My day started like any other - the clanging of metal against metal, the slave master's shout - and I rolled off my pallet, scrambling to my feet. "You -" I heard, obviously directed at me. "There's work for you today," the slave master continued. "Get yourself to the House of Ajnabi, the eunuch will tell you what to do."
He reached out to grip my chin with thumb and fingers, tilting my head upwards then forcing my mouth open to peer at my teeth. "Well enough. Get going, then."
He seemed to change his mind. "No - first make something to eat, he'll expect that. And for Horus' sake, find something else to wear!"
"But what -" I ventured. His response was to lash out, the back of his hand catching me just below one eye. "I thought you'd learnt better than to ask questions," he growled, turning and walking out.
I stumbled towards the kitchen, looking round. Flour, oil, salt for making the meagre flatbreads that had been my diet for as long as I could remember. And on the stone slab, what was left of the roast meat the guards must have been enjoying the night before. I set to work, mixing, kneading, then folding lumps of meat into the pastry. The embers under the oven were still glowing, and I added wood, blew the flames into life before sliding in the tray. I quickly crammed the remaining scraps of pastry into my mouth to take the edge off my hunger, and slid to the floor, leaning against the wall to grab a few moments of quiet.
Unbidden, the face of my mother swam into my mind. "Darling," she seemed to whisper as she always had, "just keep believing, things will work out..."
The fragile peace was interrupted by a shout from the archway, and I ducked as a bronze coin hit the wall where my head had been. "You! Get some wine, and hurry up about it."
I retrieved the coin, and set off across the already-busy square to the tavern, praying that my makeshift pastries wouldn't burn while I was gone. Mercifully the innkeeper's wife was there, and she filled a flagon, taking the coin I held. I returned to the slave quarters, and the amphora was roughly pulled from my hands. "Don't hang around next time."
The pastry was just beginning to brown, and I stirred the fire, then remembered the slave master's parting words. I made my way to the room where his crone of a mother usually sat, keeping watch over the things needed for us to do our work - clothes, the baskets in which we could carry burdens for those who hired us.
She looked up as I entered, giving me a wider-than-usual though still toothless smile. "So you're to go to Ajnabi, then. Well, let's see what we can find for you. Take those rags off for a start."
I stripped, resisting the urge to hunch in on myself in any attempt at modesty. The old woman reached out stick-like fingers towards me, squeezing first one breast then the other. "He'd better not want more there, then."
She shoved my shoulder, turning me round. Her hands grasped my bottom, and I blushed crimson with shame as she parted my cheeks, bending to examine me. "Well, you'll have to do. You're the only virgin we still have, anyway."
I swallowed, turning back to face her. "Where did the others go?"
She gave a derisive snort, rummaging in a pile of fabric behind her. "Here we are."
I looked at the garment she pushed into my hand. I could see the lines on my palm even through the layers of sheer fabric, and as I shook out the folds I felt tears prick at my eyes. "I - I don't have undergarments -" I stuttered, and she cackled. "Put it on."
I slipped the fabric over my head, letting the hem drop, feeling if anything more naked. She looked at me, and quirked her mouth. "Someone had better go with you - otherwise even these poor goods will be spoiled on the way."
She leaned into the corridor. "Baltun - get in here."
The biggest of the male slaves appeared. "Mistress?"
"Take this to the House of Ajnabi. Intact, you hear me?"
He grasped my arm. "Come on."
"I have to get something from the kitchen," I stuttered, glancing at the crone fearfully.
"Ah, your offering," she sneered. "If he can stomach it."
Baltun half-dragged me to the kitchen, looking hungrily at the pastries as I tied them into a square of cloth. "Not for you," I frowned. "Do you want me to tell the eunuch that part is missing?"
He subsided, and jerked his head towards the door to the street. "Come on, then."
The temperature was starting to rise, but the air blowing up and through what I wore still somehow chilled me, and the feeling of exposure grew as we entered one of the main streets. My cheeks burned at the obvious lust in the glances of the passing men - and some of the women - but Baltun's presence kept them at bay.
Finally we reached what seemed to be our destination, a building set back from the street, with broad steps leading up to it. "Go," gestured Baltun.
"But what am I to do?" I queried.
"Not my problem," he grunted.
I remembered again that the slave master had mentioned a eunuch - presumably some official. I climbed the steps, not even glancing back, and looked around. This was obviously a residence for someone of high rank, and other slaves must already have prepared it. Couches stood here and there, and the bathing pool sparkled temptingly in the sunlight...
I shook my head. My place would be in whatever passed for slave quarters here. A low arch seemed to lead inside, and I passed through, finding what I'd expected - somewhere to prepare food, and a couple of cramped rooms for the male and female slaves to sleep.
But I seemed to be the only one here. I put the package I carried down in the coolest part of the kitchen, and looked to see what else there was. A stone channel led running water into a basin, and there were pitchers, other vessels for drinking. A stack of towels in one corner must be intended for slaves to wash guests' feet, and jars held the lotions and herbs used in bathing.
I yawned, and decided that with no-one to order me around, no obvious assigned duties, I might as well try to get some sleep. I found blankets, and curled up on the floor, closing my eyes...
***
The next thing I knew was a bulky figure looming over me. "Up," came the command, but spoken less brusquely than I was used to.