I really didn't know what to expect next. Maybe, having had an orgasm, she would be satisfied and that would be the end of the encounter. Or maybe she would feel guilty, also bringing about the end of it. I realized that, in all the time we'd spend together and conversations we'd had, we had never shared any real details about our sexual habits.
I also wasn't sure how I felt about what might happen next. I was, without a doubt, fully aroused. I mean, how could I not be? This girl was the definition of sexy on a normal day, and here we were, a little drunk, late at night, wrapped around each other and half naked. My primal side was already debating whether to bother taking her panties off or just push them to the side. But, then there was the rational side; the part of me that was her close friend and respected her relationship.
I climbed fully on top of her, my legs between her, her between my arms. The look she gave me was beyond just consent. But I kept going, off of her and off of the bed. I needed a moment to collect my thoughts. I headed to the bathroom, took a sobering look in the mirror, and threw some cold water onto my face. These were my thoughts as I took stock of the situation: our judgment was definitely slightly impaired, we were close friends, she had a boyfriend; but she got off once and I had a breather, we had the kind of mature friendship that wouldn't be affected by a little fooling around, and for all I knew she and her boyfriend worked out some kind of agreement to get through the distance. Final decision: I wouldn't push it, but I'd follow her lead.
I took one last look in the mirror, one last deep breath, and turned to go back to her room. But there she was. Without saying a word, she pushed me further into the bathroom and turned to close and lock the door. In no time, she had me up against the back wall and knelt in front of me. With her hands on my hips, she looked up and gave me that come hither look.