NOTE FROM JOOL:
For years she thought seriously about becoming a nun. Seriously. I know how strange it sounds. And she said she wouldn't do it for any real religious reason, but mainly just to help her escape the whole sex thing with guys. I wondered if God would let her in with that kind of devotion.
She wasn't really afraid of sex, but I think in the long run it just seemed like too much hassle to try to learn. The whole high heels - make up - garter belts - seduction thing. Even giving head to a guy made her cringe. She told me she couldn't understand why she had to dress up for a guy just to feel pleasure or be in a relationship.
She wasn't a virgin at nineteen, but she was very single and very celibate.
Cath moved into a small apartment on her own with her cat. It was looking as if she would be one of those crazy cat ladies, old spinster woman, a born-again Virgin at 96 years of age. It didn't bother her either. She just couldn't be bothered putting any effort into trying to land a guy. And Cath was by no means ugly. I had been her best friend for nearly thirteen years. We went to high school together, and had gone through pretty much every up and down possible in a friendship. I felt so sorry for her. It was as if nobody had taught her anything. I didn't want my friend ending up a lonely old spinster cat woman.
Cath was slightly shorter than me, and I'm pretty tall; nearly six foot.
She had small boobs but a good body and very pretty eyes. I saw guys looking at her, but she seemed instantly turned off by them, no matter how good looking. I think Brad Pitt could have tried it on with her, and she still would have been unimpressed. Her only interest in men were older men. As this was something I was into, I could recognize it easily. She'd turn her gorgeous blue eyes at any middle-aged man in a business suit who looked as if he was about to pass over the 50 year mark. She'd double-take at a much older man and leer at him. She even had a thing for my dad. (That's not hard though!)
The older I got the more brave I became, thinking about telling her about my relationship with my Dad, as socially unacceptable it was. She had a distant relationship with her father, and I was wondering perhaps if nobody else could bring her out of her shell, maybe her own Dad could. Or maybe... maybe even my own Dad...
My Dad had just turned fifty five. He was quite tall, nearly six three, and a big, big man. His shoulders were very wide, and he was one of the strongest, fierce men I'd ever known. He was a bit overweight, but that only added to part of his charm. This massive man who carried his weight with such power and confidence, he was nearly irresistible. He'd always had a beard which was always well-trimmed and rough. When he kissed, it was a mixture of soft wet kisses and scratchy, prickly texture.
I loved him, I loved feeling his hands on me. It was an addiction. Dad loved wrapping his mouth around me, any and every inch of me, and sucking, probing with his tongue, making love to me until we were both drenched and satisfied. I loved wrapping my mouth around him, too. From behind, from below, from above. Anything he wanted I gave him.
Cath sometimes asked me why she didn't see me with guys. I fobbed her off with excuses about being in love with someone already. I figured it was time to tell her who it was.
I arranged to bring some videos over to her apartment one night, along with a huge feast of popcorn, chips and candy. It was going to be a night of delicious slothing at it's very best.
"Cath. You know how you never see me with any younger guys?"
I carried in a mug of iced chocolate for her and sat down on her legs on the couch and laughed playfully.
"Yah you and your damn mystery man!"
"You want to know who it is?" I grinned.
"Sure!"
"Well. Don't freak out okay?"
"Is it someone I know?"
"It's my Dad."
She stared at me in disbelief. Her eyes bulged out wide and grew cold and unemotional.
"What?"
I stared back, and smiled.
"My dad and I are in love with each other. I've been having sex with him for years. He fucks like the devil."
Cath grimaced and moved away from me on the couch.
"What are you saying!"
"Seriously. There's nothing wrong with it. I'm an adult now, and I love it. I love it, Cath. My Dad has the most amazing, incredible cock. He knows how to use it too."
"Oh God, Jools, what the fuck are you talking about!?"
I shrugged and looked back at the television. I knew that if she had some time to let it sink in, she'd calm down. A few minutes passed and she kept staring at me as if I was a leper.
"You... and your dad...?"
I nodded, stuffing my face full of popcorn.
"...How?"
"How did it start? I was a bit younger, after my parents got divorced, and I went to stay with him for a couple of months, and it just happened. I was in the bath and he walked in, and I seduced him. I gave him head, and swallowed his cum and it was the best sex of my life. He came into my bedroom and made love to me."
She swallowed hard on her shock and uncertainty. I could see she was blushing. She'd never heard me talk like that before, not aloud. She'd read some of my erotic stories, and they made her blush too, but this was... scary to her. I could sense that.
"Oh God."
"Yeh. You should try it." I said distractedly, "My Dad knows how to make a girl cum."
And that was that. We continued having a great night watching television and some movies. Nothing more was said, we simply changed the subject and moved on.
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