Honest, at first, I thought she was dead.
I deliver packaged goods to the public from my truck, and was on a delivery to her house at the time. I rang the door bell and waited, but got no response. I rang again but for longer this time, and still didn't get a response.
I was so near the end of my round I didn't want to have to take it back to the depot, only to have to re-deliver it again tomorrow. So I knocked on the door as though that would somehow magically make her be at home.
The door swung open at my knock, at first I just waited at the door step calling into the house, 'still there was no response.' I stepped over the thresh hold calling out who I was, and what I was doing there. I was still calling for whomever, was in the house when I found her laying on the floor in front of her sofa.
The concern I felt for her safety and well being, quickly got me over my initial shock at the sight of the state of her undress. I went to her to see if she was alive or dead, Instinctively knowing not to touch anything in case the police needed to do their own investigating.
I quickly checked her vitals, 'as best I knew how to.' I could hardly tell if she was breathing at all, I checked her pulse, it was weak and irregular. I started to panic, I'd never seen a dead person before.
I had a basic understanding of first aid, from the few classes I'd taken at school. 'A. B. C.' Airways, Breathing and Circulation, I was quite pleased that I'd remembered that. I checked her airways were clear, 'check,' breathing was shallow at best, 'check,' circulation, I didn't remember how to do that.
'I could give her mouth to mouth, and heart compression, that should be alright,' I thought kneeling besides her. I tilted her head back to clear her airway, and lent over her holding her head in my hands. Her breath stank of whiskey, if I didn't think she needed this I'd have been would as happily leave her the way she was.
It started while I was blowing into her mouth, I moved the gown covering her chest so I could watch her chest rise and fall. To say I was shocked at finding that I had one of her breasts in my hand, would have been the understatement of the year. Astonished, I watched my hand clawing it, squeezing it and rolling her nipples between its fingers.
I became quite aroused, I tasted the whisky she'd drank, I was kissing her, 'French kissing her,' at that. Suddenly to realize, what I doing to this woman I sat up quickly and headed for the front door.
I looked back at her just before I left her house the way I'd found it. The entire front of her body was exposed from tits to tush, and there was a 'comely glow,' about her. There was a blushing to her face, neck and chest and the area between her legs was open and looked like it was ready to receive something.
It suddenly occurred to me before I shut the door, 'what would happen to her if someone else turned up and found her like that.' I left the door as I'd found it, closed but unlocked ready for who ever turned up next time. Finding her like that was not only distracting, It had awoken a need in me, a need I hadn't expected.
I finished the rest of my round with my needs un-quenched, I only had her delivery left on my truck. I had a choice, either I returned it to the depot and had to attempt another try tomorrow, or I could take it back to her house and try again.
Before I knew it, I was back outside her house, in my truck, touching myself, and trying to gain the courage to go to her, in the state I was in.
I got out of the cab, missed delivery cards and a pen in my pocket.
My clipboard held in front of me so I could hiding the fact my hand was inside my pants touching myself as I walked down her path.
My heart was racing in my chest, as I hoped against hope that the door was still open. That no one else had been in to see her, and that she was still in the same condition I left her in.