You have no idea how special you are to me, do you? You entered my life as though you were an angel, seemingly knowing that I needed someone. Our friendship blossomed overnight, quickly feeding my soul. Until you, I was slowly dying on the inside, unsure of what tomorrow would bring and not really caring.
In those early days, you would often stop over at my place first thing in the morning as soon as you got off of work. We would sit and talk for hours sharing our deepest thoughts over a fresh pot of coffee. It was those early conversations that have brought us to this momentβ¦.
Twenty minutes ago, just after the morning sun set on the horizon, you drove up expecting our morning conversation. I had long ago begun to rely on these special moments with you, cherishing them more with each passing day. I watch out the window as you get out of your truck, your long legs taking long strides towards my door. You let yourself in as you have come to do, a knock no longer being necessary. You find me in the kitchen standing in front of the window taking notice of the dreamy look in my eyes. You quietly walk up behind me, placing your lips to my ear and softly whisper hello into my ear.
I come out of my dream and whisper hello in return as I grab our coffee off the counter. You follow me to the couch and we take our normal positions, sit side by side, allowing no distance between us. We begin to talk softly, your hand gently caressing my leg. We talk mostly about your night at work. It becomes obvious to me that you have had a long night and are in much need of some relaxation I look into your eyes noticing your tired state has taken away much of the gleam that is normally there. You are so very tired, yet you appear tense as well. I gently remind you that this might be a good time for you to take me up on the massage I have been promising you. You smile in agreement as you slowly move to the floor and sit between my legs.
I place my hands on your shoulders and begin to press my fingers deep in to the muscles. I move my hand to your neck and gently caress the tight muscles that I find there. I begin to slowly pull your hair softly in an effort to wake up each nerve ending. I return my hands to your shoulders, slightly moving them lower as I try to tug on your T-shirt. You reach down and pull your shirt over your head, allowing my hands to get direct contact with skin.
My hands continue to massage your shoulders, feeling the tension slowly dissipate. Your muscles in your neck begin to relax as your head slowly falls back. I move my hands to the front of your throat as I softly caress your skin. My hands glide across your chin, over your cheeks, as I place a gentle kiss above your brow. I touch my lips to yours ever so slightly but just for the briefest of moments.
I return to your shoulders once more, gently pushing your body a bit farther away from the couch and me. My hands sliding down past your shoulders to your back. As your body continues to relax I hear a soft moan escape your lips. I push you forward slowly until you are lying on your stomach. I stand above you, straddling your body. I sit on your ass softly as my hands begin to massage your back once more. I massage deeply, first your back, then shoulders, followed by your arms and returning to your lower back. I move my hands to your sides, gently caressing as I bend over and place my lips to your ears. I whisper in your ear that I want you to roll over, you do so.