I awoke the next day relaxed and in a surprisingly good mood. Not surprising considering the beautiful evening Jeanie and I had shared, with our date and the fooling around we'd done afterward in my car. But surprising because of the fact that I still had a pretty big obstacle in front of me. I had to finally confront her parents and her brother about the fact that we wanted to see each other romantically. I'd been friends with Jeanie's family, the Delvecchios, for years. Her older brother, Tony, and I had been best friends since pretty much the day we met. And I'd been a good friend of Jeanie's all that time as well. Now that she and I cared about each other, it could create problems for the family.
How would they take it? Would they be angry? Would I lose Tony as a friend? Hell, would he kick my ass as soon as I told him?
All of these questions hung over my head like a dark cloud, but for some reason when I awoke I just didn't seem to care. I felt good; I felt optimistic. I'd had dreams of Jeanie once again. This time not bittersweet or desperate at all. This time they were happy. We held each other sweetly and made love freely and tenderly. And when I woke I felt warm and comforted inside. I was ready for the challenges ahead.
I reached under my pillow and pulled out the pair of panties she'd left for me in my car after we'd gone down on each other the night before. They made me smile. They reminded me of both her irresistible sexuality as well as her sweet innocence. They were white with a delicate floral pattern on them, but they were a skimpy thong. Just like her, simultaneously innocent yet deeply erotic. I could still smell her on them; the tawdry scent of her aroused womanhood mingled with the sweet fragrance of her perfume to create the perfect, most alluring feminine contradiction. I savored the scent for a moment then stashed them back under the pillow and crawled out of bed.
After hitting the bathroom, I noticed my sister Jocelyn's door was open. I walked over to her doorway and heard clicking coming from within. I knocked lightly and looked in. She was lying on her bed on her stomach, her laptop in front of her, typing away, presumably on IM. She barely reacted to my knock. "Yeah, sup?" she murmured, never taking her eyes off the screen.
"Hey, how are you?" I asked.
"Fine, what's going on with you?" she replied, still not looking at anything but her screen.
"Nothing. Gotta work in a couple hours."
"That's nice," she replied apathetically.
"Yeah, right. So... can we talk for a sec?" I asked.
"Uh oh, I know what that question means," she needled, taking on a slightly mocking tone of voice. Finally she looked up from her screen and stopped typing, but she cocked her head and raised her eyebrows at me. "So, what do you have to confess?"
"Confess? Nothing. There's no confession here," I stated defensively.
"Mm hmm," she mocked, "just spill it. I'm assuming it involves Jeanie."
"It does, but this is not a confession of some sort of wrongdoing."
"Oh it's not; what is it then?"
I paused and held her eye contact, giving her a serious look. "I like her, Joss," I said flatly and sincerely. "It's really that simple. I like her; I think she's amazing."
"Well," she said, smirking in her most condescending way, "it's about fucking time."
"Is it now?" I asked.
"Yeah, it is, Jim. She's been in love with you for like years and now finally you come around and see how awesome she is?"
"I've always known she's awesome, Joss, but don't you think she and I getting together could be a problem?"
"Problem shmoblem," she mocked.
"So you're saying you're ok with it?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm cool with it. Maybe it's a bit weird but for some reason she likes you so I'm sure it'll make her happy. I question her taste in men, but that's another story," she joked.
I ignored her little dig. "Ok, right, well thanks for understanding. I wonder what her family will say though," I questioned.
"Oh please, they freaking love you. They will welcome you with open arms, Jim."
"Yeah, I dunno about that. Tony might want to beat the shit out of me."
"Oh he will... at first. And hell, he might even kick your ass on principle alone. But he'll get over it."
"Very consoling, thanks," I joked.
"Hmmph, that's nothing compared to what I'll do to you if your break her heart."
"Yeah, that's not exactly in my plans, for the record."
"Good, cuz if it happens, you're dead."
"Noted. Thank you, dear sister, for the family loyalty," I said sarcastically.