This is my first story, Please be gentle with me. All persons involved are adults, consenting and real.
My hands are shaking, my knees are weak, I am not sure I can do this. I really want to; I just don't know if I can. The doors are locked you are lying on the bed face down with your clothes on, a vision of beauty to me. I feel a stirring within me that I do not know how to control. I want to put my hands on you , I want to feel your soft skin, the smooth curves of your calves the soft lines of your face, I want to run my lips along your neck and feel your pulse quicken. I know you are tense, I see your muscles tighten when I lightly brush my fingers against your skin. I am as nervous as can be I feel like a teenager sneaking out at night again. I don't know how you are going to react if I fully put my hands on you I have no idea if you feel like I do. A little fearful. A little paranoid. I do not know what to do next, I know what I want but I don't know how to go about it. I feel guilty for these feelings I am having about you. I decide to just put my hands on your shoulders. All I can hear is the blood rushing in my ears like being in a wind tunnel. I can't think straight I can't decide how I want to do this, I want to touch all of you I want to lay there and listen to your heart beat I want to feel my skin against yours. I want to feel your lips on mine.
I rub my hands along your back. Rubbing my thumbs along the base of your spine putting pressure along the sore spots, trying to help you relax while trying to force myself to relax as well. It isn't working, I am tense beyond belief I cannot stop my shaking. Taking deep breaths I decide to go a little farther. I work my hands up your back an massage your tense muscles stopping at your shoulder blades to rub through your shirt feeling the knots loosen lets me feel a little bolder moving up to your shoulders and squeezing a little harder than I want, you moan a little. I am not sure in pain or in pleasure. You are grabbing the edge of the bed in a vice like grip; you bunch your arms under you looking as nervous as I feel. The knuckles of your left hand paling slightly from clenching your fists. Your brow furrowed, I cannot help myself but smile at your beauty, the charming little lilt to your mouth. I go back to the base of your spine and lift your shirt slightly and finally touch your skin, your skin is warm, soft, and delightful. The words on your back inscribed in my mind.
I rub my hands under the back of your shirt slowly working my way higher up your back. I spend some time rubbing the muscles of your back just feeling the warmth of your skin I look at you and my smile is trembling just as much as my hands. My pulse rockets just at the thought of you. I get off of your bed and walk to the side where you are laying your head. I just want to kiss your soft lips. The kisses are tender and the thoughts running through my head slipping from the tender to the passionate. I walk around the bed to your feet, softly rubbing your feet massaging your soles and arches running my thumbs along your heels and up your calves putting the heel of both of my hands along the sides putting pressure on your calves to help loosen you up. Running my hands up the back of your legs passed the backs of your knees to your thighs. Rubbing your thighs up the back of your shorts feeling the soft warmth of your skin. You whimper softly and slowly turn over. Your breasts falling to the side your nipples poking out slightly tenting your shirt. I try to gently run my hands across your belly and up your sides tickling you unintentionally. You sit up and stand at the side of the bed raising your arms above your head you ask me to take off your shirt. I take your shirt off and reach my arm around your shoulder and across your chest.
I kiss the side of your neck and lightly lick your neck. You roll your head so I can find the vee of your neck easier and taste you one side then the other you slyly undo your shorts and let them fall to the floor the black ribbons on your panties trembling in time with you. You lay down on your back and started kissing my way up your legs from your calves to your thighs rubbing your legs with my hands as I went. I feel the heat from your womanhood radiating up towards my face. I can smell you, your smell of arousal, excitement, trepidation. I run my nose through the crotch of your panties rubbing the tip of my tongue across them. I run the tips of my fingers under the leg bands of your panties rubbing the outside of your legs I reach under the waistband and pull them down your legs you lift slightly to accommodate me. You are naked before me your breasts spread across your body. You put your feet on the bed and spread your thighs showing me your center, the strands of your wetness dripping through your perfect pussy lips I run my finger from near your clit down through your hot entrance and bring my finger to my mouth to taste your essence.