I was not happy. In fact I was a whole mixture of emotions; resentful, disappointed, anxious, frustrated. It was our tenth wedding anniversary and my husband, Jeremy, who is 13 years my senior and partner in a city centre law practice had had one of his 'senior moments'. We had just been finishing our meal at the hotel restaurant when his face paled. For one brief moment I thought it was a heart attack. He began to tap the breast pocket of his navy blazer before exclaiming, "Oh my God!"
"What is it, darling?" I implored, leaning forward over the table.
"I've left the blasted tickets back at home."
To mark the occasion of a decade together Jeremy had booked tickets to see a Harold Pinter play at a theatre in Manchester. Dinner was my treat. Exasperated I hissed, "For Goodness, Jeremy...."
Before I had uttered these words my husband had stood up from the table, dabbed either side of his mouth with the immaculate linen napkin, and said, "I won't be two shakes of a lamb's tail, darling. Jenny'll keep you company. Won't be long."
Won't be long? It was easily half an hour each way to home and back. On our way into the hotel we had bumped into an old university friend of mine with whom I had kept in contact mainly by email and the occasional lunch. Jenny was attending a medical conference at the hotel and looked every inch the successful consultant she had risen to become. After exchanging air kisses so as not to smudge our make up we agreed to join her in the bar after dinner. At the time my chance meeting with Jenny seemed to herald what promised to be a wonderful evening.
An hour later, however, my mood was altogether gloomier. Having abandoned my dessert in favour of polishing off the remainder of the excellent Chablis I left the hotel's restaurant in search of Jenny in the bar. Peering around the seats and alcoves it soon became apparent she was not there. With an increasing sense of annoyance and awkwardness I picked out a secluded and dimly lit recess and eased myself on to the soft brown leather table seat.
What a fool I felt. All dressed up and β as far as anyone who was looking β nowhere to go. Ten minutes previously I looked and felt a million dollars. I do not mean to sound vain but I look good for 40. I have not allowed the rigours of being a marketing executive to get in the way of maintaining my figure. If anything it has helped my career. I am not one of these feminists who try to be as macho as men in order to justify my position in the company. I will readily own up to using my feminine charms when necessary to bag a client or gain the favour of a senior colleague. And, yes, sometimes there is a frisson between us and I don't mind saying it all adds to the job satisfaction. But that β I hasten to add - is where it ends.
I go to the gym three times a week before work and horse riding at the weekend also keeps me toned and in shape. The result is that I have nice slim legs which are readily shown off in skirts rather than trousers. I'm not exactly busty but I possess a healthy cleavage which frequently glimpses the light of day. This particular evening was no exception. I was in my favourite black silky, slinky cocktail dress, setting off my jet black hair which was drawn up on top of my head in a French Twist. There was no need no need for a jacket on this balmy summer evening. I was dressed for seduction although now seduction was far from my mind. The black hold ups and matching lacy lingerie underneath were now seemingly a superfluous frivolity.
I busied myself with deleting text messages from my mobile phone, occasionally re-reading a few saucy jokes sent from various friends although inwardly I was still fuming at Jeremy. Squinting at the screen in the semi-darkness I was taken aback when I suddenly heard a voice with a strong London accent above me.
"Aw'right. Can I get you a drink?"
I looked up and saw a broad powerfully built man in his early 30's grinning down at me. I took in his appearance; not quite six foot, with blond hair gelled back to reveal sparkling blue eyes which went well with his sky blue Ralph Lauren shirt tucked in black jeans. With alcohol-induced bravado, coupled with the annoyance of being left to sit alone in a hotel bar, I looked him up and down and said, "Do you know...I think I will, thank you. A glass of white wine, please."
His grin widened and, with a nod of acknowledgement, he headed to the bar to order the drinks. I found myself quickly checking my appearance just before he returned with two enormous glasses of wine which must have held half a bottle each. Setting the glasses down with another flashing smile he introduced himself, "Cheers...I'm Steve by the way."
"Your good health...I'm Sarah."
Steve manoeuvred his large frame further round the alcove at the same time turning his body to face me. He had a wide boy charm in a rather unsophisticated way and clearly made a living from his gift of the gab. Judging by his accent he was away from home on some sales trip 'up north'. Still, it would wile away some time until Jeremy turned up. His discovery that his 'abandoned wife' was being chatted up by a bit of rough would no doubt teach him not to be so forgetful in future.
I half expected Steve to follow up with something clichΓ©d like, "...and what's a nice girl like you..."
"What was the filet mignon in the sauce bayonnaise like?"
I half choked on my first mouthful of wine. My reaction must have been noticeable because he laughed saying, "We don't just eat jellied eels in Peckham!"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to sound rude but how do you know I had the filet mignon?"
"Cos I was sitting on the other side of the restaurant...and I sorta noticed ya."
"Ahh..I see." I arched an enquiring eyebrow at Steve and took another sip of wine. I was becoming distinctly tipsy and was entering into the spirit of the occasion.
"So what are you celebrating?" he said, smiling back at me knowingly before eyeing me up and down.
"Our tenth wedding anniversary." I replied with mock indignation.
Steve threw back his head and guffawed.
"And the occasion was all too much for your husband that he dumped ya?"
Unsure of how to respond I replied simply, "Something like that."
"Well I can tell ya now," he ventured, warming to the challenge, "if you were my missus I wouldn't leave alone for a moment. Not with blokes like me around," he winked and gave me another of his flashing smiles and took a large mouthful from his glass but still eyeing me over its rim. The wine was beginning to take effect.
"And what sort of 'bloke' are you? I asked suggestively.