To my surprise, after a few moments of silence he began to stroke my legs. I didn't know what to do. This was Jonathan, not some random guy. I froze up. I sensed a hesitation in him. We could have ended it there. I could have called him silly and jumped up. He could have pushed my legs off his lap and laughed it off. But neither of us did those things.
After a tiny pause he continued to gently stroke my legs. We didn't speak. As his stroking continued, I closed my eyes. His gentle touch went on and on. The sensation created by this simple act is hard to describe. It was far more arousing than anything I ever did with my usual trail of men.
It was all so strange. Why was I doing this with Jonathan? I slept with casual acquaintances frequently without much thought. Sleeping with a friend seemed to cross a line.
After a long, delicious time, I stood up and took off my leggings. He stretched out on the couch and beckoned me to jump on top. He did not initiate sex. Instead he touched me between my legs.
I was a bit self-conscious at first about his serious attention to me. Usually I was the one doing the touching, eliciting the pleasure, pleasing my partner. I became very aware of my wet pussy as he gently stroked my outer lips. As he continued, it became more and more unbearably erotic.
His one desire was to give me pleasure. Even though he never touched my clit directly, his careful fingers excited me in a way I had never experienced before. I became lost in it all, not knowing who was touching me, or why, or how. It just felt incredible. I threw my head back and let the pleasure build and build.
I found I could not support myself under this erotic assault. I leaned over and placed my hands on the couch arm, my breasts swaying above him. His motions changed. He slid his fingers into my inner folds. This was an unknown pleasure to me, such gentle touching producing such intense feelings.
When he slipped a finger into my hole, I rose up again and my legs were taut and rock hard. His thumb came up to meet my clit and a convulsion ripped through me. I hung onto the pleasure, my orgasm going on and on, dark, hard and powerful. My mind went black as the peak came at last and the orgasm let me go.
When I came back into myself, I was over his knee, and he was very gently touching my rear entry. He took the pad of his forefinger and gently prodded me from different directions and angles. I had never been interested in anal sex, but this felt amazing.
By now I had lost all self-consciousness and was a pure vessel for pleasure. He didn't enter me then either, but with the gentle touching I came again, radiating a white hot flash of ecstasy.
Then he was on top of me and we were on the floor. I still had my shirt on and he was fully dressed. I was confused by what was happening, dazed by the power of my orgasms. He unzipped his pants, pulled his cock out of his long underwear and, without removing his clothes, forcefully entered me.
While he was thrusting into me, I rose up an inch or two, as if to change positions, or say something, or kiss him. I don't know what my intention was. He pushed me down, hard. That was even more exciting. I was pinned under him and he was fucking me solely for his own pleasure now.
It was an insane thrill, squirming, held fast, straining against him, unable to break free. Another orgasm worked up from the base of my belly. He put his hand over my mouth as I came as if stifling screams not cries of pleasure. I writhed under him, being fucked rough and hard. He came quickly. We had just enacted a rape fantasy and, strangely, I didn't mind. I found it terribly exciting.
We didn't talk about what had just occurred, only exchanged a few sleepy murmurs. He left early in the morning before I woke up. Then our friendship went on as if it had never happened.
You know, I still wonder why he did what he did. Maybe he wonders the same thing about me.