I had my eyes tightly closed, I didn't dare look. I didn't want to have eye contact with him for I didn't want him to see what I knew my eyes would indicate. I didn't want to give any hint that I wanted him to stop, but then, on the other hand, I didn't want him to feel I was encouraging anything; after all this was probably his typical, though in my experience, rather unorthodox massage routine.
His left hand was rhythmically sliding over my chin, into the dip between that and my lower lip, over and around that and then back again down my neck. It seemed that each time his fingers came nearer to my mouth, as if he nearly touched me there, as if his fingers were going to reach my lips and as if, on one upward sweep, they would plunge into the symbolic cunt that my mind was creating from my mouth.
But of course he didn't. That sort of thing doesn't happen in well run spas and five star holiday hotels does it? Men like Lem are well vetted, highly trained and have to obey the rules, don't they? Surely any 'hanky panky' if it was known to the hotel owners, and remember Egypt is a Muslim country, would be so frowned upon and severely punished. No, it was my mind wandering, it was his slightly unorthodox massage methods, it was all in my imagination wasn't it?
That may well be the case. Yes it could well be that I was having flights of erotic fancy, but I was enjoying them. I was getting pleasure from wondering if there were other meanings to his finger now softly rubbing my bottom lip and to his other hand gently massaging my chest just a centimetre or so from the swell of where my breasts started, but we couldn't see that, for his hand was under the towel.
He wasn't really massaging my chest, he was rubbing it, maybe even caressing it. He wasn't really massaging my neck and chin, he was rubbing them, maybe even caressing them. Was that true? Had he stopped massaging me, had he stopped the pretence, had he moved to another leve? God his hand was going so close to my breasts, his fingers were sliding in and out and up and down the wide cleavage between my b, well almost c, cup boobs. He would slide hi finger down the cleavage near to one breast, across the gap between them, up, right alongside the other breast, round the top of that and down my side. He would tthen repeat it in the opposite direction.
It was gorgeous. I was loving it and my body was reacting accordingly. Slight movements, miniscule, I thought, archings of my back, imperceptible, I believed, squirmings of my breasts, tightening of my muscles and closing of my legs. But there was more. Little groans and low grunts, sharp intakes of breath, my head moving from side to side, my eyes clenching tighter and my mouth opening. But there was, of course, even more. My nipples had hardened and I knew that I was excreting my female juices. Yes I was becoming so aroused, but Lem wouldn't know that would he? Like hell he wouldn't. Of course he fuckingwell did, it was his job to notice such things and Lem was exceedingly good at his job
His hand was passing across my chest once more. The side of it was no more than a quarter of an inch from where the flesh filled out and ceased being a chest, but instead became a breast. It stopped moving and remained right there so very close to the sensitive flesh. He pressed down on my chest and, as he did, he ran his other hand up my throat, the thumb one side his fingers the other. Up my throat, onto my chin bone round that and right onto the point of my chin. Then slowly, almost imperceptibly slowly, he ran his forefinger up towards my mouth. Over the fullness of my chin, into the indentation above that, up the swell of my underlip and onto the full pinkness of my bottom lip. He pressed his fingertip right against my lip. Without thinking I slightly opened my mouth. With no hesitation this time, his finger slid inside, touching both lips, I grunted and closed them round his finger. He slowly pushed his finger in and out of my lips, in and out of my mouth, yes in and out of the symbolic cavity formed by my lip.
I found myself sucking it; gulping it inwards as if it really was a cock. I was starting to make oral love to that cock, to that finger, yes my mouth had taken on another form, my lips represented another place, that finger signified something entirely different. It started to pump deeper in and out of my eager mouth. Yes that finger was becoming a phallus, a penis, a dick, a cock. My lips were becoming a vagina, a pussy, a fanny, a cunt.
And as that symbolic cock, fucked that symbolic cunt, so Lem's other hand swept up the swell of my breast and closed over it, my erect nipple being caught between his fore and middle fingers.
All pretence had gone. There were no more furtive movements, no more hints, suggestions or enquiries. Lem was caressing my breast as a lover, not massaging it as masseur.
But still nothing was said, there was no eye contact and no more exposing of my body. He didn't pull the towel away, but maintained his masseur diplomacy and dignity as he squeezed, rubbed and caressed my achingly aroused breasts and nipples.
His finger left my mouth. It had done its job and served its purpose. It was no longer needed as an initiator, an opener, an 'easer of the way'. Yes, in reality it had caused me to open my mouth lips, but symbolically it had persuaded me to offer him the freedom of my cunt lips.
Both hands were now under the towel, both were unashamedly on my breasts, both were rubbing the sensitive skin, kneading and caressing it and pinching and pulling my nipples. The sensations were massive and instant. But as amazing as this 'secret' fondling was it was all set to become even more amazing, massive and instant. One of Lem's hand started moving down my body. From my breast, onto my lower chest, across my waist and onto my tummy. They found the paper panties. I felt more than heard him tear them and pull them away from me. He left them lying on my thighs, exposing what needed to be exposed, revealing what we both wanted to reveal and making available the area of my body that all his earlier ministrations had so primed for this moment. For this time, for this instant, for this eventuality for Lem to push his fingers right agains my other lips.
I nearly spoke, I almost said something. "Yes' or 'Oh my God' or 'Jesus Christ that's fucking awesome' but I didn't. I did, though, grunt deeply. I did sigh, I did arch my back, I did squirm my body and yes, I did open my legs. I wanted them open, I wanted to make all I had available to all he wanted to give. I wanted to give him as much room as he needed to shove his fingers right up my cunt.
And that, with little delay is precisely what he did.
As his strong, straightened fingers plunged deep into my soaked inner recesses, he immediately made me cum. Hard, fast, strong and heavy. It was a beautiful orgasm that took me way up that wall of sensation, held me there, for a while and then sent me screaming right over the top as its full force burst over me.
How long I rode the crest of that particular orgasmic wave, I don't know, but when I came down enough to regain my senses, I was alone. Lem had discretely left the salon. All the towels were still in place, none of my body was on show, none of my flesh was exposed and nothing had changed really, apart from the torn paper panties that were flapping at my thighs.
I had been most comprehensively finger fucked to a massive orgasm without either, Lem or, me looking at each other, saying anything or even seeing my body.
Shaking his hand as I left, I gave him two hundred Egyptian pounds as tip.
"Thank you Lem, that was a lovely massage," I said knowing the receptionist was listening. "May I book the same time with you tomorrow please?"