I returned to my house to find the lovely Jessika, her brunette hair pulled back in a ponytail, wearing one of my t-shirts and lounging on the couch.
"I have the food," I announced, holding up the bag containing a cheeseburger for Jessika, a chicken sandwich for myself, and a large order of fries to share.
"Great! I am fucking starving. Coming seven times within a couple of hours does that to a girl."
Jessika met me at the table, leaning in for a quick kiss even before I put the food on the table. I would have prolonged that kiss, but my lover pulled away.
"I'll get the drinks from your fridge," she said, touching my arm as she walked past. "I assume you want water."
"I think I have a diet root beer in there. That would be good."
"That sounds good. I'll have one too, if that's okay."
"You can have anything you want, Babe."
"What I would like is a real beer, but you don't have any," Jessika said as she placed the two bottles of diet soda on the table. "The problem of being with a non-drinker, I suppose."
"I could go get you some beer," I replied. "There is the convenience store around the corner."
"Nah, this is fine. Alcohol would just make me horny again, and I'm not sure I can do more tonight."
"Might be worth a shot-three more orgasms and you would reach an even ten for the day."
"Shit, with the three from last night, I've had ten in the last twenty-four hours. I'm not sure I could take any more."
"It might be fun to find out," I laughed.
My lover grinned, then shook her head.
"Let's just eat, then see what happens," she said.
"I could just strap you down again," I suggested after she had taken a bite of her cheeseburger.
Jessika's made a choking sound, then swallowed the food in her mouth.
"Did you have to wait until I took a bite?" she scolded me, gray eyes icy.
"I was just teasing. I thought you liked it."
"Liked it? It was fucking incredible. And fun."
"So, you would do it again?"
"Um, yeah. Plus, you still owe me a ravishing at some point."
"That is what we just did, I thought."
"No, that was more kinda submissive roleplay, at least in my mind," Jessika told me, a thoughtful look on her face. "My fantasy is more that you tie me down and just have your way with me, not make me do things for you and order me around and stuff. I mean, like I said, that was fun, a lot of fun, and I am up to doing it again, but it was not quite my fantasy."
"Okay, I will keep that in mind," I said, trying but failing to keep my tone neutral.
"Don't overthink that, Mark," my brunette lover said, and I heard Jessi's voice in my head, reminding me of all the times she had told me the same thing. "I really got off on you taking control and me serving you. I wouldn't want to do it all the time, but I am also willing to take it further, if you want. But my fantasy is a little different, and I want that too. That's all I'm saying. Really."
"I understand," I assured her. "I was just concerned I had disappointed you."
"You never disappoint me," the brunette grinned. "Other than when you keep talking when I want to eat."
"Sorry," I mumbled as Jessika resumed eating her cheeseburger.
As I ate my sandwich and some of the fries, another situation in which I disappointed Jessika came to mind-my relationship with Jessi. Of course, I did not bring that up, but I did start to wonder where that relationship stood. I had not heard from Jessi at all since I left her apartment early Saturday morning.
"You're a million miles away there, Mark," Jessika said, reaching under my stationary hand to take some fries.
"I was just thinking about... something."
"About something you think disappoints me?"
"Sort of, I guess."
"Mark, I've accepted that, um, situation, is what it is. Sometimes I have to remind myself about it so I don't, well, forget. And yeah, I know that's circular. I don't know how else to express it, um, safely. Besides, the only thing that disappoints me is when other things spill into our time together, so let's not let it this time, okay?"
"Sounds good to me," I said, but I was worried Jessika was being too glib about the 'situation', as she had called it.
***
"You want to go to bed?" I asked Jessika after waking her. She had fallen asleep on my shoulder while we were watching a movie.
"Sure, Mark," she smiled, stretching in a way that pulled my t-shirt she was wearing tight across her chest. "But not funny business. My stuff's sore and closed for business, and that means my mouth too, so don't get any ideas about that."
"There is another option," I said as I stood and held out my hand to her.
Jessika took my hand and I helped her to her feet even while she was shaking her head.
"I'm not sure taking it up my ass on a weeknight is a good idea, Mark."
I felt my face flush as I stammered out my response.
"I, I wasn't... um, I didn't mean, uh, mean, well, that. I was thinking about between your boobs, and I was just teasing anyway."
The brunette stifled a laugh, then hugged me.