"Thank you, Derek. Thank you for allowing me to grieve. For your shoulder to cry on. For your compassion and understanding. I may have lost a boyfriend, but I've found
an amazing new friend in you. Thank you."
"It's alright, Nicole. I'm humbled you've thought enough of me to be so open and forthright. And may I just say, although I may not know you well, I think I know enough to confidently say your ex boyfriend is a fucking idiot for letting you go. And that you're a wonderful woman. Truly."
She turns to me and smiles.
"Thank you for the kind words. And yes, your right, he is a fucking idiot."
We both laugh, thankful to find the humour from a dark situation.
"Are you ok?"
She nods and smiles.
"Good, then I have something for you."
I reach down to the bag I brought in earlier from the club car. From the bag I extract two glasses and a bottle of wine. Her eyes widen.
"Well, this morning you said you wanted a bottle. So I got one. And I think now is the time to open it. We can celebrate. A chapter in your life is closing, but a new one is starting. One who's potential is limitless. So, let's celebrate the start of your new chapter."
"That is a fantastic idea! Well said."
With a broad smile she sits down next to me and takes the glass handed to her.
"A toast. To the start of a new chapter. And to the start of a new friendship."
We clink glasses, and sip the wine.
"Thank you, Derek. You've been so kind to me."
"It's my pleasure."
And we ease back into our conversations, shaving a few more hours off our journey with wonderful dialogue. Eventually she leaves the cabin to find the ladies room. I lean back and stare out the window. I can see the outline of mountainous terrain forming in the hazy distance, but I pay then no heed. All I can think about is Nicole. She is such a fantastic woman. Questions bombard my head. How can anybody in their right mind leave her? She smells so good. I wonder what she uses in her hair? I wonder if she finds me attractive at all? Don't be a moron, she's going through a breakup. The last thing she's looking at is you. I wonder what it would be like to kiss her? Should I asked her to dinner in the club car? I wonder if she would like to hang out together when we get to Lourdes?
Just then, the door opens and Nicole walks in. She closes it behind her. I don't see her lock it. I smile at her. She looks at me intently for a brief moment, then a smile appears on her face.
"May I ask you a question?"
"Of course. Anything."
She hesitates for a moment, then asks,
"Would you hold me again? I must admit to you, it felt quite wonderful in your embrace. Even through my sorrow I still felt captivated by your clutch. I would completely understand if you said no. I don't want to place you into any awkwardness. And before you think it, I do not see you as any sort of rebound. I have a great deal of respect for you, and I would not insult you as such."
Well damn. I'd love to be her rebound. I smile to myself, then look up at her. I kick off my shoes, lean back on the chair, and hold out an inviting hand. She smiles and gently climbs onto the chair with me. She wraps her arm around my chest and snuggles her head on my shoulder. I close my eyes, then open them again a little wider as her right leg finds its way laying over mine. She takes in a deep breath and let's it out slowly as her hand lightly caresses my chest. My right arm wraps around her waist as my left comes up and I start to slowly run my fingers gently through her hair. To my surprise she seems to let out a low moan, but doesn't acknowledge it. We lay like this for awhile, content to be held by one another. My eyes are closed. I can hear her breath. Feel her body against mine as she breaths in and out. So hypnotic. For the first time in so long, I feel at ease. Content. Happy, even. To have this contact with her is exhilarating, erotic even. But also sweet and tender. It's a wonderful moment I bask in, hoping it will last. She stirs, and my heart deflates a little at the thought that this moment is coming to an end. She lifts up from me and looks at me intently for a moment. She raises her arm and cups my cheek with her hand. She draws in close to me and turns her head slightly as her lips meet mine. A gently, soothing kiss. After a wonderfully long few moments she pulls back quickly.
"I'm sorry! That was totally out of line! Please, forgive me! I....forget I kissed you! Please. I'm so sorry." She gets up and moves to the other side of the cabin and sits down. Her cheeks are red. One might say she's a bit flustered. I sit up to look at her. Her eyes avoid me.
"It's ok. You have nothing to apologise for."
I get up and move in front of her, kneeling down. I place my hands on her knees.
"Really, Nicole. There's nothing to be sorry for or be embarrassed about. The fact is it felt nice. That feeling of want. That feeling of being wanted. I haven't experienced it in a long time, and I suspect you haven't either. Besides, if you want me to forgive you, then I'll need your forgiveness as well."
And with that I lean into her, my lips lightly caressing hers before they press together. Our lips roam over each other, exploring. She feels my tongue slide against her lips. An invitation she honours by parting her mouth. Her tongue emerges to find mind. Gingerly, reserved, they slowly feel one another out before locking together. I can feel myself stir, hardening. My hands slowly slide up and down her thighs as her hands come up to hold my head, pulling me even closer into her. The kiss is pure magic. It is a warmth in a cold soul. It is light in a darkened heart. My hand comes up to her neck, my thumb lightly rubbing. We are slow, deliberate. We take our time. I feel as though I'm losing myself. I'm falling. To where I don't know. But the sensation is exhilarating. I don't realize my hand has traveled down her neck and across her chest, gliding over her breast. I open my eyes and pull away from her. I look down, embarrassed.
"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean....I just got so....forgive me!"
Nicole looks at me for a moment and smiles. She grabs my hand and press it against her breast and hold it there as her other hand grabs the back of my head and pulls me into a rapturous kiss. Her hand let's mine go and trails down my chest and between my legs where she fondles my cock through my jeans. I let out a moan as she continues to squeeze and rub. My heart is racing. I can't believe this is happening to me. I'm sure it's a dream in which I'll awake. I just hope I don't wake to soon. She pulls away from me.
"Lean back on the chair."
I oblige. Nicole positions herself between my legs. Her hands rub my knees and slowly slide up my thighs, finding their way to my manhood. One hand continues to rub me as the other undoes the belt and buttons on my pants. Now opened, her fingers find their way through the slit in my boxers. They wrap around my cock and pull it through the slit. Now exposed, she slides her hand up and down my shaft before she grins at me, then plunges her mouth down on me. I throw my head back, calling out her name as her mouth and tongue work over my cock. Her tongue wraps around the head. Sucking at it, driving me insane. I arch my waist up as my cock throbs. She feels me, the warmth in her mouth. She can sense the pressure building in me. Hear it in my moans. Senses it in the shortness of my breath. She open her mouth, releasing me. I open my eyes and look up at her. She stands and kicks her shoes off. Then she unbuttons her pants and slowly takes them off. Her panties are next. She seductively rolls them off and they drop to her ankles. She steps out of them, then climbs on top and straddles me. Her left hand presses into my chest as her right grabs my shaft. She slowly rubs it between her legs. It parts the lips of her vagina as she slides it up, the head rubbing her clitoris. She lets out a delicious moan as she continue to rub the head of my cock on her clit. The sensation is overpowering. I lie there helpless before her. Nicole's fingernails dig into my chest as she continues to rub. Her breathing heavy. I look up, her eyes closed, mouth agape, the sounds of delight escaping from within. I can honestly say I've never seen a more seductive look on a woman. I'm transfixed by her. Pleasuring herself with my cock is such a turn on. She stops rubbing her clit, and slides me down a little. She continues to hold my shaft as she lowers herself onto me. But not all the way. I feel the head of my cock part the lips and enter her vagina, then she stops, and raise back up. My eyes roll over as my head tilts back yet again. She lowers down again over my head, stops, and raise back up. She continues to do this over and over again. The sensation is maddening. To be teased, as if it is necessary to engulf the whole cock and not just the head. My hands are digging into the side of the chair. I'm losing it. I can feel the orgasm build. Try as I might, I can't hold back any longer. And then she screams. I open my eyes, forgetting myself. She's brought herself to orgasm, quaking over me. She shakes uncontrollably as she's rocked from wave after wave of blissfulness. Nicole collapses on top of me. I instinctively wrap my arms around her, a show of care and support. I kiss her head repeatedly. Her heavy breathing finally levels off. She looks up, then kisses me. My god, kissing her is one off the most amazing things I've ever done. Such a feeling. She pulls back from me and gets up. She pushes my knees apart, and turns around, her voluptuous ass facing me. She grabs my cock again and holds it as she lowers herself on to me. She moans as she takes me all the way in. Her tightness grips my cock as her ass settles down on me. Then she raises, and slowly starts to bounce. Her ass quivering when it comes down on my abdomen. I grip her waist as I moan in delight. My god, this is wonderful. She bounces off me for a minute then I lean up to wrap my arms around her. Now not being able to bounce, she grinds and rolls her ass into me. From behind my hands undo the buttons on her shirt. Now open, I caress her breast through her bra. To my delight, my thumb rubs over a front clasp. I undo it, and her breasts are unleashed from their bondage. My hands cup both of them as my fingers rub over her nipples. They respond fervently. They rise and harden, and she moans in delight as her hands clamp over mine. She leans her head back to me, and I nibble on her ear as I whisper to her how gorgeous she is. How sexy she is. How she is such an amazing turn on. She continues to grind into me, then I tell her to get up. She complies, and I gently push her towards the window. I raise her right leg and her foot rests on the sill. I bend down slightly, gripping my cock to guide it into her. I raise up slightly, and I slowly penetrate her vagina. Her arms outstretched, hands on the window as she moans with delight. I rise up fully, pressing all the way into her, then rest a beat as my arms wrap around her stomach and shoulders. I begin to slowly slid up and down in her. She moans in utter delight as she opens her eyes, the countryside of France rushing by. She is so turned on in this moment. Making love to a stranger on a train, exposed through a window for all to see. She feels exhilarated. She feels reborn. Her life renewed. She smiles and closes her eyes again as her right hand begins to rub her clit. She feels herself so wet. The sensation of touching herself while being pleasured by another is overwhelming in its delight. She calls out my name. She tells me how good I feel inside her. Then she tells me she wants me to give into her. To explode inside her. I need no encouragement. I thrust harder, the pressure building, and in a moment, I can't contain it. Breathlessly, I reply,
"Oh, Nicole. I can't hold back. I'm going to cum."