Oh my god! It was seven o clock and I had less than an hour and a half before we were due to meet, I was nervous, and I hadn’t had a shower or anything…ok girl pull yourself together and get going.
I left work after having to stay behind to tend to a cut on one of the horses, all the way home I was thinking about meeting you, and how it would be to talk to you face to face and not in front of the monitor. We had talked for what seemed ages and I thought I knew you pretty well, we had both been honest about things and had finally decided to meet up, just as mates, but I was hoping that if things went well, then it could progress from just being mates.
I arrived home at 7.20 and barged through the door, threw my coat and bag down and headed for the shower; it was going to be a rush to get ready and be on time so I quickly washed my hair and soaped up my body with my favourite shower gel.
After I had finished I dressed and put my make up on, looking at my watch before flying back out of the door it was 8.15 pm, and if I hurried I could be there in time. I caught a cab and told him that I wanted to go into reading town centre, for we were due to meet in Yaytzees, a pub in the corner of the town, it was friendly in there and they always had music playing. Good for awkward silences if there were any.
The cab pulled up outside and I paid him and headed for the door, I can’t believe I was nervous, it was quite funny really, I’m normally such an outgoing person, but at the same time can be painfully shy the first time I meet someone.
I smoothed my hair down and pushed the door to the bar open, I immediately saw you sitting with some of your friends in the corner, I decided to get a drink first, I ordered a drink from the bar and sat on one of the stools watching you and your friends laugh and joke. You were very handsome, no doubt about that, your dress sense was good and your hair was done to perfection! A man who takes a pride in his appearance is such a turn on.
I finished the drink ordered another and then started to make my way over to where you where sitting, “Hi, how are you” I said to your back, I think you recognised the voice, even though we haven’t spoken on the phone before. You turned round to face me with that huge smile of yours and I just melted!
“How you doing, sit down these are my mates” I sat and the group conversation carried on for a while before most of them left to dance. It was the first time I had spoken to you alone all night and was hoping that they would take their time on the dance floor. We sat and talked about most things that normal people talk about and I had a huge urge to lean over and kiss you, I told myself to behave and that you would probably run of screaming if I were to try anything.
The night got later and later and the drink flowed freely until it was suggested that we join the others on the dance floor, I agreed and made my way there, you following behind. We danced for a while and the alcohol was definatly taking effect on me, the thoughts running thorough my mind at that moment were very sexual and my body moved almost effortlessly to the music and I just couldn’t help thinking about you and how much I wanted to be in your arms, to feel your body next to mine, I wanted to be held by you, but I wasn’t sure of your feelings, and I didn’t want to make an arse of myself.
The music changed suddenly into something a bit slower and most people left the floor, I looked over to you with a sort of ”shall we” look and you nodded with a huge smile on your face, I moved towards you and slid my hands around you, you were taller than me so my head fell onto your chest which is where it stayed the entire time we danced, I could feel your heart beating and with each beat, I was getting more and more turned on, the feel of your arms around me was wonderful and I wished that I could have stayed there for a long time, but, the music ended and we left the dance floor, it was nearly time for last orders and the lads were panicking about getting the beers in, I sat in the corner watching you, you weren’t like the others, you were quieter but somehow had so much more presence, the dance we had seemed to break the ice between us and as the others were sat finishing their round we sat huddled in the corner, with my hand on your thigh, it was all I could do to stop from stroking up the inside of your leg with my hand.
The plan of action was to go onto a club, I was game for this and so was everyone else, so we hailed the taxis and jumped in, in the taxi with us were two of your mates, so I had to behave, I couldn’t wait to get into the club and sort of lose everyone, and get some proper dancing done. We paid our fee and hung up our coats, at the bar we ordered drinks and found somewhere to sit, the music was pumping and my mind was racing, I was sat close to you and could feel the heat of your thigh next to mine, as the drinks where finished we all got up to dance. The song had a good beat and it wasn’t long before our bodies were wrapped up in each other moving to the music. I felt your arms slip around my waist and your grip tighten as you moved yourself closer to me.