I'm always most frisky in the mornings. Most of the time, I get the basics of my daily routine done and then head for the shower. Even my daily showers normally follow a pattern. First, I enjoy the warm water and focus on clearing my mind. Then I soap and wash my whole body, always finishing with my dick -- and here is where I take my time. My mind emptied in the first part of my shower, I start to fill it up again with ideas of sex and sexual imagery, I construct sensual fantasies and narratives. I very rarely make myself come. I edge myself for a time, and when I'm too close, when I'm losing the ability to control the tipping over -- I stop. I turn the shower cold, completely turn off any heat. The cold water taking away my ability to think of anything else. My breathing in panicked gasps for a short time, my mind once again empties.
Today, I'm interrupted. My wife comes into the bathroom. A single, staccato knock and she's pushing straight through the door without a pause. At the time, I'm manhandling myself; my dick half-hard. I jump, panicked at the abrupt and forceful intrusion -- I quickly let go of my dick, and hope I haven't been caught.
She sits to use the toilet and pee. Half eyeing my semi-aroused state. While she wipes and flushes, a look of deliberation crosses her face before she speaks.
"I know what you were doing."
My embarrassment is tangible and obvious. "What?" I question, trying to sound innocent, but even I can hear I'm missing the mark by a long way.
"It's not naughty."
I say nothing.
She says, "I can do it for you if you want?"
She moves across the bathroom, almost gliding. My heartrate jumps and I'm close to panic again, and I'm not sure why.
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My wife and I are in our mid-forties, and we've been together for just over 20 years. We have a sex-life -- healthy, but probably not extravagant. We got together in our mid-twenties, so we both had a past before we met each other. Mind probably more subdued than hers.
Much like most areas of my life, there's a pattern in our lovemaking. I'm of a time where I'm hyper-conscious of her pleasure, always working to make her come before I think of myself. I can tell this confuses her sometimes, maybe even frustrates her. But it's our routine now, and I don't find it easy to break habits.
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She's standing at the edge of the shower screen and reaches her arms out to pull me towards her. Her hands first on my hips, then one slides to my dick and grips it firmly; the other moves around to my buttock, pulling me in towards her waiting, open mouth. Hot water flows down my head and body from the overhead shower, as she starts to gently mouth and pull at my cock.
I'm immediately unsettled. There's nothing I can do to her or for her from here. A little uncertain as to what happens next, I start to stroke and massage her shoulders. While the raised base of the shower lifts me up a good 10 inches, as well as the fact I'm significantly taller than she is, she still must bend slightly at the waist to be in position to rhythmically stroke and suck me.