It was a slow Saturday afternoon at the bar. I had scheduled Jed to work that night, so I was holding down the bar myself with two waitresses. It was a beautiful Memphis day outside. Most of the Trane Station regulars were outside moving around I imagined. I figured the regulars would start rolling in around eight or nine o’clock. There was a message behind the bar from Jed saying somebody named Indigo was on her way from Chicago. That should be interesting, I thought.
Whisper and Nick sat at a table by the window. They were deep into a conversation with a second pitcher of beer between them. They seemed to be enjoying themselves. Good people, both of them.
Mostly I had just been standing at the bar listening to Teri talk while she put a huge dent in my Stolichnaya inventory. She had just gotten clear of a very messy divorce and this was the first weekend for her two kids to spend with her now ex-husband. Teri needed to talk and I can be a pretty good listener so we were matched up for the day.
Teri sighed and pushed her glass to me for freshening. I got her a new glass and threw in some ice before pouring the Stoli and club soda over a fresh lime.
I had known Teri for a couple of years. I never got to know her husband, he never came around much. Teri is a petite woman. Brown hair and eyes. I met her through the Memphis running club, actually. We had even ran together through Overton Park a few times.
“Trane,” she continued with a change of subject, “What do you consider the difference between making love and fucking?”
I smiled and told myself that I had just poured Teri’s last drink for the day.
“Oh, I don’t know, Teri,” I started, “I suppose there is more emotion with making love. Maybe more physicality with fucking. Actually, if you ask me, fucking is more like masturbation. Participatory masturbation, co-ed masturbation, something like that. Not that there’s anything wrong with that. Not at all. Fucking is like doing it for the pleasure of it. Making love means more.” I paused for a moment and smiled. “But I like them both. How bout you?”
“I haven’t had either one for a long time,” she said, surprising me with the hint of sadness I heard in her voice. “But,” she brightened just a bit with a little smile, “I think I’d rather go for the fucking.”
“Teri, my friend and buddy,” I started, “You want me to call you a cab? I’ll look after your car.”
“No,” she said too quickly and a little too loudly. “I can’t go home to the house. Not alone. Not tonight.”
“Okay,” I said reaching across the bar to pat her on the shoulder. “Okay. I got an idea. I live upstairs now, over the bar. Why don’t you go up and take a nap. I’ll work the rest of the afternoon here. After you’ve rested a bit I’ll buy you some dinner tonight.”
Teri smiled knowingly. She knew she’d had too much to drink.
“Okay, but one more question,” she grinned.
“Shoot,” I told her feeling relieved.
“Do you always wear khaki shorts?” she giggled.
I laughed too. “No,” I told her, “I don’t shower on sleep in them.”
She laughed louder and I saw Whisper turn look toward us to see what was so funny.
“Do you know you got a hole in the back of your shorts?” she laughed.