Andi struggled with her feelings. Her recent visit with her friend Carrie had left her with conflicting thoughts about her sexuality. She had really enjoyed lesbian sex with Carrie and the fucking Jackie had given her was amazing. The tongue lashing was outstanding and her orgasms were great. But she also had a mind-altering orgasm from getting fucked by the strap on penis. But was she a lesbian or straight or bi or what? How did she define herself? To herself and to her friends and to her family! Oh my. Perhaps it was the family part that she struggled with the most. Andi was big on family and wanted to make sure she didn't disappoint them in the least. Her mom and dad were both heterosexual and not sure how they would take an announcement of her being otherwise. Her brother was straight as well as her only cousin. Damn, what would she do?
Maybe just not say anything and play along with the allusion that she was 100% straight. How hard would it be to hide her feelings for other women? Was it too much to keep that hidden? It was her life after all. But family.....ugh! And what about her work? Her job meant a lot to her and she was not sure how this would be taken by her bosses. One of which was a woman! Yikes.
Andi's cadre of close friends were also all straight. Or at least as much as Andi knew. Perhaps some of them were closet lesbians or bi? It would be nice to find out. Perhaps it would help her with her struggles. But was it risky sharing her thoughts with her best friends? Who might be the best one to engage in this conversation?
Then it came to her. Her cousin Jennifer. She had shared a lot over the years with Jenn. Her first date, her first-time having sex with a guy, etc, etc. Yeah...anything she said to Jenn was safe. Besides, she had a few things on Jenn. Like when her husband was away for 1 year. They got together every couple weeks but there were times when she was alone for 3-4 weeks at a time. Being a young newlywed, Jenn had serious sexual needs. She told Andi that she was committed to her husband and would never cheat on him. So, she guessed she would have to be a lesbian for a while.
Andi was shocked at Jenn's comments and wondered if they were real or not. Jenn tended to talk a big story but wasn't as "out there" as she wanted others to believe. Jenn had been in a sorority in college and there were always rumors of those goings on! But Andi still couldn't see control freak Jenn actually going down on another woman. No matter how horny she was at the time. Andi expected that Jenn just used her vibrator (she actually admitted she had 3 of them) to satisfy her needs. Well, it didn't matter in any case, Jenn's husband was back and they were happy together.
After a lot of thought, it was settled. Andi had decided to tell Jenn about her lesbian affairs and her concerns about coming out as a bisexual woman. Jenn was very smart and savvy. No doubt she would give Andi good guidance as to how to proceed. Andi immediately felt better about the whole situation. It will work out, she was sure.
Andi put in a call to Jenn to arrange a get together. It went to voice mail, so she left a message. "Jenn, call me when you have some time to chat. I wanted to get together as I have a few things I need your opinion on. Best done in person and with wine in hand. " Andi went about her busy day not thinking any further about it.
Before Andi finished work for the day, the girl across from her office was picking up a paper from the floor and her top opened wide. Andi gasped at the sight of Mary's breasts fully exposed. They looked like very firm C cups with large areolas and bright red erect nipples. Andi couldn't help but stare when suddenly Mary sat back up, staring right into Andi's eyes.
Mary slid her roller chair over closer to Andi and asked "Did you like what you saw, Andi?" Andi wasn't sure how to respond, just continued to look at Mary's nipples poking prominently out of her silk blouse.
"Yeah, I know my nipples love to stick out. All I need is an evil thought or two and they go to town!" Mary said with a smile. "So, what do you think of them?" she added.
Andi decided she had to say something, so she just blurted out "They are gorgeous". Mary smiled and pushed her chair back to her desk. Andi was so glad the conversation didn't continue. She did however feel warmth and the beginnings of moisture in her pussy. Did Mary like to eat pussy she wondered. Oh my god, I would spread my legs right now if she came over to my desk! That would certainly get her in trouble with HR! HA!
Jenn responded to Jenn on Friday. She was excited about getting together. All work and no play makes Jenn a dull girl and she had been focused on working so much lately. Her husband was out of town this weekend on another training class, so the house was available for them to get together on Saturday.
"You bring the wine and I will fix a few bites for us." Jenn suggested.
"Sounds like a plan. See you at 630PM Saturday." Andi responded. It would be fun getting together with her cousin. They had not seen each other in over 3 months! Time to catch up and to get her concerns discussed.
Friday after work was shopping time for Andi. She picked up the essentials and three bottles of wine. A Pinot Noir and two Cabs. Should be enough she thought. Damn, if we drink that much I better plan to stay over. The 1.5 hour drive back home after 3 bottles of wine...not smart. Andi was sure Jenn would have no issue with her using the spare bedroom.
Saturday morning Andi started packing. Always tough decisions on what to bring. She picked out a summer dress (in case they decided to go out at any point). Also, the cute nightie she bought with hopes to show it off to the man of her dreams. That hadn't happened yet and Andi really wanted to wear it. A pair of shorts and two tops and all her toiletries, she was packed and ready to go!
It was a fun drive through the country roads headed to Jenn's house. Andi didn't get out of the city much and this was a nice respite from the loud noises/traffic of the city. The ride put Andi in a much more relaxed mood. It would be a wonderful day/night with her cousin.
Jenn was at the front door when Andi arrived. They embraced and pecked each other on the cheek as they always did. Andi noticed that the house was extremely well kept. Jenn seemed to be somewhat obsessed with cleanliness. It was a nice trait of many that Jenn possessed.
It was only 4PM but Jenn announced it was 5 o'clock somewhere, so the wine started to flow. It appeared that Jenn had started earlier, damn she enjoyed drinking. They started with a lovely Pinot Noir. It was nice and light and tasty with just a hint of sweetness. It was a new wine and both agreed it was something they would buy again.
The two ladies were both in the late 20's and about the same height, but otherwise very different. Andi was thick with muscular legs from competitive sports. She had a very pretty face and lovely blonde hair. And of course, those tits. A 38DD bra would barely contain the girls. In contrast, Jenn was thin and very cute. She had a lovely figure with an ass to die for - Pilates will do that apparently. Weighing about 115 lbs, Jenn didn't have much in the tits category. She was an A cup, much to her chagrin. Jenn had always wanted bigger tits but alas no growth beyond high school. At least they were perky and her nipples were large. Her husband loved it when she went without a bra. It didn't take much for her girls to poke through any top and be on display for anyone to see. Needless to say, great sex often followed her display.
With multiple glasses of wine, they talked all about work and life affairs. Jenn lamented the long hours at her work. Too many spreadsheets and projections to review it seemed. She also complained about her husband being gone on business travel. It was for the best as he was advancing in the company but it made for lonely nights. They wanted to start a family someday. She expected it would be a few more years before their work settled down and they could focus on making a baby. There wasn't as much sex as when they were first married. Her husband used to play with her all the time. In public, when no one else could see, he would rub her ass or stroke her inner thighs. She was so hot by the time they got home they usually had sex on the kitchen table or on the floor in the living room! So much fun.
