"Yes, I'm your toy. I love you Tim, I know we just met but right now if you asked I would transfer to your college, move in with you and fuck you morning and night just to feel like this all the time. If my butt and you peeing in my mouth is what it takes those are both sacrifices I'm ready to make." I said as I kissed his face and neck. And at that moment at least, I meant it. We had amazing sex, he was a wonderful guy and although I had done some pretty gross things, well gross to some people, not me, I didn't feel the least bit used or degraded.
"Well my fiancé and I are pretty open, but I don't think she would go for that."
There was a long pause as I knelt beside his legs and felt our mess leaking from me wearing only my slutty little garter belt and slutty thigh highs that felt so exciting and erotic when I put them on, but instantly made me feel like trash now.
"You have a fiancé?"
Now I felt used and disgusting.
"Yes but it's not like you thin..."
"And you didn't mention it until now?"
"Well I tried to but you put my cock in your mouth and then"
"I was already naked then! Why,,, why couldn't you tell me at the gym, or at the mall, or at lunch or when... oh God I'm a horrible shitty person! And you! Oh fuck what the"
"Calm down Addy, it's not like that. Ivy and I have an open and honest relationship, we share everything, but she is finishing out her tour in Germany and we agreed we would see other people until she gets home, and, well, we're in the lifestyle so after that but probably as a couple then. So it's no big deal."
"What the hell are you talking about?!" I demanded. I was still quivering from the climax I had, and now had the taste of our sexual congress in my mouth and felt gross and wicked for fucking another girl's guy. I had boyfriends cheat on me before, I mean, we had not had sex but still, they stepped out and dated other girls and I knew how it felt. I always thought the other woman was the lowest thing a person could be and now I was a horrible person too.
"We're open, it's okay. Look, Ivy and I met in Japan, she was a lot more adventurous than me, she's a nurse and I had to go in for a checkup. We got to talking, then phone calls later, well, she asked me out and our first date she took me to a swingers club there. I didn't understand what anyone was saying, but, uh, lust is a universal language. We did it, in a room with a half dozen Japanese couples getting it on too, and after that we were, huh, I was about to say inseparable, well, anyway, we both are polyamorous, we like variety and we don't hold each other's desires against each other. I love that she finds fulfillment with other men and women, and she wants me to be happy too. I went reserves when she went to Germany and once she rotates out she is too, and moving here. We talk all the time and we don't hide anything because we don't have to. Right now she is about to end her shift and go to a German club, that is what got me thinking about German pee play in fact and"
"She's into that?"
"We've talked about it, I don't think it's her thing. But... uh, where was I?"
"I don't know. Something about you and your fiancé aren't committed enough to not fuck other people and not tell them about your relationship until afterwards so they can't really decide if they want to be a part of it or not. Its, it's just sordid!" I snapped at him.
"Maybe, but it works for us and you have no reason to feel guilty. And you have no right to judge us. I was kind of hoping to introduce you two at the end of the summer when she gets here and see, you know, how it goes. "
"Why would I feel guilty? I'm not the one that... ugh.. Look, I'm not judging you, I just think that is something I should have known before we... And introduce us? What? You want to fuck me while your wife to be watches? I think you should leave now."
"I was hoping you two would sixty nine each other while I alternate between you."
"Gross!"
"Aww don't be mad Addy its, no,"
"I'm... I'm not really mad. I uh, I just have to think. I really thought we clicked, and now you tell me this... And you apparently think I'm a lesbian after everything we just did. I'm pretty sure I showed you my dedication to the hetero lifestyle. You're... It's more than I can deal with. "
"I was hoping we could watch the recording and"
"Not now, maybe tomorrow, right now I need a shower. Can you put everything away?
"Uh sure. Okay."
A hot shower rinsed the filth from my body but not my mind. After I dried off I just pulled on fresh panties, a bra and sweats and pulled my hair back. Since they were the most readily available I went with a pretty sexy matching set, but I felt anything but sexy. Just enough make up so that children would not scream at me and I was pretty much ready to go. The wig went into my bathroom closet behind years of failed make up, shampoo, conditioners and skin treatments.
When I came out of the shower Tim reminded me of my contacts, which I switched out for glasses, I really hate fucking around with my eyes. He had packed the camera and unhooked everything as well.
"So, do I get a copy?"
"No."
"Kidding. Let's review tomorrow then delete it, 'k?"
"I don't know. I may look at it tonight and... What makes you think we are getting together tomorrow?"
"We have a lot of dance work left to do and you just said so a few minutes ago."
"Tim. You're engaged. If I had known that"
"Addy, we've been over this. Ivy and I are open but together. She's not going to be threatened or jealous or any of that, and you shouldn't be either."
"Just because you live that way doesn't mean I want to. Don't try to make that decision for me."
"Okay, well, if you don't want to be together sexually we don't have to. I'm sorry this is a problem for you, it's not for me or Ivy. Maybe you can meet her sometime and understand. We're just different is all. Anyway, give me a ride home?"
"Sure, you're not parked at the gym?"
"No, I just live a few block from there. I use the walk as my warm up if it isn't raining."
"Oh, okay, sure."
"One more thing, turn around."
"Why?"
"One last step, you'll like it, here, face the mirror. Good, now your legs need to be straight below your hips, good, no, too open, close up a bit... that's right" He said as I reacted to his instructions. I was going along with this just to, well just so he would leave and I could be alone really and I didn't feel like arguing with him.
Right now lower yourself down, no back straight, bend at the knees just a little. Okay, a little more. Perfect. Now, slowly, you will have to concentrate a bit at first, straighten your right leg, not your left, and keep your back straight so just your right hip rises. Perfect!"
It may have been perfect, but it was awkward.
"Okay bend your right knee again until you are level with your left, now, straighten your left, and then back down."
I did this, with Tim making corrections for a minute or so then he had me go faster. Then faster again.
"Great! Now practice that until you can go about twice as fast, and tomorrow we will add turning and stepping with it."
"Okay, uh"
"You're doing a traditional belly dance Addy! So proud of you! Most girls take weeks to get where you are!"
I did it again looking in the mirror and really watching myself this time. Okay, I wasn't Shakira, but I, well I wasn't horrible either. So... cool!
