She woke up confused. She declared her love to him last night. "Yes, she always thought that she loved him but it was normally in the height of passion and she thought that it was only that."
She enjoyed how he made her feel as a woman. She enjoyed how he always knew what button to touch for her to come more than she ever did in her life. She enjoyed that he was the only person that really always thought about her before himself.
Last night was different. They didn't make love. They sat across from each over in a public place and they talked. She was honest for the first time about the shortcomings in her life and in her relationship with her husband. He told her about his unhappiness and for the first time she imagined how it would be to spend a life together.
She was worried that he kept on mentioning their age difference as an excuse. Then he took her hand, oblivious of anybody seeing them looked her in her eyes and told her that he has loved her since the first day they met.
She felt happy. She was happy that this man loved her and that he loved her without wanting anything from her. When they left he kissed her - Not a sexual kiss. Almost a peck but soft with love just the way she likes it.
Laying in bed now she wondered about her confusion. He is 14 years older than her. Not one of those typical rugby players that let themselves go after their last rugby game. He looked good for any age.
Almost 2 m and with a smile she thought how small she feels next to him. Laughing at herself she thinks that nobody will think her fat standing next to his big frame.She knows that she is not fat and with all the guys hitting on her she has to be kinda hot but she has this low self esteem since childhood.
When she came home last night slightly intoxicated she had a long fight with her husband and yes, they talked. He promised to change and he again declared that his life is nothing without her. She knows that she loves him but she is also worried that this again is only empty promises.
"What to do?How will Grant react when she gets to work?That's another problem - they work together and he is her boss!"
She jumps into the shower confused but still happy but also sad. She washes over her full breasts and think about how much Grant loves them. She looks down at them and as always starts looking for negative signs..."Are they too big?Why can't they point up like the girls her husband love to look at on the Internet?"
She washes over her stomach wishing that it could be flatter. She washed her sex and she could see that it was not only soap but her juices as well that made her pussy wet. She washed her behind. At least one part of her that she was happy with. "But is it firm enough?"She washed over her legs thinking them to thin.
She hated being naked in front of anyone except Grant. The look in his eyes when he looked at her. He was always complimenting her. From her hair, her face, her neck, her breasts, her tummy, her back, her ass, her legs and even her feet that she hated.
"Does she really look as good as he always make her feel?"