After Natalie left, I had a relatively quiet day. Denise, the lead nurse for the day shift on the floor, bustled in and out a few times; we settled into an easy rapport. I liked her. A police detective stopped by, interviewed me about what had happened, said his next stop was the bar to ask for camera footage, which I thought the bar ought to have. He left. I watched some shitty daytime TV. I ate some shitty hospital food dinner. Denise clocked out; the night shift took over. I watched some shitty nighttime TV.
The first night in the hospital was tough. They had me on some painkillers that kept the pain level from my many injuries to a dull ache, but it wasn't enough to make sleeping easy. I tossed and turned -- such as I was able -- trying to find a comfortable position, and failing.
And if I was honest, the pain wasn't the main thing keeping me awake. Natalie had left me feeling frazzled. I had a lot of time alone with my thoughts, and I kept playing our encounter back in my head. I was a pretty confident guy, generally. I had a lot of history with her. I knew I had rocked her world more than a few times.
But she had made me cum so fast
.
I laid awake, thinking about the way her hands had felt, what she'd said...
She had known exactly what to do to get me off, in a way she never had in college. I had been absolutely overwhelmed.
The closest analogy I could come up with was a situation from ten years earlier, in college. A judo sparring partner of mine. We had been matched against each other all year, and I mostly got the upper hand in our bouts. Then I took the summer off, while
he
shelled out for a few private lessons. When we got back to campus in the fall, I was getting thrown on my ass left and right. He had put the time in, and I hadn't. I recalled the same sense of embarrassment, of having...fallen behind, somehow.
Had I just wasted my twenties? Should I have been...more sexually active, or something? Was
I
the inexperienced one now, by comparison? It's not like I had been some monk the last few years. There had been plenty of one night stands, a few committed relationships, hell, even a threesome with two girls, one time. I hadn't taken years off from having sex.
So why had Natalie been so much more than I could handle?
I kept circling around the idea as I drifted off to sleep.
---
Natalie was going down on me. She was as talented with her mouth as she had been with her hands, eyes on mine, watching me react as her tongue swirled around me, quickly honing in on the things that felt best for me. I was trying to hold back, to last longer, but every movement of her mouth exactly right. No gag reflex, like she'd had in college; she was taking all of me. No accidental scrape of teeth. Just soft lips, wet mouth, warm tongue. I was getting close, and, I could see her eyes quirk upward. Knowing. Challenging. Her mouth was full of my cock, so she didn't say anything, but the message in her eyes was clear:
it hasn't been very long, but I'm gonna make you blow; we both know you won't be able to help it.
She redoubled her efforts, bobbing on my length, a hand cupping my balls. She was right, I wasn't going to be able to stop myself from cumming, it was too much, closer, closer,
closer
...
"Sleep well?"
I snapped awake to Denise bustling around the room again, opening the curtains, checking machines, vitals, stocks of supplies, etc.
I rubbed my eyes, a little blearily, and then realized that I had a serious, rock-hard erection, which I tried to surreptitiously adjust so it was less obvious. "Uh, not...really..."
"Well, I'm sorry to hear that." Denise looked concerned. "In my trained medical opinion, it may be all the knife wounds. Those sometimes interfere with sleep. It's a known side effect."
I snorted, trying not to laugh, which hurt my torso. I did like her. "Thank you, nurse. It could well be. Although this pillow
was
pretty uncomfortable..."
"Well, I'll see if we can get you another pillow, but I don't know, we've had some budget cuts..." She gave the barest hint of a smile. "Anyway, you've got a visitor. I just wanted to make sure you were awake before I started ushering people into your room. Ready?"
I nodded, and she opened the door.
Natalie?
I felt a mix of anticipation and nervous dread at the thought.
It wasn't Natalie.
Instead, a slight young woman -- perhaps nineteen or twenty -- was staring at me from the doorway, openmouthed. She was pretty -- blue eyes, dark hair, cut in a short bob. Short skirt, white blouse.
She covered her mouth and burst into tears.
Kate.
The waitress where I worked. The one that asshole had been bothering when I threw him out.
"Y-you look
so
hurt...oh, James, I-I'm so sorry, if I hadn't -- oh god -- then you -- I --" her broken words just trailed off into gasped sobs.
"Now, now." Denise patted her on the shoulder, gave her a box of tissues, and guided her to a chair next to my bedside. "I'll give you two some time. I'll be back a little later on, James. Hit the call button if you need something."
I nodded gratefully at Denise, who swished out, pulling the door closed behind her. I wasn't sure how to calm her down. "Kate, it's okay...it's not your fault..."
Kate was still sniffling. "Y-you look..." she trailed off into tears again.
I tried to give a reassuring smile. "That's not very nice. I look like hell but you don't have to
tell
me that."
It just made her sob harder.
"Kate,
it is not your fault
. I was doing my job. That guy was an asshole. His friends -- no surprise -- were also assholes. I'm okay, apparently the knife wounds missed everything vital."
She nodded, still sniffling. "B-but if I had just..."
I shook my head. "No, you did what you were supposed to. I did what I was supposed to. And I'm planning on calling an attorney today; hopefully he'll do what he's supposed to, I'll sue the shit out of those guys who stabbed me in a civil case, and the cops will also do what
they're
supposed to, and they'll get some jail time too in a criminal case. It's
okay
."
Kate nodded, brokenly. "We looked after you got driven off, and I-I-think the cameras did catch it all, and you can see their f-f-aces pretty clearly while they..." she glanced down at my midsection and started crying again.
Awkwardly, I stretched my arm over -- trying not to grimace with the pain as I reached -- and patted her leg. "Thanks. I thought the cameras might have caught them." I smiled at her. Her thigh was smooth and warm under my hand.