Act One
"Spring"
Far away
Across the field
Tolling on the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spell
'Time-Pink Floyd'
I had never had much growing up. My mum was a poor, single parent who did the best she could. I never knew who my dad was and it was probably for the best. I made it through high school and even learned a trade. It was more than most of the kids around me accomplished. For the most part I stayed out of trouble and worked hard.
We never had any kind of close family around either. My mother named me Stanley Moore after my absentee father and that was as close as we came to outsiders. There were a bunch of no good 'cousins' that Mum mostly kept away from me though. Childhood wasn't easy but my beautiful mum kept me safe and raised me well.
She worked long hours to support me and I spent a lot of time alone. We were dirt poor but happy. Sure I was a lonely kid but where I come from friends could do just as much harm as good. We only had the two of us and that was enough. It was the least I could do to get good grades and a decent job out of high school. I stayed out of trouble and kept my nose clean.
I grew tall and strong in our project and the girls threw themselves at me. I was big as a linebacker and had manners to boot. My skin was clear and my features were strong and handsome. Even with all the attention I was safe and smart. If I had any kind of vice it was sex.
High school passed by and after graduation I was a qualified mechanic free of kids or girlfriends or any obligations except my mum. I was getting ready to strike out on my own at this point. Maybe the military or a union job somewhere. Just as I was gearing up for a big change, I lost my mum.
It was an accident at work, they said. One day she just never came home. Cleaning up after folks year after year she was weary to her bones and they say she fell. By the time they found her it was too late. My beautiful mother was gone and after she was gone I was truly alone.
Part of me died with her. I broke down and just rumbled around our house broken and lost for weeks. Grief took me like a storm, and for a while I thought I might follow her rather than live with this pain. Gradually though, I came around. I was barely twenty now and life kept marching forward and eventually so did I.
To my surprise Mum had a life insurance policy that paid out in case of accidental death and I was the beneficiary. I used the money to start my own little garage, Moore's Auto. Maybe the old family name was lucky or maybe Mum was blessing me but the business took off.
I was good at my trade and my garage grew nicely. I did honest work and had a comfortable customer base. I even did my own taxes. For a time it seemed everything would turn out for me. You never see the blind curve coming on a straightaway. Once a fool, always a fool.
Putting the old family name on the business was a mistake. After a year of hard work and grief my 'cousins' started coming around. I hadn't done much socializing since mum died. In between work and home I rarely saw anyone beside my customers. I knew they were trouble of course, but blood was blood and after Mum died I was desperate for a connection.
I was never really sure what the cousins did for a living. I mean drugs, crime, pimping, and violence. I knew what they did but it wasn't my business to know. I knew they didn't turn any wrenches to do any honest work. At first it was nice to have 'family' around, despite their characters. I was distracted anyway or rather being kept 'busy'.
They started with beers and cards after hours. Before I knew it they were asking me favours. I was ripe for the plucking and couldn't have resisted if I tried. Innocent enough but then they brought in a honey pot and while she kept me busy they fucked my business blind. I'm smart enough but man, loneliness can really mess with your common sense.
Tracey seemed just like one of the girls from the old neighbourhood. Trashy and gorgeous and wild. She smelled great and fucked like a wildcat. I should have known better but God damn it she was hot. Every time I tried to look around she was there with her hot wet pussy in my face or her dirty talking mouth around my cock.
After all the years of being safe and smart with my sex life I let Tracey lead me by my dick and blind me. I had been pretty overprotected and naive I guess 'cause I fell into the trap like a total rube. She was a real pro and I was in lust so fucking hard.
It started small enough, the cousins asked me to hire one of their guys. Seemed harmless at first like an apprenticeship or something. Soon they started bringing in their own work, just to him. Mostly paint jobs but sometimes he would scrap perfectly good cars. Insurance job they would say. By the time I caught on to the scheme it was too late.
Like I keep saying I could be a damned fool. My cousins had been running a stolen car ring while their plant kept me occupied. I was set up but the Law doesn't care if your stupid. Tracey disappeared, the 'cousins' vanished and it was just me left holding the bag. So in one fell swoop I had lost everything.
I was just over twenty years old and suddenly my life was over. I lost my house, my business and my community. God what would my mum have thought, I was so ashamed. Luckily, my clean record and earnest remorse influenced the judge because I got a five year sentence with time served.
My trade was to help again and I got work at the prison garage. I kept my knuckles clean and my head down and I was out in four. I could talk a lot more about that time but I won't. I'll say this though, you get used to it way too fast. I mean the loss of freedom and dignity, all of it. You get used to your cage and get used to taking orders. It gets to be a habit. It changes you.