Author's note: Big thank you to friends and fellow Lit authors
aimingtomisbehave33
and
petitmort
(go check out their stories when you can) and to good friend DrG for the feedback that helped this story finally see the light of day. And thanks to Jill, for her ideas, motivation and support all these years. Finally, thank you, dear reader, for your patience, as I tried to do this story justice and took my sweet time doing it.
This one is a slow burn.
Trigger warning: there is depiction of verbal abuse and mentions of past sexual abuse in the middle of the chapter. It's not the focus of the story, but merely a plot point for this chapter, which will not be revisited further in the series. However, if you would like to avoid it altogether, the section begins with "Barely twenty minutes into the session, she stormed out." and ends with "Taylor woke up in a warm bed by herself."
Previously in the series: Taylor, frustrated by the lack of sex life with her fiancΓ© Jim, gave in to the charms of Brad, the hot guy that lived next door. Taylor's best friend Kate went to set Brad straight and ended up having sex with him, with Taylor masturbating to them on the other side of the wall.
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Chapter IV -- The Bad Day
Monday had been a day of firsts for Taylor; first time going to see a psychologist to talk about her failing relationship, first time actively participating in her neighbor/lover Brad's sex life from behind the wall, first time listening to her best friend Kate get savagely fucked in all her holes and first time actually experimenting with her own ass and finding it surprisingly stimulating.
Her fiancΓ© Jim had come home late from work, as usual. He'd always blame it on their financial situation, on being tight on money, but it wasn't like he was getting paid for overtime for the ad campaigns he worked his ass off for. Workaholism, combined with a general disinterest in sex, made wit and dry humor his only redeeming qualities; although, in the increasingly exhausted state he had been for the past few months, Taylor was hard-pressed to find anything that would make their co-existence palatable.
But she was trying. She tried to hold onto the reasons why she'd accepted his proposal, the safe place he'd provided for her after her abusive ex-husband Nick had all but destroyed her will to live. Taylor had had a wonderful time with Jim in their early, mostly celibate, days together. Her libido's revival had been the off switch for the good times, and she had started sleeping around.
She never got caught for two reasons; she always picked at random and she never went back to the same man. It was a system that worked, until they moved in next door to a sex machine, who fucked his way through the neighborhood and perhaps the entire city. Taylor could only resist his charms for so long.
The first time with Brad was mind-blowing. And then the second time was earth shattering. And she'd barged into his apartment for a third time, demanding he eat her out to an orgasm. At that point, she'd convinced herself it was the last of him she'd want.
The cravings hadn't disappeared. Not only was she not getting any from her fiancΓ©, she also wasn't looking to have any random hookups either. Brad was on her mind all the time and the desire never let up. She'd thought she'd done some filthy depraved sex things before for her ex, but she was exploring a whole new side to sex, all thanks to Brad.
Her best friend Kate going over to confront Brad in her defense hadn't helped much. If anything, it had fueled the inexhaustible fire in Taylor, making her an accomplice beyond the wall, coming, as if on cue, to the orgasms next door, as Brad fucked Kate every which way and made her scream her lungs out. Taylor had enjoyed that, and not only because she could replace Kate with herself in her fantasy; she'd also imagined her best friend impaled on that giant cock and how much she'd love to touch Kate's body as it shuddered with each orgasm he gave her.
There was a lot to unpack. She had never really been interested in women before, physically or otherwise. Although things had certainly gotten hot in the moment, it probably didn't mean anything; she wasn't about to uproot her life completely and re-evaluate her sexual identity...
But going into the law firm on Tuesday, Taylor knew Kate would be there and she couldn't ignore her best friend and colleague. Not after the evening they had had. Part of her was nervous, but a small part of her was excited to see Kate.
Shaking her head to get rid of the nerves, she approached the redhead sitting in her cubicle, frantically shuffling some papers into her briefcase. Upon hearing Taylor approach on her high heels, her friend, green eyes sparkling with mischief, went straight to the point, as usual.
"So that was a fun evening!"
All Taylor could do was smile and nod; that was the one conversation she didn't know how to lead.
"Sorry if it got a bit out of control with the noise levels, but I assume Jim wasn't around to hear any of it." Kate didn't seem particularly sorry; there was hardly any love lost between her and Jim.
"No, he wasn't. And no worries. I actually didn't know you could get that loud in bed," Taylor replied, finally trusting herself to relax a bit more about the topic and let the conversation run its course.
Kate did not disappoint.
"Honestly, it was nice having you on the other side of the wall. I think that made a huge difference!"
Seeing Taylor blush furiously, Kate continued with an attempt to assure her.
"Hey, it's totally OK. I know both Brad and I definitely enjoyed having you listen to us and getting to hear you at least a little bit."
Her friend had always been forward about the sex talk. Taylor felt like she had to say something.
"I didn't mean to... but, I gotta say, it was insanely hot. In the moment."
Kate gently brushed her hand across Taylor's.
"You don't owe me any explanations, T. I went over thinking I could tell him to leave you in peace, since you're engaged and all. It was stupid of me to get involved and even more stupid to actually sleep with the guy, who clearly has a major thing for you by the way, though it didn't keep him from fucking me sore in all holes."
Taylor's eyes grew at the mention of him having a thing for her. She had had moments of weakness, where she'd allowed herself to fantasize about what it would be like with Brad longer term - which, of course, was not in the cards.