'd only discuss the weather, the news and trivia.
But at this visit, something had changed. Darla conducted her ritual inspection at the start of the consultation, poking and prodding, manipulating me this way and that. "Hmmm," she said. "Very good. It looks like the therapy has worked. There's no real tightness, and your range of motion is pretty much like a normal human."
"I am a normal human!" I protested.
"Yes, I know. But you've loosened up. So today it'll just be a gentle massage. A relaxation one. So just lie face down and relax. Leave everything to me."
After the agony of previous sessions, this massage was a delight. Her fingers and hands delicately played over my back, along my calves, up to my thighs, and visited the hem of my underwear..
"This is so good," I complimented. "It's like a fantasy compared to your usual torture session."
"Ha!" Darla sniggered. "So this is your fantasy?"
We fell into an awkward silence.
After a short while, I decided to return to the point.
"Actually, I
would
love a fantasy massage, you know?"
"Not really," she responded innocently.
"Well, a sensual, intimate, erotic massage. Surely you know what I mean?
"Maybe."
Oh no, I thought. I've been inappropriate and I've pushed the conversation too far. That would be too bad, because she was the most skilled therapist I'd ever encountered and I didn't want to lose the appointments!
I felt a single finger slide gently along the length of my spine and rest at the top of my ass. "Talk me through it," she requested in a suggestive tone.
I felt really uncomfortable. Did she really want me to open up completely? Maybe our wires were crossed and she was expecting a mild discussion and not the outpourings of a deviant. Fingers crossed, I thought I'd gently ease into it and gauge the reaction.
It took me a little while to think of how I'd get started and how I'd deliver my fantasies. All the while, she continued to gently massage my back, and after an extended silence she offered: "It's OK. You can tell me."
Here it goes, I thought.
"Well, I'd come in and meet you in reception. You would be wearing a robe. A silken one. Tied at the waist and only just covered your ass. I mean your bottom."
She giggled. "Its OK. Go on."
"I'd give you some cash and you'd hide it away somewhere. You'd give me that smile." I pulled my head out of the massage table hole and looked at her. "Yes, that one. That smile. Then you'd take me by the hand and lead me down the hall. I'd be watching your wiggling hips and your smile as you looked back at me every few steps. We'd walk straight past the studios. I would wonder where you are taking me. And you'd lead us into an oversized bathroom."
"Yes, we've actually got one of those," said Darla.
"You'd face me, and then undress me. You'd stand really close and undo my shirt. Button by button. Then your hands would glide across my chest and you'd peel my shirt back and let it fall. You'd look up at my face and then tilt your head forward and gently lick one of my nipples, and then then other."
"Then you'd undo my fly, you'd crouch and drag my pants down. All the way to the floor and I'd step out. My cock would be hard and obvious in my underwear and your face would be teasingly close. I'd resist the temptation to place my hands on your head. You'd run your finger under the waistband of my briefs, accidentally just brushing the tip of my cock with your hand as you moved around."
"You'd take your time. letting the anticipation build. I'd feel that pressure rising in my loins, and I'd feel those butterflies in my tummy and wonder - and hope - that you were feeling the same."
"Probably."
"Then you'd draw my briefs down, letting my cock spill out, and I'd see a gleam in your eye and a smile on your mouth. You wouldn't grab it. But you'd run your fingernail gently along the shaft back and forth, and say something like 'nice'."
"Nice."
"And finally when I'm naked you would stand again, your hands around my neck, smiling at me, and my cock would be swaying in the breeze, just brushing against your silken robe. Then you'd shrug your shoulders back and your robe would fall to the floor, leaving your glorious naked body in full view."
"Hmmmm," intimated Darla.