(This is my first attempt at this. I am very curious to see how it is accepted... constructive criticism is welcome!)
Amber was lost in thought as she drove through town towards his house. Her truck sputtered and billowed smoke, reminding her of the need for its over-do oil change. "I could use a good lubing myself," she thought as she made the turn onto his street.
She had been seeing Matthew for about a month now, but their meeting came on the tail-end of a nasty break-up between her and her ex of two years, and she found herself holding back. She really liked Matt, was on the verge of adoring him actually, but when it came to sex she just couldn't get comfortable. The few times they ventured into that territory he was very attentive, and she found him extremely attractive, but when his hands touched her in certain ways strains from her past seemed to envelop her and she couldn't stop herself from closing off.
The man she had given herself for the past two years had not been kind to her. He had been attentive in his own ways, sexually aggressive and actually a very good lay, but he had never been a lover, and in the end his harsh words and judgments outweighed his divine ability to make her cum. Throughout the relationship she had been put down for her own very high libido and even made to suffer through her own needs herself, while servicing all of his. He once told her, "A whore is someone you want to fuck, a girlfriend is someone you have to fuck, and I don't want my girlfriend to be a whore." His views about relationships put so many restrictions on Amber and her freedom to express herself that eventually she retreated into her own mind and lost the ability to open herself up to another person. While her ex reveled in making fun of her short legs, curvy figure and dark exotic looks she learned to escape into fantasies where her lovers relished in her small womanly body, tan skin and dark hair.
"Well," she thought, "I've found a man who desires me as is, who loves to see me naked, and gazes at me like I'm a goddess come to earth... so why can't I give in to him?"
Her thoughts were cut short as she walked to Matt's door; it was open before she even got to it. She was greeted by his shining blue eyes and great smile and immediately felt the familiar bubbles bouncing in her tummy. It never ceased to amaze her how sexy his eyes could be, with thick blonde eyelashes catching the sunlight, causing their brilliant blue to be fringed in gold. His cupid's bow of a mouth automatically dropped a kiss on her cheek and she couldn't help herself from grabbing his blonde head and pressing her lips firmly to his. He pulled back and his grin widened, she even detected a small hint of a blush to his cheeks; inwardly she herself grinned, she was starting to like this ability to get to him, especially with just a kiss.